Intertwined episode 4
đ€INTERTWINEDđ€
đEP FOURđ
âHow could I have my period now?â Cindy gro-ned as shedragged me along with her into a supermarket close to thebeach.We were headed toward a beach party that afternoon. Iwas a junior and dating a guy named Liam. He was thelatest football star and had a strong chance of being captainwhen he turned senior.
âItâs only your first day. It wonât be that strong, so donâtfreak about it,â I told her. âBut letâs go buy your tampons.âI was heading for the feminine hygiene section whenCindy stopped me.
âDonât be in such a hurry!â she hissed. âBe discreet! Idonât want people to know I am having my periodunderneath my string bikini!â
I laughed. âThen Iâll buy them for you. I only care aboutwhat Liam will say anyway. And I can always tell him thereal story. He wonât tell on you.â
âBut stillâŠletâs pretend weâre looking at some otherstuff,â she said. She took me to the chocolate section and Itook a bag of M&Mâs. âYouâre not seriously going to eat that,are you?â she asked.
âWhy not?â
âOkay, that is just unfair! How could you manage to beso slim and yet attack chocolates and dess**ts?â
I shrugged. âI have no idea. It could be the emotionalstress. I live alone, remember?â
âAnyway, how are you getting home tonight?â sheasked. âI might go somewhere else with Ben.â
âIâm sure Liam can give me a lift home,â I replied.
âNice to have steady boyfriends!â she giggled.
Finally, we went to the section where all sorts offeminine stuff were located. There was a couple theremaking out in front of the pregnancy kits. It took me amoment to realize that they were familiar to me.
âLiam?â I asked in disbelief.
They stopped k-ssing and looked up at me. Liam blinkedback, and then he shoved the girl away from him.
âAhhâŠBrianneâŠthisâŠisnât what you think?â
âOh, really!â I rolled my eyes.
âIt was a spur of the momentâI donât know whatâsgotten into me.â
âOh, come on!â the girl behind him complained. Shelooked at me apologetically. âDonât believe him! Weâve beenfooling around behind your back since last week!â Shelooked back at Liam. âSpur of the moment? You slept in mybed last night!â Then she gave him a push in the shoulder.
Liam looked at her. âLook, can we sort this out later? Ineed to talk to Brianne in private.â
âSo you can fill my head with more lies?â I askedsarcastically. I looked at the girl, whom I recognized as oneof the cheerleaders. âHe and I are over. Although, I suggestyou donât stick around with a guy who denies you in front ofpeople. Youâre too pretty for that.â I turned to grab a box oftampons next to me, and then turned to Cindy. âLetâs go.â
But Liam wouldnât let it go. He ran after me, yanking meby the forearm. His grip was so strong I actually got hurt.
âI bruise easily, Liam!â I told him coldly, looking at histight grip on my forearm. âAnd if you leave a mark on me,thereâs one person who will not be happy about it!â I lookedat him haughtily. âAnd he would hunt you down and turn youblack and blue!â
He took a step back and released my arm. âIâŠthoughtyou werenât seeing anyone but me.â
âI wasnât. But looks like you were! Now leave me alone!âAnd I turned on my heel with Cindy. She ran to the counter to pay for her tampons quickly,not caring anymore who would see her with them.Then we rushed out of the supermarket and hoppedin,side her brotherâs car.
âWhoa! What happened with you two?â Cindyâs brotherasked as he backed out of the parking space.
âDo you want to go home?â Cindy asked. âBecause Iâmcool. Iâm worried about you.â
I shook my head. âNo. I wonât spoil your fun.â I lookedback at her. âIâm upset because he was cheating on me. Notbecause I was head-over-heels in love with him and Iâmheartbroken right now.â
âAre you sure?â
I nodded. âI donât want Ben to be disappointed when youdonât show up or if you show up late. Iâll be fine.â
Back at the party, I tried to mingle with the others, triedmy best not to bother Cindy and Ben that much, althoughthey were clearly sympathetic with me.
I giggled. âIâm okay, guys. Iâm just pissed. But Iâm fine.â
By the end of the afternoon, I wasnât sure I was fineanymore. News had probably spread around already, andLiam came with the same girl he was making out with. Theycontinued making out in plain view now. I could tell somepeople were looking at me and whispering behind my back.In the end, the curious looks on their faces were botheringme more than the sight of Liam and that girl making out,
which made me want to vomit.Apart from Liamâs cheating escapade, I was worryingabout how I would get home. I couldnât bother Cindy andBen. I knew they wanted to enjoy the party. Theyâd been
talking about it all week. Cindyâs brother dropped us off andheaded off somewhere else. Most of the other girls inattendance either had boyfriends or were flirting with someboys. Originally, I had planned to catch a ride with Liambecause I knew Cindy and Ben had other plans later. Now, it was either I impose on them or go by foot and by myself.Both options were less than enticing.I sat on a bench in a secluded area and watched thesunset.
Iâm not going to cry! I told myself. If I do, people mightknow itâs because of Liam, and heâs not worth any teardropsat all.
I fished my cell phone from my beach bag.Please donât be in Paris! Please donât be in Paris! Isilently prayed as I dialed a number.
âCherie,â he answered after two rings.
âTravis!â I was glad to hear his voice. âGod, I hope youârein town.â
âWhy?â he asked.
I sighed. âBecause I need a ride home.â
âWhat happened to your boyfriend? Lost his wheels?â heasked. That was not very encouraging. He knew I was datingLiam. I could tell he didnât like him.
âHeâŠlost me, actually,â I replied.
Travis didnât answer. But I could tell he was waiting forme to tell him more.
âI caught himâŠmaking out with some girl on my way tothe beach party.â
âStay where you are,â he said in low, quiet voice. Andthen, before I knew it, he had already hung up.What does he mean stay where I am? Is he coming toget me? And I silently prayed he would.I went back to the beach. It was dark already. The partyorg-nizers had lighted torches around the area and thesmell of barbeque was everywhere, reminding me that I hadnot eaten anything since the morning. Some couples weredancing, including Cindy and Ben. My eyes drifted to onesecluded corner and found Liam staring at me, with his
other girl in his arms. The moment he caught my eye andsaw me looking at him, he tightened his grip on her andnuzzled her neck.
âWas that for your benefit?â I heard somebody ask behind me.
I spun around and found Travis behind me, staring atLiam murderously.
I sighed. âI guess.â I looked up at Travis. He was wearinga pair of black and red board shorts, a white shirt, and a capover his head.Slow music played. I felt him touch my wa-ist and Ilooked up at him. âDance with me,â he whispered.
I smiled at him, tears starting to well up in my eyes.
âDonât,â he whispered softly. âNot here, cherie. I will giveyou time to cry all you want later. When weâre alone. But fornow, you need to show everybody that you are delighted tobe in my arms, instead of his.â
I giggled humorlessly. I gave him a hug. âTravisâŠâ Iwhispered. âBelieve it or not, I am crying because I amdelighted to be in your arms. Not his.â
He hugged me to him and we swayed to the musicsilently. I didnât care anymore if Liam was still devouringthat girl. I was really happy to let some of my defensesdown and lean on Travis. Here with him, I could be weak fora little while. Because I knew he would always be strong forme.
He car-ssed my forearm, and I flinched at the littlepressure he gave. I realized Liamâs grip was too hĂŠrd andrough. I did bruise a little.
I heard Travisâs harsh intake of breath. I pulled away so Icould look back at him.
âWhatâs wrong?â
He closed his eyes for a while. He was turning a little redand I could tell he was trying to control his temper.
âTravisâŠâ I whispered.
When he opened his eyes again, I could see that he wasfurious.
âHe did this to you, didnât he?â he asked.
âWhat?â
âYour arm,â he replied.
I bit my lip. I couldnât lie to Travis. He was good atreading my expressions. He narrowed his eyes and then helooked around, scanning the area for Liam.
âTravisâŠplease,â I whispered. âI donât want troublehere.â
He looked back at me again. âHe hurt you. Thereâs notmuch I can do for the emotional pain, butâŠI canât let thephysical one pass!â he said, his anger seething between histeeth.
âTravisâŠâ I pleaded. âI bruise easily. He just grabbed myarm.â
âToo roughly?â
âI donât want trouble here,â I said in a desperate tone.When Travis realized this, his expression softened a little.
âSsshhhâŠâ he said. He pulled me to him and gave me ahug. I heard him sigh. âOkay, cherie. As you wish. Not here.â
I pulled back from him. âWhat do you mean not here?â
He stared back at me. âThatâs the only bargain I can giveyou. Not here. Not in front of you.â
âTravis, I donât want you to get in trouble, too,â I said ina desperate voice.
He laughed humorlessly. âYour ex-boyfriend bruised youup and youâre worried about me? I can take care of myself,Brianne,â he said. âAnd donât worry. Iâll make sure he lives tolearn the lesson.â
âTravisâŠâ I started.
He shook his head. âDonât change my mind, Brianne,â hesaid. âI promised your brother I would take care of you.â
âAnd you are!â I argued.
He looked at my bruised forearm. âNot good enough.â
âYou canât look after me twenty-four seven.â
âMaybe I should do that from now on,â he said.
âYou canât!â
âSure I canâŠif only to make sure youâre safe.â
âIâm safe. A little bruise will not kill me.â
âNeverthelessâŠhe should have left you sâ±0tless,â hesaid in a sober voice.
I smiled at him ruefully. I placed my hand on his cheek.
âTravisâŠtwo years ago, you didnât even care about whetheror not I tripped and fell on the stairs.â
âJust because I didnât show it doesnât mean I didnât careat all,â he said. âAnd your brother gave me a new reason tolive for now.â
âI canât be the only thing you care about in this life.â
He sighed. âYou are now,â he said. âAnd I mean it. Nothere. Thatâs the only promise I can make you.â
I gave up. âTravisâŠwhatever you do, just please donâtend up in a hospital bed, in jail, or worse, in the same placewhere Tom is! I still havenât recovered from his death. Iwould go mad if I were to lose you, too.â
âThatâs touching. Two years ago you wouldnât even havecared if I got run over by a train.â
âWell, Tomâs given me a reason to live, too!â I muttered.
He finally laughed. âTouchĂ©.â He pulled me into his armsagain and we continued dancing.
I leaned my head on his shoulder. âIâm starving,â I saidto him.
He pulled away from me. âCome. Letâs get out of here,âhe said. âBefore I end up breaking my promise not to beatup your ex-boyfriend before your eyes.â
The following Monday, Cindy came and met me in thehallway with some news.
âBen told me that Liam got cornered by your guyyesterday after playing basketball with some of the guys.Travis Cross got out of his Bentley and went for Liam. Hepushed him against the wall and told him that he had noright to hurt a hair on your body. Liam actually got scared.He went blank for a long while. Then Travis punched him
and told him to never to come near you again.â Cindy stared
at me dreamily. âWow! Travis Cross! Seeing you together sent shivers down my spine! You canât be that affectionateand just purely platonic.â
âBut we are,â I sighed, remembering Liam again. âDatingis not a piece of cake, huh?â
âYou can go through a chain of boyfriends and still findyourself marrying your safety guy at age forty.â She lookedat me. âWell, in your case, thirty. But the problem is, youdonât have a safety guy.â
âA what?â I echoed.
âSafety guy. You know, that guy who promises to marryyou when you reach a certain age and youâre nowhere closeto getting married at all.â
An idea played in my head. What if, just in case I didnâtfind my true love by the time I was thirty, I marriedsomebody who was willing to marry me? A good friend,even a g-y friend. We would be married only on paper.I might or might not find the guy I would spend myâforeverâ with by the time I was thirty, I realized. But ithelped to know that whatever happened, Iâd be marriedâŠIwouldnât be cursed for the rest of my life.
The next day, I asked Travis to meet me in front of myhouse. Iâd given this a lot of thought the night before. It wasthe only thing that actually made sense. It was myinsurance to take the pressure off and not chase guys or bedesperate to fall in love all the time.
I stared up at Travis nervously after asking him the mostdifficult favor I would ever have to ask anybody.
âYou said youâd look out for me,â I told him. âPlease?â Ialmost begged.
âYouâve got to be freaking kidding me!â he said in afrustrated tone. He usually didnât show emotion. But now,he made no effort to hide any of it. âAre you crazy?â
I sighed. âMaybe. But Iâm desperate.â
He looked at me with narrowed eyes. I thought he wasmad at me, but what I saw in his eyes was actuallyâŠfrustration. âYouâre a silly little girl!â
âI know! But I donât know what Iâm going to do when thattime comes.â
âItâs fourteen years down the line, Brianne!â he said.
âYouâre crazy to think that you canât find a man by then!â
âIâm not saying I wonât be able to. Iâm sayingâŠI need areassurance that I will be married even if I donât findsomeone else.â
He raised his chin to the sky and closed his eyes. âOf allthe things to ask me, bro, why this?â he whispered more tohimself, and I realized that he meant that for my brother.
Travis stared at me again. He didnât say a word. Andthen with an icy expression on his face, he stormed away.I stood there alone and felt embarrassed. I knew Ishouldnât have asked him that. When we first met eachother, I didnât like him one bit. And now, Iâd asked him to
marry me!
I didnât see Travis for the next two days, and I wasthankful. I was too embarrassed about the favor I had askedhim. I couldnât believe that I was as brazen as that.I was on my balcony one afternoon and I decided todraw. Whenever I felt bad, I channeled all those feelings
onto my canvas. This time, I drew something dark, evil…andhandsome. It was too late when I realized that the imagethat I drew of the demon clad in a leather jacket looked likeTravis. His face was the sameâŠbut Iâd given him fangs andfire eyeballs.
âYou couldnât be that mad at me,â I heard a familiarvoice say behind me.
My heart skipped a beat as I realized that Iâd beencaught red-handed. I spun around and found Travis lookingdown at me.
I was surprised because this was probably the first timeTravis had come in,side my house again after my brother haddied.
âIâŠforgot you used to come here.â I knew I was blushingviolently.
Immediately, I flipped over the canvas to remove thespitting image in front of him. He didnât say anything.
âWhat do you want?â I asked him.
âThe last time I checked, it was you who wantedsomething from me,â he replied.
I raised a brow. âWell, you could just forget I ever saidanything to you!â I turned away from him to pick up mybrushes and my pencils.
âIâll do it,â he said quietly.
I turned to face him again. âWhat?â
âI said Iâll do it,â he repeated. âIâll be your safety guy.â Iwas dumbfounded. He stepped closer to me. âIn fourteenyears, if you arenât married yet, or nowhere close tomarching down the aisle, Iâll marry you.â
âTravisâŠyou probably wonât have to do it anyway,â Isaid. âI meanâŠfourteen years is a lot of time, right?â
âYes. But you can be a handful,â he said evenly.
I sighed. âIf it makes you feel better, I only meant thatweâre going to marry on paper. You can still go ahead, screwas many girls as you want. Weâll only appear married infront of my relatives and then weâll divorce after two to fiveyears. No pressure.â
He stared at me for a while, studying me and absorbingwhat I had just said to him. âI didnât intend to marry at all,Brianne,â he said quietly. âI donât have faith in marriage. Youhave to remember that my parents havenât been seeingeach other for almost half of my life, and yet they remainmarried on paperâŠfor moneyâŠfor power, for political
reasons. Iâll marry youâŠbut Iâll just be a guy who will meetyou at the altar. You cannot expect anything more from me.â
I smiled. âYes. Thatâs all I wanted.âHe nodded.
I felt relieved, quite thankful that he was willing to playthis game with me. In truth, I knew it might not happenanyway. I could fall in love and marry right after college. Or Icould find him at the last minuteâŠon my thirtieth birthday.
But still, I was quite thankful that Travis had given in tomy little requestâŠif only just to give me peace of mind. Ididnât really know how to thank him. So I leaned forwardand gave him a peck on the cheek.
âThank you, Travis,â I said to him. âYouâre not such a badguy.â
He almost scowled and looked like I had just offendedhim.
I turned to fix my brushes and my pencils again. âYouknowâŠwhen I told you about thisâŠyou could have said noright away. Or youâŠcould have said yes to me anyway. Whoknows what could happen in fourteen years? Why did youhave to wait two days to give me your answer?â
No answer. For a while, I thought heâd left withoutanother word, but when I turned around, he was still there,standing in the same sâ±0t.
âI had to think about it,â he said. âItâs my life youâreasking from me.â
I giggled humorlessly. âCome on, Trav. You take thingsseriously. All I wanted was some peace of mind. Do youreally think nobodyâs going to propose to me in fourteenyears?â
He took a deep breath. âA lot of guys will fall at your feetand hope to be your husband,â he said. âBut neverthelessâŠIdonât make promises I do not intend to keep.â Then heturned on his heel and left.