Love triangle episode 29 – 30

LOVE TRIANGLE (mixed feelings)

EPISODE 29

Lucas suddenly looked pale as I said that, “you’re-you’re in love with someone else?” he asked, and his voice comes out low and he looked at the floor then at me

“who?” he asked quietly… Okay I get that he’s upset but does he has to know the person.. I sighed and turned my face away.. “I’m sorry but I can’t tell you” I said while he sighed and stood up..

“you know you can just tell me you don’t want to date me instead of making up a lie that you’re in love with someone else” he said lowly.. I wanted to tell him it’s not true, but let him believe whatever he wants to I don’t want to make things difficult..

“I’m sorry” I said and he shrugged

“it’s okay, at least you told me the truth instead of dating someone you don’t love or even like.. I sure know how that feels” he said, his voice calm and understanding.. “well I’ll take my leave now, I don’t feel good all of a sudden” he said and I nod.. He walked out sadly without looking back and I kind of felt bad.. What is it like to be rejected, I don’t even want to know what it feels like.. Cause I’ve never been rejected before and I don’t wish too… I dropped my novel and closed, my body had started to heat a little and I love the feeling.. I removed my legs from the warm water and dried them before shoving them in a pair of socks..

I heard mom’s voice downstairs and I smiled to myself and hurried out to the living room,and saw that mom was in a good mood..

“hey mom” I said coming down the stairs..

“Hey sweetie how are you” she said and embrace me

“oh my God your body’s so hot.. Are you okay?” my mom asked and I nod..

“hope you didn’t get sick at Ben’s house” she said and I grimaced and shook my head negatively while she smiled..

“good! I just met Lucas outside and he looks a little down, everything okay?” she asked, Lucas is making everything so obvious, did I really break his heart?

“yeah.. Everything’s fine.. It’s just that we both f-failed our project” I lied and my mom gave me a suspicious look and said,

“are you sure, cause I can’t imagine you getting a bad grade.. Or there’s something really going on but you don’t wanna talk about it”

“yeah, I don’t want to..talk about it” I confess

“okay you don’t have to if you don’t want to okay!” she said and I nod..

“have you eaten?” she asked

“no..” I replied and she nods, “okay, go to your room or watch TV or something and I’ll cook something” she said with a motherly smile

“Can I help with anything?” I asked

“no, go rest I know you have a cold you can’t hide that from me” she said pushing me toward the couch.. “h-how do you know i-i have a cold” I stammer while she smiled.. “how could I not know, I’m your mom and also anytime you have a cold, your face is pale white and the top of your nose is red and turned up” she said and gasped softly, she does have a point.. I decided to watch TV as mom suggested and while watching TV I fell asleep..

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I woke up and ate and then went back to my room to study since it would be school tomorrow.. I don’t have pretty much going on in my life anyway so after studying I slept again till the next day,

The next morning I was feeling as strong as ever the weather was perfect cause the sun shone brightly and trust me I so much love sunny days and I’m not a fan of the rain..

After taking my bath and putting on my clothes I ate breakfast which was just a cinnamon roll I microwaved.. I walked out of the house and locked the front door, I looked at our driveway and remembered Lucas, is he going to come here with his motorcycle and give me a ride or not, after waiting a few minutes I gave up, he’s too upset to even show at my place.. Well it’s not his fault, or my fault either but I guess I better take the bus..

I took the bus to school and it wasn’t as bad as I imagined it would be.. It was real fun cause of three guys who kept everyone entertained by saying lame jokes which would make everyone cuss at them and then it end up being funny cause the joke’s on them..

I got to school and head straight to class, I didn’t see Lucas in class so I assumed he’s not yet here but after the second period I realise he’s missing school today!.. Being alone really s-cks after the second period I went to my next class but the teacher was absent so I went back to my homeroom and start to read one of my novels that I didn’t know when they rang the bell for break, until I saw everyone walked out of the class, some stayed behind though..

I grabbed my lunch money and head to the cafeteria with my money, Novel and cellphone.. I ordered my food and looked for a table to sit and I found one which was at the back of the cafeteria and I went there… I was eating and reading at the same time when Lorna walked up to the table I was eating..

“hey daisy” she said with a smile and sat down.. Opposite me

“hi..” I replied

“why are you eating alone, you could have join us at that table” she said and pointed to a table where John, Dylan, sly and Esme were seated..

“uhm.. I prefer to be alone sometimes” I lied, I’m actually used to being alone but I’ll feel too uncomfortable sitting with all of them without Lucas, well cause it’s like I talk to them though him.. And since he was the one who introduced them to me.. It’s a really awkward situation for me!

“or is it because your Lukey isn’t here?” Lorna said with a twitched smile …

My Lukey

“excuse me? Lukey?? My Lukey?” I said with a confused look while she gave me a funny look

“come-on don’t give me that look.. You know I’m talking about Lucas, he’s your lukey, I came up with that name for him for you, I’ve also been trying to come up with a cute couple name but it wasn’t coming out well but—-

“sorry..uh.. Couple? I think you’ve made a mistake” I interupted her and she sighed and rest her elbows on the table, fisted her hand and lay her chin on top..

“every one knows you and Lucas would date sooner or later, you guys are like Romeo and Juliet so FYI I’m not mistaken” she said and I almost dropped my novel angrily on the table but calmed down.. There’s nothing to he mad about ‘ I tell myself..

“Lucas and I can’t date, look we’re just friends nothing else we don’t even like each other, we do but not the way you’re thinking” I said and breathed in.. Then out

“that’s not true, about four days ago Lucas told me privately that he has feelings for you and would love to date you that I should keep it a secret until he has the courage to tell you how he feels but too bad I can’t keep my mouth shut now you know how he feels about you without you hearing it from him.. Bummer” she said and tilt her head..

“but now you know how he feels, If he tells you what would be your answer?” she added and I looked at her..

“Lorna.. He already told me how he feels about me.. He told me yesterday” I said lowly staring at my food..

“really? What did you tell him?” she asked happily,

“I told him I don’t feel the same way” I say and sighed..

“whoa.. You don’t really feel the same way or you just said that cause you aren’t ready to go out with him” she said and I shook my head, negativelike..

“I just don’t feel the same way” I said lowly and calm..

“really?! Cause you guys are one per—-

“could you stop saying that we’re perfect together or good together it’s making me sick!!!!” I yelled and she flinched..

“whoa. Daisy calm down I was just joking like I always do you don’t have to get all angry or something” she said rolling her eyes

“well I don’t joke around just so you know saying things like that just makes things difficult for me” I sat grabbed my novel and walk away..

I don’t like the idea of me and Lucas it’s just something I don’t see , it’s like everyone’s forcing me to marry him or something..

Just think the idea of marrying someone you don’t love, how does that makes you feel???

EPISODE 30

I went back to class and sat down angrily, Lorna just ruined my mood, I glance at my novel and shoved it in my bag… I stayed in class and did nothing till school was over.. I took the bus home at again but the amount of people in,side weren’t even up to eight and I liked it cause I love quietness.. I went to the back of the bus and sat down quietly when the bus started moving I just stared at other moving vehicles thinking about nothing..

Immediately the bus stopped at the bus top and I came down from the bus my stomach grumbled and I remembered when I was in the cafeteria I didn’t get to even go half of my food.. I walked home briskly and finally when I got home something caught my eyes actually, a black shiny car was parked in our driveway.. Who could it be anyway’ cause it’s not Dad’s car or anyone’s car I know.. I didn’t have to unlock the door cause it was already unlocked so I just turned the door knob and walked in.. There I saw Ben on the couch watching TV.. He saw me immediately and stood up with a smile.. “hey.. You’re home” he said happily

“yeah I am what are you doing here?” I asked dropping my backpack on the couch..

“what do you think I’m doing here?” he threw back the question and I gave him a look while he giggled “sorry I was just joking, I came to see you ever heard of the word visiting” he said and I didn’t know why my heart skipped at the word “see you”

“are you the owner of the car outside” I asked and he nods

“what happened to the one my dad bought?” I asked

“well it’s at home this one’s the one dad bought for me I just drove it here so not to hurt his feelings, he’d think I don’t appreciate him buying it even after I have the one your dad bought” He explained and I nod.. I won’t lie but I’m kind of happy and at the same time nervous he’s here..

“you look tired and your hair’s all scattered, did you have a bad day at school?” he asked with his normal charming smile..

Oh my god, did I just refer his smile as ‘charming’??

My goodness, I am crushing on this boy hærd.. I don’t even know how to tell him that, and keeping it to myself isn’t making me feel good either..

“is it obvious?” I asked and he nods.. “I did have a bad, first I took the bus and th–

“you took the bus?” Ben cut me off and I nod ť

“really?!! Is Lucas not taking you to school anymore in his bicycle or whatever he calls it” Ben said and I gave him a straight face look and said “don’t joke with his motorcycle.. It’s just that he wasn’t in school today”

“oh.. Is something wrong with him?” I asked

“I don’t know, I called him during recess in school but he didn’t pick up” I said and Ben narrowed his eyes and looked back and forth between me and my backpack.

Weird!

“did something happened you two” Ben asked

“why would you ask that?” I threw back the question while he shrugged

“if you’d excuse me I’ll be upstairs talking a cold bath” I said grabbed my bag and head up to my room.. I took a bath and changed into something comfortable and was about to go downstairs when I opened the door and bumped into Ben.. “oh sorry I was busy coming to check on you” he said with a grin

“check on me? I wasn’t lost it something I just went to take a bath” I said and closed the door or and starts to walk down the stairs while Ben followed behind me… “sorry sometimes I get a little overprotective with the people around me..” he said and I scoffed “don’t worry I get it, you’re just being like the over protective order brother” I said and his movement stopped.. “Daisy!” he called and I turned

“what?” I asked

“you don’t still see me as your step brother so you?” he seethe and I laughed

“of course not, why would i.. I didn’t even see you as any of my relations while you were here” I said and he smiled.. “that’s good”

“what’s good about it?” I asked and he shook his head negatively and smile “it’s nothing don’t worry about it” he said and walked down the stairs..

Okay this guy and smile.. His smile isn’t bad but it’s too much, and I don’t even see him as my step brother anymore ..i didn’t before..

“so what do you want to eat?” Ben asked slowly as we got to the living room with his phone in his hand

“I don’t know what do you.. want to eat?” I threw back the question and he sighed depressingly

“you Know what? I should stop asking you questions Daisy you just keep answering me with questions” he said with a disgusted face and I laughed,

“yeah you should” I said and he rolled his eyes

“should I order pizza?” he asked, everytime he comes here he orders pizza and I think I’m getting tired of it.. Already

“no order some Chinese noodles it’s been ages since I ate that” I said and he smiles and said “good idea”

I sat down on the couch while Ben walked in the kitchen to make the order.. I grabbed the remote and turned on the TV, I started to switch channels immediately cause they were showing meaningless stuff after switching and switching to channels, I got tired and switch off the TV..

“okay I’ve make the order and it will be here in any minute” Ben said walking out of the kitchen and I nod.. He walked up to the couch and sat down beside me.. Too close.. I scoot over and he glanced at me.. Then turned to the TV he wanted to grab the remote but I stopped him.. “don’t bother they’re not showing anything watchable” I said and he dropped the remote and muttered “bummer” to himself, we both retained quiet staring at the blank TV, how is it that anytime I’m with Ben there’s always an awkward silence. ..

“oh yeah right there’s something I have to tell you” Ben said and I suddenly turned.. “what is it?” I asked

“you know how I model for my dad’s company right?” he grinned and I nod

“and not just one of his company but like three of them” he said and I nod and rolled my eyes, is he bragging or something “just get straight to the point” I half yell and he smile.. And started

“My modeling photos were transferred In magazines and well other stuff and then a higher company I forgot the name actually, a company higher than my dad’s saw the magazines of me and other products and they want me to boost their sales by making me appear on their products too, you know since I’m too handsome.. –i rolled my eyes when he called himself handsome and he laughed, talk about “egotistical”

“if you talk or brag about how handsome you are one more time I’m gonna shove this remote in your nostrils” I threaten playfully and he laughed and continued..

“after my dad and I signed the company’s offer for photo shooting me to put on their products, they also said I wasn’t going to be shooting alone I was going to be shooting with a female since they’re to put the pictures on their trendiest perfumes, and luckily they said I’m allowed to choose a girl of my choice and I chose you, they haven’t seen you yet but they will love you” …

“you what?!!” I yelled and stood up

“hey come-on you don’t have to yell that loud, what’s so bad about that” I said and stood up

“w-why the hell would you choose me!!” I yell again..

“cause I li.. Cause you seem perfect you’re not too short and you’re also not so tall and.. Well you’re pretty isn’t that what it’s all about?” he asked with a smile.. I breathe in and out slowly before saying “okay first of all, stop smiling” I said and he stopped smiling and kept a straight face but he still looked smiley to me

“and Second of all Daisy and photo shoots don’t go together I don’t even like taking pictures of myself” I explained And he gave me a look

“what about the one we both took with my car” he said and I sighed

“that was for memories and you also looked desperate for a picture that day”

“okay.. Well that seems like it.. But still I’m really sorry I can’t do anything I should have asked you first I’ve already written your name in the contract too.. I’m sorry” he said with a sympathetic face and seriously it’s kind of hærd to stay mad at him..

“you know what! I’m just draining my energy yelling at you” I said and he nods and said “I’m sorry” again

“you know what just forget it” I said and moved my hair back while he smiled

“so does this means you’re taking the shoot with me?”

“I’m not certain I’ll think about it” I said and he suddenly shook his head negatively

“do you have to think about everything?” he asked and I nod..

“of course I do, I think before doing anything, so I won’t ruin it dummy” I seethe and he laughed

“well you have till Thursday to think about it there’s still plenty of time so I don’t need to worry about it” he said and I scoffed and then sat down .. I looked around and rubbed my stomach

“it’s been ages and the delivery isn’t here yet” I gro-ned and rest my body on the arm of the couch, facing up..

“it’s actually kind of nice the delivery isn’t here yet I like seeing you hungry” he said and I sighed heavily and said “for once in your life can you not tease me?” I said and he shook his head.. “I can’t, cause you’re cute when you’re mad” he said, I almost yelled at him but somethuhg stopped me, he just called me “cute”.. Whoa I can’t believe that it’s the most insanely things that get me the most.. But I don’t care

So he thinks I’m cute, I suddenly remembered when he called me pretty and my heart starts to beat, why? Before I could have said ‘I don’t know’ but now I know..

I’m in love with Ben

“why are you suddenly asking that?” Ben said and I suddenly broke out of my thinking state.. And turned to him to see him smiling

“w-what? Ask what?” I asked. What the hell I tell him??

“you just asked me if you’re pretty” Ben said and my eyes w¡den, oh goodness I must have thought about it a lot that I had to say it.. “well.. I was just kidding” I quickly said and laughed nervously.. Ben moved closer to me and smiled “do you want to know what my answer is?” he asked..

“Huh?” I said confusingly

He leaned his face towards mine and my heat almost burst out of my body, and our l-ips were only inches away

“I think you’re very beautiful Daisy, you’re the most prettiest girl I’ve ever met” he said and I almost lost it, at least if he’s saying all this, he shouldn’t be saying it close to my face.. I looked down at his l-ips but suddenly looked at his eyes so he won’t suspect a thing, I wanted to speak but I just couldn’t

“you know how I said you look cute when you’re mad I really want to see your cute side so I think I’m gonna go for it” he said and before I knew it he k-ssed me..

I didn’t push him or.. I just didn’t do anything cause it like its what I wanted too.. So I just let him “go for it” ..

He slowly moved back and looked at me and so did I “you didn’t push me, or slap me or yell at me?” he asked lowly

“is there any reason to?” I replied and he smiled..

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T. B. C