My Sorry Letter

My sorry letter episode 4

My sorry letter episode 4
 
DEAR FAITH
This is my letter to u, I know I did you wrong.I know everything was my fault.I know I was a stupid fool.I know I was a stinky dog.I know I failed my duty in honesty.I know I broke your trust for me.I know I was a d–n he goat.I know I behaved like a fox.I know I was the cause of your pains.l know I made the biggest mistake of my life by doing what I did,I know I am a stupid person.how idiotic of me to date another girl apart from you.how foolish of me to think that I won’t be caught one day.I know I am the worst person on plant earth.I now know how stupid I am to have ignored you.I now see that I was blinded by my own hands.I have come to see what life feel like without you in it.I have come to realize that you are the best thing that happen to me.I now fully understand that there is no other person like you in this world.I can’t say the devil tricked me into it because I was the one that caused your pains with my own behaviour.i deserved that slap you gave me, thanks for that slap,I just wish you could slap me again so that I could feel more pain.I hope and wish you just forgive me and accepted me into your life because life is more of nothing than something to me without you in it.how I wish i could turn the hands of time to undo the worst mistake of my life I made.if you don’t forgive me I will me hunted for life.I am really really super sorry so please forgive me for all the wrong I did.I can’t sleep like I use to,I can eat like I use to,I can’t breath like I use to,I can’t reason well like I use to,I can’t focus like I use to,I am no more happy,my life is like a drainage ocean,my world is like the bitterness of a swap honey,my feelings are crowded with rain clouds of regrets,silence has taken a grip of my mouth,void is how my life is.I just want you FAITH,I need you FAITH,I really need you in my life FAITH,I can’t do anything good in my life without you.I am hopeless like a trapped lizard in the present of a full house of snakes,I am a light bulb with no ability to light up a smile,if only I could see you and tell you how sorry I am.
I AM SUPER SORRY FAITH PLEASE GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE MY WRONG RIGHT.
After I was done typing it on my computer(I know you guys might think,”why didn’t I just send it to her through SMS or social media”.well the reason is because if I do send it through those medium she won’t even read it because she knows its from me).I slot in a flash driver and copy then saved the letter in,side the flash drive then remove the flash and went to my dad’s room to print it out.I stood at the front of the door….knock knock…..(Dad)who goes there…..(Me)its me dad….(Dad)bia victor what do you want to do in my room?……he asked me with out letting me in….(Me)daddy I want to make use of your printing machine dad…..(Mum)why can’t you use the one in the parlour?….(Me)well mum dad has refuse to fix it for some reasons best known to him….(Dad)shey you have seen that your son has grown wings…..(Mum)ah you sef like wahala like your son,after all you are his father……(Dad) and you are his mother that brought him to this world…..(My thoughts)ooo let them not start this their argument na,I have something to do now,let them just let me in……..(Mum)eh ehn so I am his mother abi,then why is it that the day he he took first in his primary school days,you always go around praising him like your lord and personal saviour and you tell people that he is the true son of his father,so wha……my dad cuts my mum’s words short as if he knew what she was about to say……(Dad)don’t start oh this woman,he is my son but he inherit his bad character from your side of the family,everyone in my family is gentle…..(Mum)gentle my foot,so you are gentle,hahahaha see this man ooo,stubborn man like you…..my legs started to pain me…..(My thoughts)let this people let me in na,I just want to print out this letter,o GOD! What Sault of parent do I have………(Dad)you are laughing at me for saying the truth right?…..I had to ch¡p in to save my legs from being more hurt….(Me)dad,mum please my legs hurts,I have being standing here for over 10mins and I just want to print out something please can I come in please……(Mum)Don’t mind your dad come in son…..I open the door and went in…..”madam I will fight you ooo.”said my dad jokily.I didn’t waste anytime in printing out the letter.
when I was done printing it out.I jeje leje stepped out before they start their argument again and I will be forced to choose sides,I went back to my room to package it….(My thoughts)I can’t use an ordinary white or brown envelop to package this letter,I need it to smell nice and look beautiful,oh wait!.i remember I will go to mama gift’s shop to buy that lovely envelop I saw there a day before yesterday……I fixed the letter into my left pocket as I walked out.
Mama gift’s shop was right beside friend two house.but I couldn’t go to friend two house because of the guilt I felt……”good evening.”I greeted thinking it was gift’s mother that was in the shop while I stood out side(they displayed the envelop they have out side the shop for people to see) and look for the right envelop to ins**t my letter into.”Uncle victor good evening”said gift with a smile and her left leg on the steel gate of the shop .”Oh its even you gift.”I said in a surprise tone.”So you allowed me to greet you finish before you talk right?.”I asked a teasing question.”Hahahaha no oo uncle victor its not like that na”she said laughing.as she was a talking I saw the envelop that i saw a day before yesterday.”Ok no problem,how much is this envelop?.”I asked removing the envelop from its position and showing it to her.”Uncle it is just 500 naira only.”She said shining her little teeth at me.”Ok.”I said.I dipped my hand into my back pocket and brought out my wallet,I opened it and brough 1000 naira note out and gave it to her.she took it from me and went in to get my balance.I brought out the typed letter from my left pocket.then i ins**ted it into the envelopcard(I call it envelop card because it looks more like a love card then an envelop,it has a divine look of love(red rose) and peace(white rose) placed at the front and back of it and its colour is gold).gift Brought my balance.”Hmmmm gift do you guys sell perfume?.”I asked while moving in,side the shop.”Yes we do uncle victor.”She answered as I passed her.”ok let me see the ones you have”I said as I stood at ease with my hand holding the envelop like an egg.she walked further in,side to show me the position where they were kept.”Uncle victor see them over there.”She said as she pointed at a wooden shelf where the perfume was kept.”Ah! I don’t know any of them o.”I said.”Well uncle I know them all and how they smell like.so I can help you pick one.”she said with boldness in her tone of speech…
 
………………………………………………….to be continued

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