Loving You Always
His fingers tugged in my hair as he took charge of the k-ss. I just don’t want to stop k-ssing him. I’m not like this. Why am I k-ssing him.
I need to end this shit before it goes further.
I pulled away from him looking so embarrassed at what i just did.
“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have k-ssed you. Can we pretend nothing happened”
“No… I’m not good at pretending. I really like you Nicki”,he confessed smiling.
“I don’t like you Cole and besides you have a girlfriend who loves you a lot so please just let me be”
Seriously… I don’t know the words are from but it’s for the best. I just don’t want Cole to feel anything for me.
“we both know that’s a lie. I can see it in yours eyes “,as he framed my face.
I melted in his touch. Think, Nicki, think.
“See mister I don’t do love or relationships so if you can’t keep your d*ck in your p-nts then back off..”
He looked at me surprised at my words..
“Really Nic.. is that what you want.”
“Yep… that’s what I want and nothing else. Just stay away from me”
“Okay fine…”,he said softly as I went into the library.
Do i love him? Obviously not. I don’t do love remember. I’m a girl of my words.
I saved him and that was just it. I don’t want anymore problems.
I began reading but I couldn’t concentrate.. what if I’m too rude..
Suddenly an image of him and Catty having with him s€× pop into my head. I twist my lips in disgust as I heard the siren.
I decided to wait a little before heading home..
I took all my books and head out and lo, I saw Liam and his boys,and Catty were outside. I rolled my eyes. They were walking towards me and I sense trouble.
“There she is. I told you to stay away from my boyfriend didn’t I?”
I smiled evily, “No..”
That’s was when I had a punch on my belly. it’s was one of Liam guys. I knelt on the floor as the four of them were on me.
My nose was really hurt and there was blood in my mouth. I couldn’t move.
“Kill her”, Catty shouted to Liam as he removed the gun from his backside.
Everything was blur to me. How I wish i was strong to defend myself.
“Are you scared .. just kill her already”,she shouted at him as she pulled the trigger and the sound of the gun and slowly my eyes close.
All I see was darkness.
I just don’t understand why Nicki is behaving wierd towards me. I really like her alot.
I don’t why I am still stuck with Catty but I think I like her too.
What the hell is wrong with me? I just need to think.
I really miss Nicki and I wish she was here with me.
What is she doing now or what is she eating?
I just want her.
My phone rang and I check the screen and found Catty picture.
“Leave me alone”,I shouted to the phone as I sat at the edge of the bed.
I removed my clothes and went for a hot shower.
When i returned Catty was on my bed with her legs crossed.
“What are you doing here?”
“I called and you weren’t picking up so I decided to see you”
“No you don’t need to do that Cat .I’m perfectly fine”
“Why are you ignoring me?”
“I’m not ignoring you”
“Is it because of her?”
“No, no it’s not because of her. “
“Then what am I not good enough?”
“You are pretty for any guy to fall for you”, I said forcing a smile.
“Do you love me?”,she asked as I nod yes.
She smiled and close the gap between us and she k-ssed me. Suddenly she was unclad and I knew what she wanted.
i couldn’t ignore her body. I pulled her close to me and I k-ssed her roughly while she removed my towel around my wa-ist and knelt in front of me.
Her mouth descended between my legs, and I squeezed my eyes shut, reveling in the pleasure of how eager she was. She licked and s-cked, taking all of me in as her hair warmed my thighs.
Suddenly I saw the image of Nicki.
“Keep going, baby,” I grunted, urging her on. “That feels good.”
Her head bobbed up and down as she s-cked harder, and I arched my hips up into her mouth.
Nicki is here with her mouth on me and I can’t wait to make love to her. I just can’t wait to touch her.
The nerves in my legs burned, leading in to my groin and everything pooled between my legs. I punched my hips up into her, going deeper and harder, while her tongue rubbed against my underside.
She took her mouth off me and then licked me up and down, before wrapping her hand around the shaft, stroking as she s-cked the head.
“F-ck.” I jerked, arching my back and pulling my head off the bed.
I came in her mouth, gripping her hair at her neck and s-cking air through my teeth. She worked me until I was done, and I collapsed back on the bed, letting her go.
My body always felt more relaxed.
Nicki. I couldn’t get off anymore unless I thought of her.
What is wrong with me?
“Seriously Cole? Do you have to mo-n her name while I’m still here”,she stood up as she covered her skin.
Her hair was a bit messy and her lips looks like she had been ducked in her mouth.
Shit! How could I mo-n her name.
“I didn’t.. “,l lied
“Yes… you did. I heard everything”,she wipe her tears as she was heading towards the door.
I held her wrists…”I’m really sorry Cat. I don’t know what came over me”
“You….”, I cut in with a k-ss. I removed her clothes as we walked towards the bed and we had an amazing passionate s€×.
I looked at her in my arms and l only wish it was Nicki and not her.
I opened my eyes slowly as I was in a room. it’s doesn’t look like hospital to me.
Where am I?
I turned and I saw an older man next to me. He might be in his 40s. I saw him somewhere but I just don’t remember.
“Where am I?”
“You are in a house”,he teased.
I tried to get up as I felt pain in my stomach. I look at the bandage wrapped around my belly and then I remembered everything. My blood boils.
“I want to go home”, I said.
“Okay.My men will just send you home right away”
“Who are you?”
“I’m nobody. I just saw you on the floor and i decided to help. it’s nice to meet you Nicki”
“Wait … how do you know my name”
“I saw it in your textbooks”
Why do I feel like I know him somewhere.
“I will leave you so you go dress up”
I dressed up as I went into the SUV. He was inside with his guards as he kept staring at me.
“is your mom home?”,he asked.
“Nope… I’m alone for now”
“Okay… what does your mom do”
“She is a nurse actually…”
“Okay.. .”,he said but couldn’t stop staring at me and all I tried to do is to ignore him.
“Thanks for everything. I’m really grateful.”,l said as I dropped out.
“it’s nice meeting u Nicki and please take your medicine”
I walked into my room as I decided to rest but out of curiosity I decided to visit my mom’s bedroom. I just want to see the pics of my dad and I was right. I saw one picture of my parents and me.
I saw dad and I realise he was the one who dropped me minutes ago.
Why didn’t he tell me he is my dad. I curled up in my mom’s bed as I cried more till slowly I drifted of to sleep.
The next morning l bathed as I took in my medicine. I could still feel pains in my belly but I ignored it.
I was done and it was time to go school. I looked at myself in the mirror and i saw how messy I am.
Today I just want to be in a jeans and blouse and not uniform.
I freed my messy hair as I brush it and then I just used a little make up to brighten up.
With my uniform fighting makes me uncomfortable but with this house attaire I think fighting would be so amazing.
I checked my phone and it’s almost 10 to 11am.
I board a bus to my school. Everyone was at the Cafeteria and I guess it’s a good thing.
“Nicki…”,Ruby shouts as everyone attention was on me.
“Oh Gosh you look beautiful. Why are you in jeans”
“Nothing… I just want to”,l said as l spot Catty with Cole.
My stomach chimed and my blood boils.
“Ruby… can u get me a juice please”
“Okay.. .”,she said as she ran.
I walked to meet the two lovers as I sat on the seat next to them.
Catty eyes were wide and her knuckles turned white.
“Hello Cathy”,l said smiled. Cole was just staring.
I laughed at the Cat.she was just stiff.
“What’s wrong with your girlfriend.. she is acting like she has seen a ghost”.
“Please… Cole. Make her leave”,she begs.
“Will you shut the f-ck up”,I cut him off.
I moved close to her.
“Where is Liam?”,l asked through gritted teeth.
She points as I saw Liam and his boys having some food.
“Hello Liam..”,l shouted as he stared at me with panic and fear.
I moved closer as l gripped his shirt and hit him on the nose.
“F-ck.. .”,he shouted.
I threw the table as it landed on the two guys and a stick caught my eye. I took it and beat the shit out on the three of them.
The more I hit them… the more I felt pain.
Everyone gathered around me as I tried to breathe.
Cole and Catty are standing there in shock.
Catty knelt down pleading.
“Please please… don’t do anything to me”
“You should have thought of that when you told Liam to shoot me”
“Oh she didn’t tell you…Just tell him before l use this stick on your head”
And she narrated the story.
“How could you be cruel? We are f-cking done. I don’t want to see u anymore?”, He yelled.
“This is for what you did yesterday”,as I slapped her on her face.
Cole stood there staring at me. Not only him but everyone.
“Nic…there is blood on your shirt”,Ruby said to as I looked on my shirt. My body became limb and weak as I fell in Cole’s arms.
Darkness was all I saw afterwards..
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