In love with my pastor batch 7

In love with my pastor
Episode 15
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I remembered he ate around 5pm or so I quickly ran to the kitchen to get him something to eat, I got to the kitchen I saw dirty dishes in the sink so I knew he already ate. I popped my head through the kitchen door and asked “daddy you care for tea”? “Yes please, but coffee” I made tea for myself and did coffee for him. I brought to mug in my hand, the coffee in my right hand while I had my tea in my hand. I place the mug on the stool beside him. I didn’t sit with him again I just sat on another couch close to his. He took a sip from his coffee and smiled “nice” he said. I just chuckles what’s the big deal in making coffee? We didn’t talk after that we just had our tea in silent. I finished my first and waited for him to finish his. When he was done I took the mug to the kitchen washed them and return back to the living room.
SAM
Daddy, it’s almost 12am I’m going to sleep. Goodnight.
I expected him to say goodnight, he didn’t talk for a while, so I turned my back and started walking to my room when his voice stopped me mid-way
PAPA
“You are really going to leave me here on Friday sam”?
I felt pity for him, we have been together for just three days yet it feels like we have known each other for months or even years.
SAM
Daddy, I don’t want to leave you here, but I’m sacred, I really am.
He got up from his chair and came close to me, this time his hands were soft and tender, I could swear the looks in his eyes were “passion” but maybe my thought is wrong. He placed his hand on my shoulder, “what are you sacred of sam” he said like a whisper
SAM
Daddy, I’m eeh I’m eeh you know I.. I eeh
PAPA
Say something sam. What are you sacred of?
SAM
Nothing sir, I need to go to bed, goodnight (I ran to my room) I closed the door after me and sat down at the back of my door on the floor. “God what kind of thing is this, in all the men I could love “my pastor? Jesus christ sam you are a big fool” curse myself. I heard papa slam his door too. I got up and climbed my bed. I checked my phone I got 12 missed calls from desmond and 2 messages “hey sugar, thanks for making my night”. “Why are you not picking my calls, you gone to bed already”? I read it and sigh I couldn’t reply again course it was already late so I just throw my phone on the other side of the bed and fell asleep.
That night I had a very terrible night-mare, I swear i wasn’t faking it, it was so terrifying that I scre-m.
 
Episode 16
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It was so terrifying that I had to scre-m from my sleep, sweating all over, papa ran into my room I guess he must have heard my scre-m. “What happened sam” he asked rubbing my hair. I just held him real close to myself.
PAPA
Calm down, it’s just a nightmare. (still robbing my hair) I was sacred so sacred that I almost ran out of my own skin.
He picked my phone from the bed and said
PAPA
It’s just 3am in the morning, you should get some sleep, you will be fine. I release him, when he wanted to stand up I held his hand and begged him not to leave me alone.
SAM
Please don’t leave me, I’m so sacred daddy.
PAPA
But you know I can’t stay in your room? Just sleep you will be fine.
I thought for a while, should I let him go or follow him?
SAM
Ok stay with me till I fall asleep please daddy (a tears dropped)
PAPA
You don’t have to blackmail me to stay with this tears of your sam. (sounded angry) he didn’t know It wasn’t a blackmail I’m just too emotional even mercy Johnson the learn for my side.
SAM
I’m not daddy, I’m just sacred (and that was true) he stood watching me for some time before he sat on my bed again. I lay down but couldn’t close my eyes, I was facing up, “I’m here now so sleep” he said yet my eyes were still very much open looking at every conner. He drew closer to me on the bed but his legs were still on the ground the put my head on his arm, his other hand rubbing my hair. I felt warm in his arms, and safe I started to feel sleepy again, I looked up to see his eyes were closing too.
SAM
Daddy, just go, I will try to sleep on my own. You feel sleepy.
PAPA
Don’t worry about me, when you sleep I will go to my room and rest.
I was happy and sad, happy because I love him and sad because I can’t have him. He brought his mouth down to mine, I was so sacred I thought he wanted to k-ss me, my body started to shake. He must have noticed because he smiled and said “just checking if you have fallen asleep” God that was close I took a deep breathe, papa was with me till I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning and discover papa was lying beside me, his hand was still in,side my hair (I’m very proud of my long hair too)
I was shocked that papa and I slept in the same room, I quietly got up and went to brush and take a shower. When I came back papa was no longer in my room, “thank God ” I said inwardly. I dressed quickly and rush to the kitchen to make breakfast.