Sweet s-x episode 18

SWEET S-x!
(Psycho love 🔞🔞)

✍️Sha Ron ✍️

Episode 18.

“Nancy, come here” he called his younger sister, she ran to him at once while I bent my head between my knees to hide my tearful eyes.

He sent her away by telling her to go and watch her favorite station on the television, she ran off immediately when he told her that cartoon network is airing.

He locked the door before he came to sit with me on the bed, “Jenny?” He called softly and tried to touch me but I swatted his hand away.

“Please, just go, I don’t want to talk now” I said in a shaky voice, the funny thing is that my heart doesn’t want him to go, I just wish I can turn back the hands of time.

“You have to hear me out first, I…..”

“Can you please leave me alone?! I told you I don’t want to talk and I don’t want to hear about it, do you have a problem hearing or what?!!” I looked up at his face and tears flooded my eyes, I couldn’t keep my tears in check.

“Jenny, I’m very sorry that this made you cry, it’s not what you actually think….”

“Go to hell with whatever you think I should be thinking it is! I don’t care anymore, after all, we had only be sinning and I just feel sad I’m the only one that’s been punished by God now!!”

“Jen, you are shouting, can you please calm down and listen to me?” He pleaded holding my hand, I threw punches at his chest angrily but he still caught my hands and held tight.

“Just leave me alone and go to hell, do you want to tell me another lie?!” I struggled to free my hands from his hold.

“You don’t even trust me, what is love without trust?” He said close to my ear and freed my hands, he stood up reluctantly from the bed, shaked his head in disbelief and left my room.

I think he did the right thing because I was at the verge of shouting and we would have to explain ourselves to his parents if eventually I do that.

I went to the door and locked it, I went in,side my bathroom and sobbed, “he’s talking about trust, what relationsh¡p is built on lies? He should think of a better excuse make so he would go and meet his new wife because this very one is cheap”

I went back into my bedroom and brought out the phone my uncle bought for me out of my drawer were I had left it ever since the night it was given to me, I switched it on.

I waited for a while for it to boot and refresh before I went through the phone book to search for my mother’s number, I dialed it and waited for her to pick up because it’s ringing.

“Hello! Onye?” My mother’s voice came in after some while, she will never depart from her dialect.

“Mama, it’s me, Jennifer” I said making my voice as bright as possible, I don’t want too many questions.

“Ah! Ugomma m, Omalicha nwa mama ya! How’s my brother doing? My daughter oh, I thought you have forgotten your mother because of sweet city life” she cheered, sweet city life indeed.

“Mama! Everyone is fine, how’s Papa and Nnanna?” I asked after my father and his younger brother’s welfare, Nnanna is the last child of my father’s parents, he lives with us.

“We are fine too, I called my brother many times so I would talk with you but he keeps finding excuses to avoid us talking and the last time, he said he bought you a phone” she said seriously this time.

“Yes, I’m actually speaking with you through the phone he bought for me, I miss you Mama” I told her.

“I miss you too asa nwa m! I hope you are doing okay?” She said in a low voice as I heard other voices and I imagined my father trying to snatch the phone from her when he realizes she’s talking with me.

“I am alright, I… I want to come back home and I don’t know how uncle is going to take it, can you please call him and tell him that you would want me to come home” I said biting my tongue.

“Ah ah! O ya ka iji nwayo ekwu! I miss you over here and I was already thinking of an excuse to give him so you would come back, I will do just that, but…..why don’t you want to go directly to him and express yourself, onwe ihe mere?”

“Mama, nothing happened. I just want to come home and I don’t know if he will accept if I have no tangible reason, he listens better to you” I said sharply.

“Mmm… okay, I talk to him about it and I will be waiting for you here, your father wants to talk to you” She said in a final tone.

I knew my father must be there, he cleared his throat first but he didn’t say anything and I had to do the right thing, “good evening, Papa”

“Adanna ya, kedu ka imere? How are you doing and how’s your uncle and family?” My father asked.

“I’m very fine and everyone else is doing just fine” I replied making sure my voice is as cheerful as ever.

“Okwa oto onwedunu onye le-acho ghu ofu?” He asked with our language, I smiled at that, I have really missed my hometown so much but am going to miss here even more when I leave, will I ever get over it?

“No, I’m perfectly normal, Papa” I assured him, a smile played on my l-ips but my heart hurts and I wonder how I was able to control my emotions, I must be growing stronger.

“I heard you saying that you are coming back, when exactly is it so that I will cook your favorite food for you, I’m the only one that knows how to do that, your mother doesn’t cook it well, so tell me”

“Asili nwoke! You haven’t finished the one you cooked since last week and you are talking about cooking another one, you think I will allow you waste another foodstuff here!!” My mother’s voice vibrated my phone.

Now, I realize how much I miss them, I always admire my parents kind of love, at their age, they understand each other and behave as if they just got married yesterday.

People might think it’s kinda old school love or local, but I can’t remember seeing them arguing and neither have I heard that my mother or father did anything without informing the other.

It must be Barbie dreams if I think I will find love built on trust, respect and care like my parents this days but I wish to have such love.

I didn’t even imagine in my weirdest dreams that my heart is going to feel something for anyone, but it did and from the very beginning, I knew it found the wrong person and I pray it heals.

I feel sad and am angry with Chris for what’s happening but I still want to believe him, I want so much to listen to him and accept whatever he’s saying because my heart yearns for him.

This is really going to be hærd for me but I want to make use of this opportunity and escape more hurts in the future, I hope he understands and if he doesn’t, what do I care?

Jen, you really care! My head reminded me.

“Jennifer! Are you still there?!!”

OMG! I have already forgotten am on the phone. “Papa, when I talk to uncle about it, I will get back to you, my regards to everyone” I said and cutted the line.

I stared at the phone for a while and I remembered the night it was given to me, I’m not sure I will be able to handle this, I threw the phone on the bed, took a sweater and walked outside.

Luckily, there’s no one at the parlour and it’s already getting dark when I got outside the house, I told Musa that I want to go outside the gate, he asked too many questions but he opened it, anyways.

I told him that I wouldn’t stay long outside, I just want to take a little walk and see if I will be able to clear my head, the evening air might be able to help me out.

It was refreshing, I ran for a while and stopped to walk, I even laughed at my stupidity, what was I thinking? True love with my cousin? Who does that?

The road was lonely, just a few people passed by, some are couple taking a strow, I walked into a shop nearby a junction to buy a sachet water, a few boys sat there.

They were busy talking about something they were watching on Netflix, I was about walking out of the shop when a guy came around.

“Hi…do you mind if I talk to you?” He said smiling at me, I looked him up and down and continued walking but towards my uncle’s house this time.

“Hey babe! My name is Joe, I’m talking to you” he patted my arm this time as he followed me, I noticed his friends looking at us and mocking him because he couldn’t get my attention.

Nice, they placed a bet on it, I see, who knows if that’s what Chris did with his friends and he won the bet if that’s the case.

“Excuse me?” I raised an inquisitive brow at him when he came to stand right in front of me.

“I’m talking to you, babe. Don’t make me look like a fool or am I dressed abnormally?” He wore a serious face at once, his friends jest has gotten a hold on him.

This is alot of trouble, I finally got myself into a mess, which way out now?!

“I don’t want to talk to you, don’t you get it? Please, excuse me” I tried walking past him angrily but he grabbed my arm violently.

“Get your hands off me!” I struggled to free myself but he jerked me against himself and his friends came to surround us with smirks on their faces.

What? These people are making fun of me? Even the shop owner is laughing and some people around only folded their hands and watched, this is the real deal!

I don’t even know this place or anyone around here, what will I do now?

The only person that came into my mind is Chris, oh God! Where’s Chris?

“When a girl tells you to get your filthy hands off her….. it means leave her alone!”

TBC.

(Ibo words on this episode and meaning)

Onye? _ Who?

Ugomma m. /Omalicha nwa m. /Asa nwa m _ My beautiful daughter.

O ya ka iji nwayo ekwu? _Is that why you are lowering your voice?

Onwe ihe mere? _ did anything happen?

Adanna ya, kedu ka imere? _ Her father’s daughter, how are you doing?

(Ezza language) Okwa oto onwedu onye le-acho ghu ofu? _ hope no one is troubling you?

Shey U grab?