Stella’s diary episode 42

🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖)🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚
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Chapter 42
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🌺 Stella’s pov 💛

I was in my room just sobbing, I really don’t know how I’m feeling I got separated from my dream school, got insulted, and now I’m all alone, all because of Jeremy, if only I knew, I could had stayed away from him and avoided this.

My dream of becoming a famous musician can never come to past any more, cause all my opportunities has clearly been cut off, all my hopes of having a brighter tomorrow gone already.
I lost my best friend Olivia, the only true friend I’ve ever had. I lost all connections with Miss Natalie, like where I’m I gonna start from, will I go back to working full time in the library, or just live a miserable life.

I was still deep in thoughts when I heard a knock on our outer door, well we haven’t really moved out yet, still preparing. I’m very sure the person has been knocking for the past 12 minutes, but intentionally I ignored, but the person isn’t really giving up, so I have to answer.

I quickly rushed into the bathroom to wash my face, so no one would know I’ve been crying.

I walked to the door cracking it open, I was expecting to meet ma’am Karen, I mean mum, cause she comes around by this time, although she would be moving in with us soon, she’s still trying to sort out some things in her former house.

But surprisingly it was Olivia at the door, I was really happy to see her that I burst into tears of no control, I seriously thought I’ve lost her forever.

“Hey stop crying everything will be fine, trust me” she said assuring me as I ushered her in.

” Come on cheer up Stelly” she said as she sat on the sofa.

“I’m trying, but it’s just so difficult for me” I replied

” I know Stella, you just have to try. Look, Jeremy mum is just after her own selfish needs, please don’t blame him, I think he really likes you” she said

” No, I’m in this mess because of him, I could have just stayed away from him when it was earlier” I replied

” I guess it was meant to be so” she replied

“Stella, all these happening is not Jeremy’s fault, it’s his mum, she doesn’t want to see him with you, because Amaya is interested in him, and Amaya happens to be the president daughter” she said

” And how I’m I involved in that? ” I asked

” She probably discovered that Jeremy was developing feelings for you, then she decided to separate you guys” she said

” She even asked me to leave Netherlands, when Jeremy came in yelling at her, she decided to expell me” I explained

” Jeremy yelled at his mum? ” She asked bewildered

” That doesn’t matter, I guess my name is all over the notice board in school that I’ve been expelled” I said

” I’m afraid so” she replied sadly

“So what did she say I committed” I asked

“Well she said you broke one of the school top 5 important rule” she said

” So what rule was it exactly? ” I asked

” She didn’t mention, probably she’s still trying to back up her lies” Olivia replied

” Stella, I’m sorry, I’m trying my best to get you back into the school through my Dad, but the truth is that she has already brainwashed my dad too, I tried talking to my dad, but he yelled at me for the first time insisting I was the one who made him sign a scholarsh¡p form for you” she said sadly

” Oh no, I’m really sorry Olivia, you shouldn’t have done that, you’ve tried for me enough” I replied

” That doesn’t even matter to me, it only pains me that, all my efforts to get you back in are all in vain” she said

” It’s okay Olivia, I don’t want to even go back, it’s all in vain, everyone I know would look down on me now, so it’s actually a waste of time and most importantly, I don’t want to be close to Jeremy, who knows what she will do if she finds out. She called me parentless” I replied

” Wow! I Never knew she was that way, although I knew she was all bossy and annoying, never for once knew she’s that way” Olivia replied
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🧀 Evening..

“Hey Stella you haven’t came out of your room since” I heard Jason say from outside my room, seemed he was coming to my room, glad I locked it from within after Olivia left.

“Stella, are you in there?” He asked after trying to open the door but it was locked

“I know you’re in, cause a neighbor saw you coming in, and your bag is in the living room” he replied but still got no reply from me

” Stella!!” He called banging the door hærdly

“Stella mum is here to see you” he said

“Go away, I don’t want to talk to anyone” I said

” Really? ” He said but I ignored him

” You leave me no choice than to break the door” he said

“Don’t you dar…….. ” I haven’t even complete my statement when he pushed the door open with his wh0le body, totally destroying it

“Have you gone insane?” I asked as e stepped in,side

” No, should be asking you if you wanna go insane, by locking yourself up for no reason” he replied..

” Well, you can see the door is open, I’m no longer locked in , you can leave now” I said looking out the window.

” Stella what’s wrong with you? Did anyone hurt you?” He asked

“It doesn’t matter” I replied

” Fine mum wants to talk to you” he said walking out.

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” Sweetie… Are you okay? “Ma’am Karen, I mean mum asked softly as she walked in. I guess I’m not use to calling her mum yet, you won’t blame me.

“Stella?” She called when she noticed I wasn’t answering. She came to sit beside where I was laying on the bed.

“Stella, I know what happened” she said

“You do?” I finally replied with tears in my eyes.

” Yes” she replied sadly

“Does Jason knows?” I asked

“No, I haven’t told him yet. Don’t mind his aggressive behavior, okay. He just doesn’t have patience” she said

” You’re right about that, how did you even know about it? ” I asked anxiously

” Well, I walk in the school and it was announced, pasted on the notice board and people were talking about it” she said

” I didn’t even do anything” I said bursting into tears.

” I believe you Stella, Jeremy and his mum had an argument publicly over this issue, and he said something of such” she said.

” But that doesn’t reverse everything, my name has been destroyed already” I said still crying

” Stop the tears sweetie, and stop talking that way, it only shows your purpose isn’t meant to be fulfilled in that school” she said.

” Why not? Rock n Roll is the best music college in the wh0le of this continent and the second best in the world, tell me why my purpose isn’t meant to be fulfilled there” I said still pissed about everything.

” That’s what you don’t understand, not all Stars you see out there today started from the best institution or college, they all strived and went through hærd times like you. That’s why you hærdly hear of their story, you only hear of how they became famous. If you think that way, you wouldn’t even be laying here in your own tears” she said and I sat up to look at her, cause I was seeing some sense in what she was saying.

“But……”

“No buts sweetie, now give me a smile” she said and I forced a fake one.

” I mean a real one” she said but I still gave a fake one

“Really?” She said and moved closer to me to wipe my tears and then unknowingly tickled me. Jeez! I had no choice than to laugh hærd.

“That’s it” she said finally stopping after so much pleading

“Now smile” she said and I did and we gave ourselves a hug.

I was kinda happy, cause for the first time someone is here to console us. Even when my dad was here, I never had anyone on my side, it was still like I had no parent, but now it all seems different.

“Now, I’m going to complete dinner” she said standing up

” I’ll come with you” I replied

” You don’t have to bother dear, just sit and relax. Jason bought a small TV that we’ll use for the remaining days, he said he sold the last one” she said chuckling and I also did finding it funny, although I was angry when he did it.

“You can relax with the TV, okay?” She said

“No, I insist. Let’s make dinner together, then we’ll all settle down to eat with the TV” I said

” Okay dear, if that will make you happy” she said smiling and I nodded returning the smile.

We walked to the sitting room towards the kitchen when Jason stopped.

“Oh, the baby finally came out” Jason said in sarcasm and I rolled my eyes at him.

” Stop it Jason, she’s your little sister, you’re meant to pet her when you notice she isn’t herself” mum said

” Well I was trying, but she didn’t even want to open the door, I had to break it open ” he said

” Whatever, a guy is here to see you” he said

” A guy, who is he? ” I asked

” Don’t know, he said he really wants to see you ” he replied..

” I’m not seeing anyone” I said

“Common Stella, don’t talk like that, you have to let loose. If you’re in one position, insisting you went talk to anyone, you’ll just feel less better” she said

” What’s going on? Well you guys must tell me about it later” Jason said and I chuckled.

” You see, I made her laugh” Jason said like he won a lottery

” I wasn’t laughing because of you” I said

” Whatever, I Know it was me, but just answer the guy out there” he said

” Fine I’m going” I said heading towards the door.

” Wait Stella”Jason called

” What now?” I asked

“My eyes are on you both, don’t do anything funny” he said and I hissed walking out.

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I knew it will be Jeremy, I’m taking a risk doing this, well I’m only going to telling him to leave me for good.

I walked to the Car, well he changed car, mtcheeew, that’s what he has to do at this moment.

But surprisingly, he came out and it wasn’t Jeremy it was Smith, jeez! I kinda felt disappointed, well it seems Jeremy doesn’t Care. Well, good girl both of us.

“What do you want Smith?” I asked as he approached me.

“Stella I heard what happened” he said gently.

“And you’re here to mock me, aren’t you?” I said

“No Stella, listen to me, I care about you, forget about the past, just try to accept my apologies and see the good in me” he said

” Alexa sent you again right? Or this time, Alexa and Amaya” I said rolling my eyes

” No Stella just listen to me” he said

” I’m sorry Smith, I can’t, all the friends I seemed to make were all fake. First Alexa, she apologized like this before doing her worst, then you, you even came as a new friend, but you had other plans, then Amaya, she even went extra miles to fill me with heavy dose of hærd drugs, I could have gone mad, or probably died if it wasn’t for Olivia, how do you expect me to trust again” I said in tears and he couldn’t say anything.

” Yh, now please leave my house and my life” I said walking away but he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a hug. I struggled to release myself from him but it was all in vain. So I had no choice than to relax crying
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TBC ❤️❤️❤️❤️💞❤️❤️💞💞💞💞❤️