Finding me episode 4

Finding me
episode 4
So I went with Leo, Will’s best pal.
I know I could have taken someone else, but Leo was everything that I found attractive in a man.
Well, I thought.
We went to his house and that night he didn’t even waste his time in coming unto me.
At a point, I got scared and I started pushing him away, but that didn’t stop him.
I finally told him that I was a V-rgin and he didn’t believe it.
He pushed into me and the pain was hell. I scre-med in pain.
I guess that was when he finally knew that I was saying the truth.
The next morning he started prophesying heaven and earth. Telling me that he would stay with me and crap.
I believed.
Will was still mad at me, I knew. But really, what did he expect me to do…..
I was only trying to save my self from the emotional heart break.
I went back to Leo’s again. I was so stupid. I didn’t enjoy the s€× the first time, yet I went back to him.
And as usual, he didn’t bother touching me before pushing into me. The pain was so bad.
He tried doing doggy with me, and I cried yet again because of the pain.
He made me feel like I s—-d at s€×. That was when I knew that we both were never going to work. He was the first man I slept with and yet he was making me feel like I was not good at it. The next morning he started giving attitude and I made up my mind that I was leaving never to come back again.
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I didn’t call Leo and he didn’t bother calling either.
I was hurt.
Jen asked what was up with me and I told her. I knew she was going to tell Will but I didn’t care.
At that point Jen was the only friend I could confide in.
I couldn’t confide in my believer friends because they would judge me.
I didn’t mention that I was an exco in church right?
Yea I was a worker in the lord’s vineyard, more reason for them to bash me.
Will came to me later on, telling me how he had tried to warn me about Leo but I wasn’t planning on listening to him.
Like he wasn’t the same thing. Mthcheww.
He told me not to hate guys. That they weren’t all the same.
We started chatting and he told me how he still wanted the thressome but he wanted me to himself first.
I went over to his place.
Another foolish move I made. The guy wasted no time. He undressed me and told me he wanted a blow job and I knelt down, unbuckling his belt. I brought out his d–k and I swear I almost fainted.
He was huge and fully er-ct.
Three times Leo size.
I thought he was going to tear me up with the monster of a d–k.
I held his d–k in my small hands and started by k-ssing his tip before taking him into my w-t mouth trying to take the wh0le of him which was no where near possible.
He mo-ned.
I used my teeth gently on his d–k, moving up to his tip, s-ckling and nipping gently on it.
He growled and pushed my mouth away.
I thought I had done something wrong. He pushed me unto the bed, wearing a c-ndom, he spread my legs wide apart and slide his d–k gently into my already w-t p—y.
It hurt a little but not as much as when I was with Leo, probably because with Leo, I wasn’t w-t.
Will was large. He filled me instantly. He started moving in,side me.
Gosh, it felt so good.
Way too good. I was way out of my head. He lifted my legs high for deeper
Penetration and started slamming into me fast. The feeling was painful, yet sweet.
I was new to it but I was loving it. I came about two times before he removed the c-ndom and slide into my w-t waiting p—y. He moved so smoothly and for a brief moment I thought of Jen before he slide out again c-ming on my flat stomach
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It has been two weeks since I last spoke with Leo, although I see him during CDs but we never speak.
Maybe you could call the random “hi” a conversation……. But it’s not.
We acted like total strangers and it was best that way.
In fact, I loved it that way…it was easier to hide.
During the space of the two weeks so much has happened.
I was supposed to have said this since, but I didn’t see the need to bring it up.
I had issues with my first place of primary assignment because I refused to have s€× with my boss and he tried to make my life miserable.
I tried changing ppa and Nysc posted me out of the capital to the local government I met Will, Jen and Leo.
I had to go down to my new ppa to make an agreement. I was going to be paying them off.
I had no where to stay in my new LG so I usually go down there twice a month for cds because it was compulsory there.
I met Will first because he was the president of my cds and you know the rest of the story and how I met Jen and Leo.
The fitst time I slept at Will’s place hadn’t been intentional. I had traveled down to my new LG for CDs and Will had taken my phone, telling me to wait for him after cds.
I waited.
After cds, he introduced me to Jen, his VP and we became friends. We went to his house and we gisted (after which I found out jen was dating Will).
Will’s neighbours came visiting while I was there and they were both really funny. The dark one looked a bit rass with all his jewellery and all. I learnt later on that his name was Ola while the second guy who was Jeff was cute and tall….really tall.
They teased me a bit before leaving.
The life I had in my old LG was different from what I had in my new LG and I was enjoying every moment of it. Sometimes I would travel and stay there for a week before going back to my old LG where I was a good girl.
The last time I went to Leo’s, I had planned on staying there until pop before he started giving the attitude . I knew I couldn’t go back to Will’s and Jen so I went to the family house where I met Claron and Jane. They were new corpers and they were both staying in the family house in my new LG.
They got their apartment and they begged me to go with them, which I did because we had clicked. It felt like we had known each other for years.
Back to the present before I start diverting.
Leo and I were total strangers.
I was best friends with Claron and Jane.
And I was having the time of my life.
I started seeing more of Jef because he was friends with Jane and I felt he was into her. There was a time we were playing truth or dare and Jef came visiting. I was dared to k-ss him. And I did. The k-ss was mindblowing. I mean I could still feel tingles on my l-ips even after we k-ssed.
That night, we didn’t have light at our place because the connection or something was bad and Claron brought up the idea of us going to Jef’s place.
Jane and I gladly agreed and we packed our things for the night. I didn’t mention Jef and Ola were roommates and Will was no longer staying in the same compound because of some issue he had.
So we went to Jef’s and Ola’s place which was pretty spacious. Ola had been asking me to come over to his place and I had kept on refusing, when he saw me, he was pretty surprised and I felt bad.