I fell on th£ pillow beside Bryan.
“Th£ weath£r is cold,wear your sweater”h£ said
“But what ab©vt–
“Shhhh”h£ said and klzzed me I smiled as I took h¡s top and dragged h¡m up.
“Honey stand up ” I said.
Bryan knelt well and I ₱v||ed th£ top !nto h¡s h£ad.
h£ smiled and I h£lped h¡m wear it.
h£ ₱v||ed !n my sweater.
We both fell on each oth£r !n quiet smiles.
h£ took th£ gum pack and forced some !nto h¡s sweet m©vth.
h£ [email protected] well on th£ pillow and I balanced on h¡m th£n h£ took h¡s phone..
“What ab©vt m!ne” I said h£ ₱v||ed me up and klzzed me th£n transferred th£ gum !nto my m©vth.
I smiled and h£ took anoth£r one th£n ch£wed quietly.
“But wh£re we go!ng to do it with©vt protection?”I asked
“Ummm I knew it won’t work so I didn’t both£r”h£ said.
“Sorry, am crazy” I said h£ smiled and picked a call I m©v£d deeper !nto h¡s b©dy..
“Diego”h£ said as h£ bru$h£d h¡s f!ng£rs d©wΠ my hair.
I closed my eye.
“Th£ camera has problems, i am !nnocent”h£ said !n smile.
“Ok” h£ added and dropped th£ call th£n balanced on h¡s pillow.
I m©v£d ©vt of h¡m and [email protected] beside h¡m..h£ covered me well
“Oppa we don’t have a picture togeth£r” I said Bryan brought ©vt h¡s phone.
“Lets do it” h£ said I smiled and we took our first pictire togeth£r.
It was pretty, h£ transferred it to my phone. I smiled and closed my eyes,I felt warm
“Our s€× plan failed”i said Bryan chuckled and we started laugh!ng.
“We really stressed ourselves ©vt today ” h£ said, i nodded.
I can’t stop laugh!ng at my stupidity.
Hahaha I almost died.
Th¡s is th£ best night of my life.
I knew it won’t work.
I covered h£r well
$h£ already slept off.
I klzzed h£r ear Quietly as I looked at th£ clock..
I h£ld h£r t!ght ..I can’t stop smil!ng..
It’s not really easy..with nana s€× was like food..
Try!ng ©vt all stupid new th!ngs every day.
With deya its close to impossible.
Life is funny
I still won’t compare th£m both.
Ahhhhh why did I say it all like that. now am too s¢ar£d to open my room door.
I can’t miss my favorite t.v show.
I opened my door and alisson hastily turned th£n cleared h£r throat.
“Ummm Alison?”I said
“Yes”$h£ said and turned $h£ was hold!ng a cup of coffee which seemed to burn!ng h£r [email protected]
“Uhmmm i made coffee, uhmm you might get cold .
“Dont you take coffee,”$h£ asked with a very sad and teary face.
“No I Dont” I said and closed my room door.
I watch£d h£r from th£ open!ng.
$h£ took a Deep breath.
I fell on my b£d and $h£ knocked aga!n i walked ©vt.
“Tel me”I said
“Are you hungry? I cooked”$h£ said
“Stop mak!ng me feel so path£tic and pitiable ok, you said I should leave you alone so let me be too. stop rubb!ng it !n you are mak!ng me hate myself”I said.
“Nooo, am j√$t try!ng to be your friend.” $h£ said and dried h£r tears.$h£ sniffed like a kid”am sorry for sound!ng rude all th£ time,i guess am not well mannered” $h£ said.
I closed th£ door aga!n..
After a while I opened it aga!n and $h£ was still th£re.
“Wont you eat my food,”$h£ asked
“wh£re Is th£ food” I asked $h£ smiled.
“I cooked a Korean food, i used a cook book,come on” $h£ said.
I nodded and walked d©wΠ.
I sat fac!ng th£ food and $h£ [email protected] Me a chopstick.
I tasted it
oh my God..
Tastes like death
I almost threw up
“How was it?”$h£ asked !n a smile.
I looked !nto h£r deep blue eye which was sparkl!ng with excitement.
“Ohh it’s very good” I said.
“F!nally someone said my food is sweet. wait I will get water”$h£ said and ran ©vt.
I ran to th£ s!nk and vomited everyth!ng.
I returned and faced th£ food.
$h£ dropped water and smiled.
“Eat m©r£”$h£ said.
“Huh ok” I said and took anoth£r spoon.
it was j√$t fvll of sand.
I used my [email protected] to cover my m©vth as i cleared my throat.
h£r eye widened.
“Is th£ food bad”$h£ asked
“Which food? bad? how?”I forcefvlly swallowed it and drank water .
“Thanks” I said.
I feel so embsrrased
..I didn’t want to tell h£r how I felt yet.
I feel so much pa!n.
I know i loved before but i never felt th¡s way before…
No matter what, Alison can’t Be m!ne
I stood up and walked !nto my room.
I cleaned th£ table while s!ng!ng to myself wh£n jace walked !n and sat d©wΠ …
“Rose you are too dull”th£ manager said.
I ran to jace
“Ummm sir what do you want?”I asked
“Rose sit d©wΠ and talk to th£ young man” th£ manager said.
“But sir am not allow–
“You are allowed today”h£ said
What is go!ng on..
And j√$t to see rose I had to bribe even th£ management
Rose sat d©wΠ..
I now feel lost of words.
even if $h£ doesn’t date me I j√$t want h£r to be @r0vnd me
“Rose what will you eat?”i asked
“Oh my, I had not even eat!ng s!nce morn!ng. my mom is at th£ hospital. thank you” $h£ said and ran off.
I smiled as i watch£d h£r take one pizza pack th£n a plate of ice cream.
$h£ sat fac!ng me and smiled.
Did $h£ j√$t smile
Best day of my life.
$h£ opened th£ pack and took one pizza which $h£ forced !nto h£r m©vth.
” can I jo!n you” i asked
“Huh” $h£ said and stopped eat!ng.
“Noo its ok..uhmmm am not hungry I was j√$t–
“Ok, uhmmm lets eat” $h£ said and m©v£d h£r hair !nto h£r ear.
I smiled as I took a slice.
$h£ watch£d me taste it.
My manager will kill me
I don’t eat ©vt.
“Is it good?”$h£ asked I nodded..
$h£ took one slize.
“Uhmmmm how is dream high for you” I asked..
“Well f!ne” $h£ said And cleared everyth!ng on th£ table.
Jace talk before $h£ runs away..
“Rose I wanted–
$h£ ch£cked h£r time
“Oppa bye, sir bye” $h£ sh©vted and ran away.
I smiled wh£n $h£ came [email protected]¢k.
“I forgot th¡s”$h£ said and carried th£ plate of ice cream..
I walked ©vt and watch£d h£r run home while jogg!ng like a kid.
I entered my car and followed h£r quietly.
I did someth!ng for h£r today.
I wonder if that will change h£r m!nd ab©vt me.
And I thougtt I won’t eat today.
Oooh my bet.
I hastily covered my ice cream as i looked up.
“Unnie cover your face” th£y sh©vted.
“Unnie cover your food.” Th£y s¢r**med.
I convered everyth!ng and closed my eye but i didn’t feel any water.
I opened my eye and flowers fell..
I smiled and jumped up as i caught th£m one by one with both [email protected]
I smiled happily and looked up..
Th£ flowers wh£re multi coloured.
“h£y..what happened”I asked
“Unnie h£ paid th£ debt. We gave h¡m punishment too. We had to ₱0ur h¡m pa!nt so now you are free. h£ said we should ₱0ur flowers on you and tell you ” I love you” th£y said.
My tears started cook!ng.
“Who” I asked.
“h¡m” th£y said and po!nted.
I Turned and saw jace lean!ng on h¡s car.
“I love you” th£ kids sh©vted.
I was shocked.
Jace came closer.
“What are you do!ng? first you took my first klzz like it was a joke and now–
“Whatever. stop do!ng all th£se th!ngs. I know what you want and I can’t offer that. Dont ru!n my already ru!ned live please.” I said.
Ooooo what did I do.
Th£ way $h£ sounded I thought $h£ already experienced h£art break with a rich boy but th£ truth is $h£ is avoid!ng h£art break.
And that was a first klzz, no wonder it felt special.
“Rose” I said
$h£ ran away..
“Rosella please h£ar me ©vt”I sh©vted
“Its late”$h£ sh©vted and waved from th£ distance.
“What ab©vt tommorow”I sh©vted.
“Well” $h£ ate !nto h£r pretty l¡ps and walked away.
I squatted th£re aga!n.
at th£ same spot.
I dried my tears.
Rose got admission and deya left.
All my friends are so busy..am gett!ng too much work alone.
I j√$t f!ni$h£d th£ road sweep!ng I look so dirty.
I hummed my song as i Drove my bicycle.
My granny has not eaten.
I need to go and cook for h£r.
I already went through so much pa!n because I liked a rich boy.
If i knew I wouldn’t have accepted Kelly.
I would have concentrated on my little live.
Now h£ took everyth!ng away from me.
my granny told my aunt that i was liv!ng a reckless life so $h£ wa$h£d h£r [email protected] off me.
I rarely even eat.
I still need to take ¢ar£ of th£ old woman.
Kelly took my !nnocence
I didn’t know it was j√$t a bet.
I didn’t know it was j√$t my beauty…why am I so beautiful..I always run from boys and older men
After th£ s€× h£ j√$t stopped tak!ng my calls.
h£ stopped talk!ng to me.
And ever s!nce th£n.
I took my corrections.
I won’t be so stupid aga!n.
That once, that is it all.
I got a call
“h£llo rose”I said
“Hana come to my room tonight, I need someone to talk to”$h£ said
“Is it ab©vt a boy, f!nally you liked a boy”i said
$h£ chuckled shyly.
“I do but i don’t know anyth!ng ab©vt all th¡s and my mum and dad are so strict.
if someone tells th£m a boy talked to me I might as well get killed.” $h£ said
“Dont trust any boy like that rose, !nfact Dont let any boy distract You now..look at me, i got carried away and h£ left after h£ took my v!rg!nity. My aunt stopped feed!ng me or tra!n!ng me !n school. Now i can’t even eat until am sure granny ate. $h£ Is my only hope and th£ only person I have !n th¡s world. A boy made me like th¡s bes” I said.
“You know i don’t–“I h£ard voice !n th£ [email protected]¢kground..
“Rose call Hanna, h£r granny is dead”
I s¢r**med aga!n and lost ¢©Πtr0| of my bike
A car was com!ng..
Granny Noo, i have no one else
I felt th£ car hit my bike.
I fell and fell and fell.
From th£n I don’t know what went wrong.
I saw rich boy walk ©vt..
what is th¡s now
“h£y uhmmm dirty girl”I said.
I couldn’t even touch h£r..dirt.
“h£y are you okay” I said no sound.
$h£ had a wr*₱per round h£r h£ad.
Is $h£ bald.
But h£r face Jesus Christ.
Are you human.
Pure red l¡ps,po!nted nose, crazy long la$h£s,sk!n like snow white,pretty teeth,pretty l¡ps.
My guards lifted h£r and th£ wr*₱per fell.
Shit..h£r hair was touch!ng th£ floor.
My eye widened.
If i have th¡s girl as a mistress I might leave women.
Thick black hair and th£ edges wh£re Golden
How can a girl be so beau–
“Sir we can’t take h£r to th£ hospital, th¡s is a scandal” my guards said.
“Ok call th£ doctor and take h£r to my house” I said.
Th£y entered th£ car and drove off.
I entered th£ oth£r car.
But why are poor girls so beautiful.
But dirty oh my..
We arrived and Ely ru$h£d !n.
“Ummm wh£n you get a song idea !nform me”h£ said I nodded
“Ok cool”I said.
“Lets make th¡s as professional as we can” h£ said I nodded.
“Ummm th¡s girl,that girl you sang with. someth!ng deya,wh£re can I f!nd h£r?”h£ asked.
“I mean, is $h£ a Korean girl?”h£ asked.
“yes, $h£ is !n my school”I said.
“$h£’s very talented and pretty” h£ said
“$h£ has a boyfriend”I said
“Its expected”h£ said.
Wil all th£ guys I like talk ab©vt deya..
Wow last night was anoth£r long night of ¢©Πtr0|l!ng needs and desires.
Am !n th£ shower,i even walked !n with my phone.
S-square won’t kill me.
Deya is still sleep!ng..$h£ didn’t do anyth!ng yet $h£ sleeps like a log.
Deya turns me on every second even h£r smile floods me with need.
Thank God for self ¢©Πtr0|..a$$um!ng nana didn’t make me hate girls maybe I wouldn’t have achieved th¡s ¢©Πtr0|.
I walked ©vt and wore th£ white trouser th£n bru$h£d th£ white band !nto my w€t hair
No top..I applied my cream th£n fell on th£ b£d and entered th£ blanket.
$h£ m©v£d !nto my ch£st I smiled and h£ld h£r t!ght.
“Deya wake” I said $h£ opened h£r eye.
“I love you”was h£r good morn!ng.
it made me smile..
“You seem w€t did you bath”$h£ asked I nodded.
Why is $h£ still feel!ng guilty ab©vt yesterday..it’s not h£r fault that $h£ is a shy person.
I scratch£d h£r hair $h£ smiled.
“I will bath !n your shower today”$h£ said !n a smile.
“You are free..am all yours”I said $h£ smiled and walked !nto th£ shower th£n walked ©vt.
$h£ forgot to rem©v£ h£r cloths.
“Close your eyes”$h£ said i smiled and used th£ pillow to cover my face
I f!nally opened and i didn’t saw h£r aga!n.
I smiled as I saw th£ cloth£s $h£ rem©v£d.
Wow th¡s shower is pretty
I feel cold.
did Bryan bath cold water too?
Why did I ru!n yesterday.
I Turned on th£ shower and r!nsed my b©dy fvlly of th£ soap..
I have so much desires but so much fear.
If only I wasn’t so nervous.
Why do I keep ₱|@y!ng with bryan.
I keep turn!ng h¡m on and still leav!ng h¡m like that.
h£ is human, h£ didn’t do wrong by lik!ng me.
I should really stop punish!ng h¡m.
I wr*₱ped h¡s sponge round my [email protected]¡$t.
I tied it and tried danc!ng.
I turned and saw Bryan’s phone.
Oooh h£ forgot h¡s–
Bryan walked !n
parental guidance advised for readers younger than th£ age of 2O.
“Deya I forgot to take–
My eye widened !n shock.
I swallowed noth!ng and strated look!ng up and d©wΠ.
h£ forgot that i was —
“Am sorry,i didn’t–I forgot”h£ said.
h¡s eye couldn’t get ©vt of my b©dy. h£ traced th£m quietly from my shoulders d©wΠ to my hip.. th£n to my ch£st
h£ was filled with so much desires that i too started feel!ng sweet by j√$t look!ng !n h¡s eye.
“Oh sorry, I will j√$t take my phone” h£ said.
I was still surprised and shy as Bryan m©v£d closer to me to take th£ phone beh!nd me.
I gently m©v£d [email protected]¢k.
h£ tried tak!ng h¡s phone it fell d©wΠ..
I cleared my throat
h£ is go!ng to bend
Bryan bent d©wΠ to take h¡s phone…
Th£ sponge on my [email protected]¡$t fell.
watch£d h¡m lift h¡s face and looked d©wΠ !n th£re .
h£ closed h¡s eye !nstantly and looked away
th£n h£ took th£ phone..
I was still shocked.
Will h£ still see me [email protected]£d today and cont!nue ¢©Πtr0|l!ng and starv!ng h¡mself because I Wont stop be!ngggggg nervous?
h£ stood well with th£ phone
h£ tried leav!ng I gently took h¡s [email protected]
h£ looked at me I closed my eye t!ght..
I was j√$t too nervous but i h£ld h¡s [email protected] well.
“Deya” h£ said i opened my eye and h£ hastily ¢©Πtr0|led h¡s eye which was on my br**st.
Th£ shower started dropp!ng.
“Bryan am ready” I said.
“Ummm you are not, i will–
h£ tried mov!ng it I h£ld it firm.
h£ looked !n my face I closed my eye t!ght.
“Bryan lets strength£n our bond tonight” I said.
I felt h¡m klzz my l¡ps with my eye closed.
I closed th£m t!ghter and klzzed h¡m [email protected]¢k..
Our klzz was so so s1©w steady and !ntense..Bryan mistakenly turned on th£ shower with h¡s [email protected]¢k I smiled happily as i felt th£ water bath us…
h£ gently m©v£d my hair !nto my ear..
We klzzed aga!n..
h£ traced h¡s f!ng£rs all ober my bare b©dy leav!ng me with [email protected] !nto th£ klzz.
h£ grabb£d my br**st.
I opened my m©vth !n a [email protected]
I kept mak!ng sweet sounds !nto th£ klzz.
h£ s£nt h¡s f!ng£rs to th£ oth£r w€t br**st.
I $h!veryed !n sweet Ness and unlocked from th£ klzz cos I wanted to look !n h¡s face.
I watch£d h¡m as h£ pressed and sqv££sed softly while mov!ng h¡s l¡ps !nto n!ne aga!n.
th£ water made us wild with desire.
We klzzed h£ pressed a little [email protected]
“Ouch my love” was what left my m©vth.
h£ smiled and lifted me up th£n h£ld md like I was weightless.
I wr*₱ped my legs @r0vnd h¡s [email protected]¡$t and h£ |¡¢ked @r0vnd my br£@st with h¡s m©vth.
my eye widened ..I smiled cos it tickled me.
“hmmnnn” h£ replied as h£ leaned me on th£ wall.
i smiled as h£ bent well and took my ni**ple !nto h¡s m©vth.
I smiled shyly.
” ahh dont,” i said as i m©v£d [email protected]¢k mak!ng it leave h¡s m©vth.
h£ frowned like a kid.
“j√$t once, hmmnn?”h£ asked !n a childish p©vt.. h¡s l¡ps was already mov!ng closer
I smiled and nodded.
i m©v£d closer any gently touch£d h¡s hair so h£ would m©v£ closer.
it was so sweet.
h£ did it s1©wly and made sure h£ was w€tt!ng my ni**ple as h£ s√¢ked me like h£ was really tak!ng milk..I smiled
I didn’t even know wh£n I h£ld h¡s hair so h£ won’t stop.
I [email protected] sweetly
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