His golden secret episode 10
HIS GOLDEN SECRET đ
(Being perfect)đź
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BY RUTHIE LEE đ¸đ¸
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EPISODE 10
I thought I didnât know how to kss but I actually know how to. James l-ips was soft and I wouldnât lie I did enjoy it and it was my first kss. We both ended our perfect kss and James looked at me weirdly.. âwhat?â I smiled and his eyes wÂĄden at me. And then he sighed.
âI shouldnât have done that!â he said and covered his face with his palm. âwhat, we kssed and now youâre regretting itâ I primed and backed away folding my arms angrily.
âitâs not that, i donât regret itâ he said into his palm.
âthen what are you saying?â I asked.
âyou wonât understandâ he sighed and moved his hair back sighing. Heâs kind of making me feel unhappy.
âyou know, you should have backed away when I k-ssed you first, why are you complainingâ I said huffed. âI should have but I didnât and thatâs weird for meâ he said.
âwhat?!! So itâs weird kssing me?â I yelled standing up.
âIâm not saying that itâs weird kssing you, Iâm just saying its weird for meâ he yelled back standing up.
âitâs still the same thingâ I yelled, I feel hurt.
âitâs not!. Itâs just that itâs
âitâs what?â I interrupted him.
âitâs my First and my first kss wasnât supposed to be with youâ he rushed his words and I gasped.
âso you mean, you werenât suppose to have your first kss with me cause what, Iâm not a good ksser or Iâm disgusting to you or you donât like girls like me or what the h*ellâ I said bitterly.
âI donât think youâre disgusting or not! And youâre a pretty good ksser but.. But.. Seriously I donât even know what to say⌠Iâm just gonna say that youâve really really changed Me I wasnât suppose to be like thisâ he stated.
âwhat!! a j*erk?â
He looked at him with his totally adorable cute eyes and sighed.
âjust forget any of this happenedâ he said and sat down back on the bed.
âI donât understand you James, we kssed and suddenly you started acting like a jerk and now you want me to forget about it..â I said and my body shook. My eyes were starting to feel hot and I know I was about to cry. .
âIâm sorry Samantha but this isnât meâ he said staring at the floor.
âwhat a jokeâ I scoffed.
âI think weâll end our meeting for todayâ I said and grabbed my bag. I already made it to his door when he pulled me back.
âIâm sorryâ he said not looking at me.
âIâm sorry tooâ I said and walked out of his room, I ran downstairs and just as I opened the front door I bumped into three muscly boys and my tears dropped.
âwhoa, whoâs this pretty ladyâ one of them said.
and I didnât care to look at their faces, I just shoved them aside with my girly strength and walked out of the building. I walked out of the building and and quickly got Into the limo outside, Evans is a really patient person.
Evans drove me home and I couldnât be more happier when I sâą0tted our building. I got out of the limo and sped into my room, I threw my bag at a corner, remove my shoes and laid on my bed and I released soft cries.
I didnât know when or how I fell asleep until Beatrice woke me up.
âmaâam.. Dinnerâs readyâ she said.
âIâm not hungryâ I tell her and used my pillow to cover my face.
âbut you have to eat, your parents are home and you also have guestsâ she said and I sighed and sat up.
âgoodness! Miss your eyesâ Beatrice exclaimed and I rolled my eyes at her âwhat is wrong with my eyesâ.
She didnât say another word, she just moved to my fancy drawer and brought out a small small mirror and placed it in front of me. âsee for yourselfâ she said and I snatched it from her and place it before my eyes.
My eyes look red and swollen, my eye lids were puffy both up and down and I looked like the word âmiseryâ.
âwhateverâ I slammed the mirror on the drawer but luckily it didnât break
âyou must take care of it. Cause your mother will be furious when she sees thatâ Beatrice said and I sighed. âokay Iâve heard, you can leave nowâ I tell her and she nods and left my room.
I got in my bathroom and removed my dress washed my awfully dry face and dried it. I changed into something decent that says âdinnerâ put on some flats and when I looked back at the mirror my eyes were back to normal. Almost normal, but you could hĂŚrdly notice I cried.
I walked downstairs and I could hear sounds of fake giggling and laughter, made by Mom and I know this dinner is going to be so boring that Iâd prefer being rejected by James a hundred times .
âoh and this is our beautiful daughter, Samantha!â my mom said happily when I got to the dining room and walked to the dining table.. I could see the guests were unfamiliar people, we donât have guests that much so I guess they must be pretty important people, a middle aged woman, her old husband, their little daughter and their son, whoâs around my age or older than me.
I sat down beside my mom which made us opposite our guests. And I sat down opposite their son who kept grinning creepily at me. And I rolled my eyes at him.
âSamantha, nice to finally meet youâ the middle aged woman said and I forged a smile.
âSamantha, this is Joyce, her husband Steven, his son Peter and their little girl Ericaâ my mom introduced and I smiled at them all, âtheyâre doing business with meâ my mom whispered to me and I nod.
Thatâs why they seem important business partner.
I remained quiet picking at my dinner not feeling hungry.
âso Samantha!â Ms Joyce called and I looked at her.
âheard youâre going to one of the best schools,â she smiled.
Heard of my mom told you, I wanted to say but instead I nodded
âalso heard you got all Aâs in all subject in your former schoolâ Mr Steven said and I nod.
âdo you mind telling us how you scored all Aâs in all subject in your former schoolâ Ms Joyce smiled.
âI rather notâ I said lowly and she moved back a bit.
âwhy not?â she asked
âIâm a bit tiredâ I replied and my mom turned to me.
âbaby, are you okay? Is anything wrong?â she asked but I shook my head negatively. Honestly I tell my mom everything, even things Iâm not supposed to tell her, I do tell her and he helps me with it, but I canât just tell her itâs about James cause sheâs not gonna force James to like me or something.
âeverythingâs fineâ I lied and smiled at her.
âare you sure? Cause you look kind of exhausting. Do you want to take a nap baby?â my mom asked
âstop treating her like a child, she knows what she wants for herself sheâs not a little girl anymoreâ my dad said to my mom and she sighed.
âitâs okay dad, I did wanted to take a napâ I said to him and my mom smiled. âokay sleep tight, weâll go to the hospital tomorrowâ my mom suggested
âwhat?!â my dad said and Joyce giggled. âthereâs no need for any hospital momâ I smiled almost walking out of the dining room when she stopped me.
âwait!â she said and I paused while she turned to Peter.
âPete dear, why donât you esc-rt Samantha to her roomâ my mom said and I gave her look while she smiled at me.
Really, she doesnât want me near guys and now sheâs pushing me with this Mr creepy grinner. Not that he isnât cute, but heâs not my type and never will be.
âsureâ Peter said, stood up from his sit and walked up to me opening the door for me.
âI could have open it myselfâ I tell him as we both walked out.
âsuch a matchâ I heard Mrs Joyce said back in the dining room and I almost puked, I let Peter Pan or whatever his name is to esc-rt me to my room and after that he wanted to say some shitty stuffs to me but I just pretended I was feeling super tired and needed a quick sleep and then I walked in,side my room.
I laid on my bed feeling down, Iâve heard people talk about heart break and I think thatâs what Iâm actually feeling right now even though weâre not dating or anything and we didnât break up, it did feel like weâre broke up. Thatâs how I was that evening staring at my ceiling till I fell asleep. Till the next day.
The next day, I didnât go for my morning jog cause I over slept and woke up mid afternoon. And I met my mom and a strange man before my eyes and gave a loud yawn. âmomâ I called sitting up and my mom breathed out what seemed like a sigh of relief.
âwhat in the name of baby Jesus!! You scared me!!â my mom said.
âyou went to bed around six pm yesterday and today youâre waking up 3oâclock on the dot, that I went to call doctor Adrianâ my mom said and I apologized to her and she dismissed the doctor.
âthereâs nothing wrong with you, said doctor Adrian, but I know when somethingâs actually wrong with you, and you know you can tell me okay?â my mom said and I nod, and she looked at me for some time before going out
I took my bathe and brushed my teeth, put on a jeans p-nts and a light sweater. I ate brunch and went back to my room, Naomi texted me that sheâs coming over and that made me a little bit happy. But at the end of the day she didnât come Which made my gloomy ness add up to level hundred and she later send an apology text message telling me how sheâs sorry and how she couldnât Make it, I just let her be, and went to bed that night.
The next morning, I went for my morning jog and did my morning routine before going to school. While I was in the limousine, I made sure I put myself together before stepping out of the car,.
I walked in school and greeted hi to Esther who I saw ruining like a cr@zy person, which sheâs not.
I got to the hallway and bumped into Tiana and her friend who fought for her when I took over her chair, and I just sadly found out her nameâs Catherine.
âwatch where youâre going blind and Blonde â Catherine said and I gasped and turned to her.
âwhat did you just call me?â I turned to her.
âblind and blonâ
âjust ignore her Catâ Tiana interrupted her.
âshut up Tiana I was talking to this psychopath you call friendâ I said and Tiana gasped.
âme? Psychopath, just you wait, Iâll show you that I am more than a psychopathâ Catherine said and I rolled my eyes.
âyouâre already showing that, now if you you excuse me I donât think I can talk to you losers anymore Iâm allergic to losers, which makes me loserphobic..â I said and Walked away, just as I was about entering the class, I met Kaden and James as the door they were about retiring the class too.
âhey samâ Kaden greeted. And I just turned to him and smiled a little bit.
âh-h-hey sam??â James said but I ignored him, and with my head held high I walked in the class.
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During math class that morning James kept staring at me, I know cause anytime I look back heâs looking at me and he wonât look away but just me. I rolled my eyes at him hundred of times and turned to the math teacher but still my mind wasnât focused to the math teacher at all. I turned back for the sixth time but this time, he wasnât looking at me, he was scribbling something down on his book and I felt awkward and turned back to the math teacher.
I guess I kind of like the way heâs looking at me.
Few seconds later Beth. a girl behind me touched me and passed a sheet of paper to me. âits from behindâ she said and I took the paper from her and turned back to see James looking at me with sad eyes and I knew it was from him.
I dug the sheet of paper in my hand and read it to my self.
*Samantha I want.. ..