sed-ction episode 20

💞 sed-ction 💞
🌸Love. Lies & Games🌸
Chapter Twenty 🍭🍭🍭
By Goddy Francis 🥀🥀
” It might sound weird but, I’ve never k-ssed a girl before. You’re the first.”
He didn’t just say that. What? I pull away from him and look this man down. Judah isn’t saying the truth, right? No, I mean he’s this pervert neighbor I truly admired and he’s never k-ssed a girl before.
What about his sluts? How do they even have s€×? He smirks and goes to the kitchen.
” Judah.” I call after him and follow him.
” What, Sophie?” He turns to look at me.
” Judah, you always have s€×. I mean you like women.”
” Wait, is that what you see me as. Your hot neighbor who likes women?”
I roll my eyes.
” What about Mercedes? What about your other sluts?”
” I paid them to f-ck me and not to f-cking k-ss me. They are different.”
” I hate it when you swear.”
” You like it, Serena.” He smiles at me.
” Then why did you k-ss me Judah? Why does it have to be me? I mean I thought you said you wanted the flings.”
” Yeah. And that’s what I still wanted…” He says and slowly walks to me.
I look up at the tall man that towers over me. His hair is still tousled from our short make out. Judah tucks my hair behind my ear and looks down at me. His eyes watches mine.
” You’re really serious? I’m the…”
He smiles and nods. Oh God, please just shoot me. I’ve seen a lot of mysterious things that concerns Judah since I met him.
” You’re a grown ass man, Dante. How can you have s€× with women and don’t k-ss them. You’re not this nerdy kid in highschool who’s never had a first k-ss.”
He shrugs one shoulder.” I’m just being selfish when it comes to s€×. I just go straight to what I want.”
” Then why did you k-ss me?” I breathe out.
He takes one last step and we’re standing so close.
” Cause I wanted to and I’ve always wanted to.”
” You’re weird. You wanted friends with benefits with me and the next minute, you’re k-ssing me. And then you confess to me that you’ve never k-ssed a girl before because you’re too selfish when it comes to having s€×, which means you care about yourself only.” I sigh and look up at him. I’m straining my neck.
” So why not date someone?” I ask him.
” Is that your own way of telling me you want a relationsh¡p with me?” He asks and smirks at me. I’m embarrassed for the second time.
I hate to admit that I wished Judah wanted something more with me. Something that has to do with falling in love and not two adults having s€×. I’ve seen that in movies and other people’s life, I’d never thought I’ll consider trying same thing with Judah. I’ve always despised it. I’m the girl who believes true love still exists. True love were the guy doesn’t hit you or just wants the fling with you.
Maybe Judah was right, that i watch a lot of rom-nce movies and it’s getting into my head. I should probably change the genre.
” I don’t want a relationsh¡p with you. I don’t want the flings either. I should probably leave, thanks for beaten up Todd, even if it was worse than I imagined.”
Judah nods. I stand still not making a move to leave. I don’t know why I don’t wanna go. I mean I should be leaving right and not staring at Judah’s marvelous pink l-ips. I’m going insane.
” You can just ask rather than staring.”
I look away, embarrassed as I fiddle my fingers. I raise my head to look up at Judah and he’s already in front of me again, arms around my wa-ist. I’m hypnotized by the way his green orbs watches me. I love the way he looks at me. The way he touches me too. Judah pulls me to himself and leans down to k-ss me again.
I k-ss him back at once. His right hand go to my neck and he wraps his hand around my neck. He tastes good. I open my mouth further for Judah to take control and he did. His hand leaves my neck and wraps around my wa-ist to sit me on his counter. My legs part on its own accord and Judah stands in between, l-ips not pulling apart.
I loop my arms around his neck and let one hand run through his hair. I mo-n in his mouth when I feel his hand slide in,side my shirt. He trails his hand up my spine and down again. His hand settles on my h¡ps and he pulls me forward so that I can feel his body. I shamelessly let my hands explore Judah’s body. I like the way his skin is warm and how he gro-ns in between the k-ss as I slowly carress his back.
Someone clears his or her throat from behind and I pull away at once. Judah and I turn around to see Hero standing beside the kitchen door.
” F-cking hell.” Judah cusses and turns to look at me.
For the one hundredth time, thank my shit face I’m not pale. The wh0le world should have seen how flushed and embarrassed I am, sitting on Judah’s counter and k-ssing him like my life depends on it.
” I knocked though…” Hero says and smirks at me.
” Get out, you idiot.” Judah tells him and he chuckles.
” No, I was just leaving. It’s fine.” I hop off the counter.
” No, you can just …” i playfully glare at Hero and walk past him without looking back at Judah.
” I knocked…” I hear Hero mutters as he chuckles.
……
I park my car in my garage and go to my bedroom. I fling my bag on the couch and sit on the chair opposite the dresser. With my elbows leaning on the dresser, I run my hands down my hair. I don’t know why half of my conscience is pricking the shit out of me. And the other part wanted more with Judah. Something a little more intimate.
Why do I have to like it? I look at my reflection and stare at my l-ips. It’s a little swollen from our desperate make out. I change my clothes and quickly shower. I go to the kitchen to make something to eat. My phone buzzes and I get it. I sigh at Judah’s text on my phone.
Goddamnit he didn’t just sent me this.
FROM JUDAH; I LOVE YOUR l-ips. WE SHOULD TRY THAT MORE OFTEN.
I roll my eyes and keep my phone on the counter, screen face down. I’m tempted to reply as I make toast. My phone buzzes again. I gro-n and pick it up.
FROM JUDAH; YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL AND I BADLY WANNA TOUCH YOU AGAIN.
This time i decide to text back. He’s not getting into my head and then make me fall for him and the end I’m the one with the broken heart.
TO JUDAH: f-ck YOU , DANTE. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE IT WHEN YOU sed-cE ME TO DO STUFF.
I sigh and drop my phone. I sit on the stool and start eating. My phone buzzes again.
FROM JUDAH; I DIDN’T sed-cED YOU AND YOU KNOW IT. WHY NOT GIVE IT A CHANCE. MY OFFER IS STILL ON.
I’m just gonna ignore him though. I put my phone on silent and continue eating. I drop the plates on the sink and grab my phone to go my bedroom. I’ve got a lot of school work to do and I’m exhausted. Judah didn’t text me again.
With my textbook open on my lap, i search through the internet for Ransom. I just don’t see any article that describes a scarred man. Just some random stuff that are useless. I typed Zayn Arthur’s name and there was little to no information about him.
I scroll down and I see an article about the bank robbery Zayn was involved with. I read through the article as my phone rings. I pick up the phone and answer after looking at the caller ID.
” Aunt.”
” Hey, kid. How are you doing?”
” I’m good. How are you?”
” I’m fine too. How you holding up with school?” She asks on the phone.
” It’s a little stressful though, but it’s dope.” I hear giggling on the other side of the line.
” You sound busy.” I comment and she chuckles.
” No, I’m not. My boyfriend is around.”
” Is it Dylan or…”
” It’s Liam. I’ve told you his name before.”
” No you haven’t. Jeez Aunt, you know Dylan was your ex.” I whisper the last part, don’t even know if her phone’s on loudspeaker.
” Whatever. How’s the neighbor?”
God. She didn’t just remind me I had an intimate make out with Judah few hours ago. I’m super stoked.
” He’s good.”
” He’s good, huh?”
” Ugh… you really got me. I know what you want me to say and I’m gonna say it. We made out.”
” No way.” She exclaims on the phone.
” No, Jesus, not the s€× part. Actually we k-ssed.” I say and pout.
There’s silence on the phone and I’m wondering what she’s about to say next. She will scre-m first.
” Oh my God.” Great, she scre-med.
” Breathe, aunt. It’s no big deal. We won’t be doing that anytime soon. I’m still exploring my options.”
” F-ck, shut up. What shitty options are you still exploring. You’ve got a super hot neighbor and you’re still exploring options. The f-ck, baby?” She tutors.
” But how did you know he’s hot?” I hear a male voice asks Adele. That must be the boyfriend, Liam.
” I’ve seen him. And if I wasn’t older, I would have dumped you for him.” She tells him on the phone.
I huff and shoot myself as I lay on the bed.
” Aunt, you don’t have to say that to your boyfriend.” I mutter.
” I know you’re f-cking kidding.” Liam mutters. He sounds British too. Why does my aunt loves guy with accents? I mean who doesn’t love guys with accents?
” Serena.”
” Yeah?”
” What did he say to you?” She asks and I could picture her already sitting up on her bed.
” That he likes me as usual. Wants us to do the benefits stuff and I don’t know. As usual, I’m just scared. Scared of falling in love with him. Scared of being caught up in his world. Scared of finding out he’s been lying to me. And scared of being used.”
” Serena, I get it, okay. You’re nineteen and…”
” Really aunt…” i interrupt her. “Nineteen, really?”
” Wait, how old are you again?” She asks.
I bite my lip and shake my head.
” I’ll be twenty two next year. Aunt, I’m twenty one.”
” What the f-ck!” She exclaims.
” How did I missed your birthday’s? You’re this grown? 21?”
” You always send me birthday presents and wishes every year, you don’t even remember the age. Aunt…” I whine.
” Shit, I’m sorry. I’m gonna keep records henceforth. Now back to Judah. It’s not a big deal. You can get hurt when you fall in love with him.”
” But what if I fall in love with him and he gets bored and he wants to try out some other girl?”
” You’re grown Serena. You can actually fall in love with him, when you decide to. I mean he’s cute, he’s worth falling for.”
” Are you saying all this shit to make me jealous?” I hear Liam mutters on the background.
” Shh, baby, I’m talking to my niece. Be nice okay.” She tells him.
” You get bored, you quit it. And stuff like that, you don’t involve the heart. You’re just having fun with your super hot neighbor which you can’t ignore no matter how hærd you try. You’re in college, they don’t teach you that?”
I chuckle and roll my eyes.
” Yeah, yeah, whatever. This is college, not s€× class.”
” Still. I trust you okay. You can handle this and I’m sure you’ll handle this.”
” Yeah, thanks.”
” You broke up with the toad kid right?”
” Well yeah.”
” For once, she did something right.” Adele sighs. I can literally see her smile even if I can’t see her.
” What made you broke up with him?” She asks and I sigh.
” He slapped me at his family’s house. I actually accompanied him for their weekend dinner with family stuff.”
” And he hit you? What is wrong with that stupid kid?”
” Breathe, I’m fine okay.”
” You’re sure? I mean, you’re all that I’ve got. Just the two of us , Serena. I can’t watch anything happen to you and you know that right?”
” Yeah. I’ll be fine. If there’s any problem, I’m gonna call ASAP.”
” I trust you, alright. And if he comes after you again, kick him in the balls.”
I chuckle .” Will sure do.”
” Now that’s my girl. Say Hi to our neighbor.”
I roll my eyes and she hangs up. I sigh and drop the phone on my bed as I sit up. This is more complicated than I thought. I lay on my stomach and continue with my research. Zayn’s criminal record is countless. How can someone commit such crimes and he’s been released from prison over and over again.
I erased Zayn’s name and did what I’m sure I’ll regret later. I typed Judah’s name, I don’t even know his last name. This is fruitless. I close my laptop and decide to call Judah. I need to ask him about Ransom. I’m pretty sure he knew the man. I gro-n when he doesn’t pick up. I call again and he doesn’t pick up. Judah don’t have a voicemail. That’s also weird.
I stand up from my bed and go to the window opposite Judah’s bedroom. I open the drapes and look for any signs of Judah. His window is locked and that means one thing, he’s out. I toss my phone on the bed and pace around my room. My phone buzzes and I rush to get it , hoping it’s Judah. It’s just Chloe. I’m happy she texted.
FROM CHLOE; HEY, SERENA, HOW ARE YOU? ARE YOU AT HOME?
TO CHLOE: YEAH. DOING SOME SCHOOL STUFF. WHAT’S UP WITH YOU AND THOMAS?
I look back at Judah’s window and no sight of him. I called again, no reply. Who knows where he is right now? Probably hanging out with one of his sluts. The thought of that upsets my stomach. A text notification pops up on my screen.
FROM CHLOE; AT THOMAS. DUDE’S BEEN PLAYING XBOX WITH SOME NERDY KID. WANNA COME OVER? I’M BORED AS HELL.
I chuckle and look at the top of my phone to check the time. It’s almost nightfall. It’s past 6:pm.
FROM CHLOE; OR JUST TEXT ME YOUR ADDRESS AND I’LL COME OVER. I ALSO WANNA KNOW WERE YOU LIVE.
TO CHLOE; OKAY. I’M TEXTING MY ADDRESS THEN.
I text Chloe my address and glance at Judah’s window for the last time. I hate that I miss him.
…..
” Wow. Okay, I’m jealous of your apartment right now.” Chloe says as she giggles.
” Thanks.”
I’m not used to having friends around. The last time I had a friend come visit me was Summer and Bree.
” You wanna have something?”
” I’m cool with whatever thing you offer.” I smile at her and hook my arms around hers as I drag her to my kitchen.
” We can just make something together. Pancakes?” I ask as I open the cabinet.
” Pancakes.”
I bring out the ingredients and sit them on the counter.
” Is Thomas aware you’re at my place?”
” Yeah. I told him I was coming over. Boys are boring sometimes with their endless video games.” She shrugs and I smile in confirmation.
” You might be right. And the nerdy kid?” I raise my brows at her and break an egg on an empty bowl. She assists me with the eggs too.
” No, Serena. I don’t like nerds?”
” Why not? Bad boys hurt and you know it.”
” Still, that’s were the fun lies.” She smiles and giggles.
” Yeah, yeah. I get it.”
” How did you know Diana by the way? You said Thomas was only your only friend?”
She sighs. ” Yeah. We’re not really that close but she’s nice. She owns the sorority house and she made sure I joined too. She’s cool.”
” Yeah. Better than her sick head brother.”
Chloe nods and help me mix the ingredients together.
” So your neighbor?” Chloe smirks and I blush.
” He lives next door. Not sure if he’s around.” I say.
” Yeah. It’s obvious my badluck followed me here, yet again.” Chloe says and I laugh.
” Oh my God, Chloe.” She chuckles and go to the sink to wash her hand.
” You’ll see him soon, he’s an assh-le sometimes.”
” assh-les are cute though.”
” Sadly.” I mutter.
…..
We sit on my couch opposite the TV and eat pancakes. Chloe likes rom-nce movies too and we kinda share same Hollywood crush. She’s crazy.
” I’m willing to use my last Dollar to meet Chris Hemsworth if I find out he’s coming to the city tomorrow.”
” You won’t.” I giggle.
” I will.”
” No way. That’s critical.” I say and we laugh.
” I love his accent.” She says.
” Every girl does. Summer would kill to have s€× with him.” I say.
” She would kill to have s€× with anything that’s kinda hot.” Chloe says and I nod with a mouthful.
…..
I drove Chloe to her apartment when it’s nightfall. I drive back to my house and go straight to my bedroom. I need a good nap. Tomorrow is another day for college. I change my clothes to a simple nightdress without b-ra. I tie my hair up into a little bun and look toward Judah’s room window.
His light flicks on. He just walked in. I watch him remove his jacket and toss it on his couch. He pulls his dark t-shirt above his head and turns to look at me. I shamelessly look away at once. I walk away from the window and lay on my bed. My screen light up and it’s a message from Judah.
FROM JUDAH; COME OVER?
I shake my head and text him at once.
TO JUDAH; NO.
FROM JUDAH; I’M WAITING.
I gro-n and bury my face in my pillow. Oh God I don’t wanna go, same time I wanna go. Infact, I want him to k-ss me again. To touch me like I’m the most precious little thing in the world. I stare at my screen displaying ‘i’m waiting.’
What does he even want with me?
I’m not like one of his super hot sluts.
Why does he wants the friends with benefits kinda relationsh¡p with me. I mean he’s Judah, he can probably get whatever girl he wants. Without thinking twice, I stand up from my bed and slip my feet in,side my slippers as I walk out of my apartment.
I knock on Judah’s door and he opens the door. He’s shirtless again. I totally forgot I’m just wearing a red night dress and I’m braless. Thank God I wore p-nties. I walk myself in,side his house and he shuts the door, eyes not leaving my body. I breathe in through my nose and he’s making me anxious.
Why does he make me feel this way? Makes me want him desperately. I want him to touch me but I can’t tell him.
” Why are you here, Serena?” His he f-cking crazy? Why am I here?
Yeah, cute. Why am I even here? I keep my eyes on his body and I hold back the urge to run my hand on his body.
” You wanted me over.” I tell him and look into his eyes.
” I love your dress.”
I feel uncomfortable under Judah’s sed-ctive eyes. His eyes makes me w-t and he knows that. His looks makes me feel unclad. Judah leans closer and we’re breathing the same air. His right hand tucks my hair behind my ear as he gently presses me against his wall. I shudder.
” Wanna try something?” He smirks at me and bites his bottom lip.
I swallow and don’t say a word.
” I want you Serena.” Judah whispers and k-sses my bare neck. I breathe out a soft mo-n.
He wraps one arm around my wa-ist and k-sses my shoulder blade. And then he k-sses my neck again down my shoulder to the strap of my night dress. I thought I don’t want this. But with Judah around, I barely can think. I try to remind myself that he’s bad news, but when his hand slowly slide under my night dress I lost it. I shut my eyes and let him do to me whatever he wants.
” I badly wanna f-ck you till you can’t do without me. I wanna k-ss till you won’t feel your l-ips…” he carress my thighs and grabs my butt.
” And make you c-m for me over and over again.” He whispers against the skin of my neck. I mo-n.
He stops his gentle assault and stares at me. I missed his hand on my body already. His eyes is filled with lust and want. With both his hands on either side of my head , he smirks at my almost unclad self, clad in my red flimsy night dress.
” What should I do to you , candy?” His voice is low , quiet , mesmerizing, but yet soothing. How can he make me feel this way? I’ve never felt like this before.
” What do you want , Candy?” He whispers against my neck.
With every words he speaks , i badly want him. But can I keep him? Can I keep Judah?
” I want you to say it…” he says.
” I want you.” I breathe out.
He smirks.” I’m just gonna ruin you, baby. I’m not good for your health, Serena. Now I’m asking again, what do you want?”
I bite my lip and look at this inked man that towers above me. I’m still wondering what attracted me to him so badly. Was it his piercings or his flirty behavior? Or maybe it was his piercing green eyes that holds more than just lust. I’m still wondering.
Without thinking twice, i voiced it.
” I want you to ruin me.”
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