My bestie my crush episode 6

My Bestie My Crush
 
Episode 6
 
Roy POV***
Do I love Tina??
How can tena ask me such thing..
Right am so speechless as everyone eyes is on me..
I looked at Tina and she was also looking with the expression which says “” say something Roy ”
Oh god..how will I do this..
Yes Tina is my Bestie and I know I have feelings for her , but I don’t understand my feelings and coupled with the fact I haven’t been in love before ..I don’t know what it means..
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Yes Roy tell us, do u love Tina..tena asked again and this time I began to sweat.. My wh0le body is hot..
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Guys please let it be..Roy is not used to all this stuff..please let it be..Tina said and that moment I felt some kind of relief but something in me kept telling me to say yes..
“”Roy say yes”
“”Remember you almost k-ss her”
“” remember those times you were away from her
“” you weren’t yourself ”
“”, she is the reason you always want to wake up””
“” you hate it when she cries ”
“” you hate it when u guys fight””
“”This is a sign of love Roy..
‘”Roy common tell her the truth
“”You love her and that’s it..my subconscious said..
But the question is , did she love me.. I can’t just deal with this situation right now..because I never imagine someone would ask me such question..
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I was just staring at Tina, I wasn’t paying attention to what they were saying, my wh0le self is lost in my thought..
For the first time ever I noticed the colour of Tina eyes ..they are black but there is a shade of blue though is not clear or noticeable, then my eyes went to her l-ips and then her cheeks and then everything began to surface, I began to remember how we started being friends, how will share each other food..
Everything just came back..
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I was brought back to life when tena scre-med Roy..
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Royyyyy….
Ye ..yes..what is it..I said..
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You mean you did not hear all we’ve been saying since..tena asked..how I wish she knows that I was not here..
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Umm..what were you guys saying.. I asked
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Actually we were discussing about the prom dance night and we were thinking of another way to choose our partner.. Tena said..
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Our partners ..you mean our date..I asked
Yes..and besides, the wh0le school knows that you and Tina always go to the prom night as date ..so I was thinking maybe you could go out with me this time and Tina should go with Jasmine.. Because we don’t really know much about the school since we are new and it won’t be good if I go out with my brother… Tena said..
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I was so surprised but how could she suggest that..I know is not bad..but hearing that Tina is going with another guy and especially Jasmine.. Am feeling somehow..
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OK, its not a bad idea.. I agree to it , I will go with Jasmine ..Tina said and that moment I became freeze..why will she even agree ..we always go together , so why changing it now..i really have to talk to her..
But ..Tina..i was about to say something when the bell rang..
Its break over..
Oh no..this can’t be..Tina can’t go out with another guy ..I said within as we all left the cafeteria…
 
 
Tina POV..
 
I know Roy would feel bad because I chose Jasmine over him, I know he wasn’t expecting that.. He looked shock when I agreed with tena’s Idea..
But am doing this for our good..
For the past few days have been asking myself if am I love with Roy..but I couldn’t get clear answer..then I asked mom..what does it mean to be in love..
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Mom said ..loving someone is more than what we think..
When you love someone , you will do anything to have that person.. You wouldn’t want such person to get hurt and also you wouldn’t Want hurt people who matters to the person..
In everything you do, it seems as if the person is right there..
The one thing you wouldn’t want to miss a day is the person smile …and you will always get jealous when you see the person around other gender like u..but you will pretend you are OK, just not to hurt the person feeling …mom said that’s is what we call love and also she said most a times the ones we truly love are close to us but we fail to realize it because we just view them as friends but its when we are far from them and we see them with other people, that we will realize our love for them…
That’s what is called love..
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So agreeing to tena’s idea and going out with Jasmine is my only way of realizing my true feelings because I don’t want to get hurt ..and also I want to know how Roy feels about me..
Does he love me the way I do to him??
Or he only sees me as his Bestie, who he never want to loose..because mom also said we have one sided love,which is hurtful.. And i don’t want mine to be like that ..I want to know if Roy loves me too..I don’t want one sided love..
I hope my plan will work and nothing goes wrong..
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Roy POV***
I finally got home ..
And my mind went straight to Tina..have been trying all day to talk to her but she always uses one topic or the other to cover up and also with tena unstoppable discussion, I did not have my way..seriously that girl now pissed me off, she talk so much that I wonder if her mouth never pains her…
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But how would Tina agree to tena’s idea..why will she agree to go with Jasmine to the prom night..I am her Bestie…she can’t go with other guy..she always say I am her half part so why would she leave her half part alone…
I can’t just bare to see her with another guy..
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I was still nursing my pain, when my cousin came in..
Hi Roy..she said
Hi..I replied with a cold voice..
Hey..what’s the problem.. Bianca asked..
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Bianca is my cousin and she is older than me, she graduated few years ago from the university and she works in a radio station where she talks about relationsh¡p, she came to visit my mom..
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Are u OK..she asked again and I turned to looked at her, something in tells me to tell her about Tina and l..
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Speak lil bro …you know you can trust me..she said and her smile ..she always call me lil bro..
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OK you know that my Bestie.. Tina..I said to her
Yes….what about her..Bianca said
Look..she decided to go on a date with another guy on our prom night and is bothering me ..I said
Hahaha..Bianca laughed..
Why are u laughing.. I asked
Am laughing because my lil bro is now grown up and in love..she said
In love??..i said
Yes Roy you are inlove…look dear just go to her and express your feelings to her..she said
But am not sure of my feelings.. I said
Look lil bro..sometimes when you are in love , you become confused, when i mean confused.. It means that you beginning to see somethings different about that person.. Anything you are doing…you see that person in it..it as if she is in your head but trust me..she is in your heart..
Look at it this way..I want you to close your eyes and remember those moment you spend with her and you can see they are the best moment ever..love gat you crazy sometimes and it makes u want to see the person all the time..my dear it love and nothing else and another reason you are confused is because you have just been seeing her as your Bestie.. From now see her in another way as someone you wouldn’t want to loose..then you will realize you are in love…Bianca said..
When she finished saying all this..I began to see Tina in front of me..she lives in my imagination even in my heart..then I realize am in love with her…
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Wow!!..thanks sis..I said and hug her..
You are welcome lil bro…just go and express your love to her.. She said and left..
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Right in,side of me, I know the perfect day to express my love to her..its on prom night..which is August 27 and its also Tina birthday.. On this day I will tell her my feelings…
#iloveutina..
 
Tena and Jasmine POV
Do u know k-ssing Tina today was my greatest achievement so far..Jasmine said
Common bro..stop exaggerating..tena said
No its true..and after that..I began to have a change of mind..I think I want to let go of this revenge stuff…Jasmine said..
No bro ..please don’t ruin my plan..tena said..
Your plan..what are you up to, tena..Jasmine asked..
(Tena said within herself that she won’t tell her brother, because she knows he won’t agree)
Its nothing bro..just wait for the prom night…tena said..
OK, but please let’s forget about the revenge, on prom night I will tell Tina whom I am and what she and Roy did to me seven years ago..I know she might have forgotten, but I will remind her , in order to let this wh0le drama died off..am tired of playing hide and seek and I don’t want to hurt anyone again..Tina is so kind to be hurt..even though she offended me I could still remember when we are young, that day I did not bring food to school, she share her lunch with me together with Roy…please let’s just forget it…Jasmine said..
OK bro..no problem..
 
Tena POV only
My poor bro..he think all this while have been fighting for him..he never knew I was doing it for my self…
Roy is mine and no one else…
Tina just wait and see what I have in stall for you on prom night..
 
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