Sin episode 55 – finale
SIN
( A REASON TO DIE)
NOEL INNOCENT
NOT EDITED, EXPECT ERRORS
CHAPTER FIFTY FIVE: GONE FOR GOOD
Lily remain seated next to Lord Mammon while the physician check his body ” you need not worry milady, he is alive but then, he keep getting constantly drain he will die ”
” Drain?”
” Yes milady ” Vince mumble” his life source has decreased incredibly bad, do you know the cause of it ”
Shaking my head I lie ” No, but if they is a certain person causing this then ”
” He or she needs to leave, that person needs to leave for Lord Mammon to survive”
” Lily” hearing that voice I turn around and stare at baron, he look so weak, pained and angry ” look what you caused ”
” I didn’t mean to” shaking my head, standing up, tears blind my vision ” I didn’t know it will get this serious, I had no idea it will ”
” Do you love milord ”
” Of course I do ”
” Then please leave, leave and never return milady, please” baron fall to his knees ” for the sake of Lord Mammon, please go away ”
” Baron “‘
” I beg you milady, I beg you ”
Nodding my head I run to my chambers, tears keep flowing from my eyes but I couldn’t leave with writing something down for mammon, pulling out a chair
I wrote down my past life, what and what happened to me and why he shouldn’t find me, leaving that on the table, I move to the servant quarters and speak with all of them, past few months I haven’t visited here for awhile
” You’re leaving” I nod ” you never got married to lord Mammon”
I smile ” the gods are against” tears drop from my eyes ” the gods don’t want me to be happy ”
” Lily ”
” I don’t know why I have to pass through all these head chief ” crying I quickly shake my head ” I must hurry and leave ”
” What’s happening”
” I will come back, just need to see you before leaving” moving out of the palace, I kept running dar away, hoping Lord Mammon will get better soon, I hate to say this but not all love story has a happy ending
Maybe mine was meant to be different, should I reincarnate again? Will my fate be different? Will anyone love me just like how mammon did?
Should I go to the past when we just met, I will pass through all these pains again but then I will be happy for another seventeen years
It just happened that tomorrow is my eighteen birthday.
Lord Mammon open his eyes slowly, his head feels so light and the sound coming from the window made him smile ” Vince ”
” Milord?”
” How long have I been in here “sitting up I stretch, feeling strong all of a sudden which is strange because these weeks I have been weak
” A month milord ” he mumble” you needed a month to heal completely”
” Where is lily ”
” Forgive me milord ” baron step in and bow down” I ask her to leave, that way you will remain living ”
” Are you nuts, where is lily ”
” Milord!” Baron growl ” can you stop thinking about yourself alone, the kingdom is having a battle in three days, you have citizens to protect, their lives is in your hands ” he look so angry ” just know that if you are to die now, you will cause thousands of people death”
” Baron ”
” You are my king and best friend, I forbid you from dying ” he growl ” you will stay alive even if you disagree” I watch him leave and I stand to my feet, the need to check my chambers if it’s true is not dying
I fasten my steps to my chamber, ignoring my queen who seem happy am back alive, entering the chamber I shut the door
It’s empty, the room is missing her, lily is out of my life for good but why? Why couldn’t I make it work….why am I passing through this much pain….Lucifer got what he wanted so why can’t i
My eyes move to the papers on the table, opening it I sit down and read carefully
( If you’re reading this it only means am gone but then I just don’t want to leave without telling you my story, I was a Ill child, my father made a deal with the gods to keep me alive so they made me into a death spirit, one that is bound to be alone but my human side keep falling in love and causing harm, I have killed people milord, so many people I love but you’re different, no I can’t watch you die because of me, I rather stay away than see that
Please do not say they is a reason to die, they is no reason to die for someone like me, I deserve all what is happening, I know it might be hurting but I decided to go back to the past, where I was twelve when I met you, how you stared at me with annoyance. Who would have thought this painful day will come.
Please take care of yourself and do not try finding me, am long gone from this country, starting afresh will be the best for the both of us…..nobody ever said two people in love should be together always, I just went for a vacation, a long one and I hope to see you soon.
Always remember I love you milord, your silly lily will forever cherish you so please behave.) Laughing I had no idea when tears drop from my eyes, I remember telling lily I don’t cry but I do now.
It won’t stop flowing, the tears won’t ” lily ” mumbling her name I fall to the floor, I had no idea what to do with my life now ” why!!! Why is this happening” crying I clench my fist ” why can’t I be happy, what has lily and I done to deserve this!” Receiving no reply I just lay down and close my eyes
I suppose not all lovers end up together, even being the sin of greed, she still left me,she left me.
EPILOGUE: ONE YEAR LATER
Lilly carefully chop the onions, she has recently learned how to cook properly and Edward thought her all these ” that’s a great meal lily ” hearing his voice from the living room, I smile.
” It will definitely take ten more minutes”
” I will be waiting”
Serving Edward his meal, i watch him eat, for a year now i have deny myself from eating, no it won’t kill me but it’s a punishment I decided to place myself in, I have caused so many people death, I have killed a lot, ruin a lot of lives….so losing weight and refusing eating won’t harm
” You still plan to starve yourself”
” Yes Edward”
” I keep asking why but you also shut me down and later cry at night ”
” Is nothing”
” I don’t know if it’s because you wish to die or lose weight but it’s not working, you still look perfectly fine ”
” I do know that ” of course, death spirit don’t eat so I won’t be losing weight but my human side is causing a really painful stomach ache ” I will step out for awhile” Edward nod and I proceed in leaving
A year ago he saved me from the forest, saying I lost consciousness and since then, he has been taking care of me
Moving close to the river side, I sit gently, place my leg in the water and close my eyes, whenever I do, all I see is mammon, his white long hair, perfectly shaped l-ips, blue eyes
He is perfect, his love was perfect and I tried killing him, tears fall from my eyes, even after a year I still can’t forget him and it hurts so badly.
But it seem he has moved on, successfully win a battle, his kingdom has grown even more ” it’s perfect” smiling I open my eyes then stand to my feet, things are meant to be this way, I should return back
••••••••••
Many times lily went back to the palace and stare at Lord Mammon, how he eat, run the palace but what break her heart most was when he cried, he always lay on his bed at night, look at the ceiling and tears roll down.
Is this what the gods design for them? Maybe this was karma but then why is mammon passing through it.
For the first time in my life, I regretted reincarnating, if only I knew things will end up this way.
I won’t have done this grave SIN, FOR IT IS A SIN TO PERFORM THE ART OF REINCARNATION.
THE END.
I Know it’s a sad ending but then it was a nice journey.