🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖)🎶
Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚
❣️ Stella’s pov 🌼
Well, I woke up feeling new, cause my life changed entirely within a day. It’s still like a dream to me, I’m totally innocent, but guess the less influencing has no say in this world, and that’s what give me the determination not to give up.
Well it was a struggle with Smith last night, but he finally left when I screamed, I’m glad he got I wasn’t interested in a conversation with him, I mean, what makes him think I’ll go back to being his friend considering what he did to me, I’ve learned not to trust people.
Well Jeremy didn’t show, I do feel bad, but I’m glad he’s outta the picture, I think the next thing here is starting my life afresh.
Everyone had gone out for work, Jason had started working already,and that’s why we’re making plans for moving in already, by the end of the week we should be done moving. While mum went to work as a cleaner in school, I and Jason really tried to stop her from working there but she literally refused, but we’ll get to that soon. Jason eventually found out I got expelled and he was supportive with his reaction which got me relived more.
For the first time, I decided to relieve myself of the stress, took a long bath, treat myself with breakfast and the ice cream Jason bought yesterday and then relax with the TV Jason finally replaced.
I got really lost watching TV, I was watching different reality show and I found myself dozing off on the couch.
I woke up and it was already 1pm, jeez! I sleep for 3 straight hours.
Decided to stroll around outside for a stretch when I heard a knock. Wasn’t expecting anyone but decided to check anyway.
I opened the door without checking or asking who it was. Surprisingly I saw a guy with a familiar figure but he was putting a face Cap and dark shades.
We stood there staring at each other even though I couldn’t see his eyes but I still have a strong feeling it was someone I know so much.
“Please let me in” he said… Jeez!! It’s Jeremy
” Jeremy? ” I called in form of a question. He first look around before taking the shades off.
“Stella please let me in” he pleaded
“No, you really want to get me into more trouble, don’t you? ” I said
” No Stella, please I wouldn’t get you into any trouble, I came here without my car and I’m putting on all this so no one would recognize me” he said
” Well I don’t want you anywhere near me, your mum said I should stay s million miles away from you, and here you are” I said
” Stella would you at least let me in first” he said
“No” I replied but he didn’t listen he found his way in by dragging away from the entrance, coming in and closing the door behind him.
“What the hell are you doing, I said don’t come in, don’t you know you’re intruding?” I said
” Stella please I’m sorry, let’s talk like the mature people we are” he said
“Jeremy seriously, if anything happens to me after you leave, I don’t think I’ll ever forgive you” I said
” That’s why I’m here Stella, to plead forgiveness for me and my mum” he said
” You don’t have to” I replied
” Stella I know I contributed to all this happening, but please give me a chance, I promise I’ll do anything” he said
” You’ll do anything right? ” He said
” I promise” he replied
” Stella, that’s the only thing I can’t do, please” he said
” Why!?” I asked
” Because I have feelings for you” he said and I couldn’t reply, I mean this is the second time he’s saying this, it still sounds unbelievable to me.
“I just didn’t know what it is, but I can’t do without you on my side Stella, when my mum did that to you, I couldn’t help the tear that fell, you’re a part that made me happy and even laugh, what I never thought I’ll do willingly, meeting you opened a whole new chapter of my life, it’s only sad you want me to stay away from you now” he said
” I…. I don….. ” I was trying to say but he cut me in moving close to me holding both my hands.
“I promise Stella, I’ll do anything, Even quitting music for you” he said
” No no, you shouldn’t do that, you singing make a lot of people happy including me. Jeremy the truth is that, I really don’t want to stay away, but it’s your mum, she’s making my life a living hell, she totally cut off my dream in one day” I said with tears and he lifted up his hands to wipe my tears.
“I know why my mum is acting that way, it’s because of Amaya” he said
” Amaya likes you, don’t she? ” I asked
“Well I don’t really care about that” he replied
” Well just try to make her happy and do as she wishes” I said
” What’s the essence of making her happy while I’m not” he said.
” She’s your mum, and remember you once told me you’ll do anything to make her happy” I said
” Well I’ll do anything that will make her happy, if she isn’t selfish” he replied.
” But I think you should try to like Amaya, for your mum’s sake. I won’t blame her, she got only you, you should try to do the best for her” I said
” So? ” He said
” I think you should try to accept Amaya” I said and he chuckled
” I know you were driving at that, so tell me Stella, would you like that? ” He asked and I looked away trying to stand up from the couch but he held me back.
“No Stella, if you’re okay with that I won’t mind at all” he said
” Well that’s not what I was saying, I’m only saying you should try to make your mum happy” I replied
” But you just said I should try my best to like Amaya” he replied
” I didn’t know when I said that” I replied
” Well, never mind that. Stella, I have feelings for you and I know you feel that” he said and I looked away
” Well it’s just too hard for me to believe that” I replied
” I know it is. But I’m also a victim here. I think I have a plan” he said
” What plan? ” I asked paying more attention to what he was saying
” Since Amaya is the reason for all this, why don’t I just go talk to her, then my mum” he replied
” Well, do you think that’s gonna work? ” I asked
” I really don’t know until we try” he said
” Okay, I go with that” I said
” Cool, shall we”he asked
” You didn’t say I’m coming along” I replied quite scared
” You have to Stella, that’s the best way” he said
“Okay. I hope it won’t reverse the plan” I said
” Trust me Stella, you’re with me” he said
” I believe you Jeremy. I just have to change my clothes” I replied
“That’s okay by me, just don’t take the whole day” he said
I hope what I’m going to do won’t cost more trouble than I bargained for…
🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖)🎶
Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚
🏵️ Stella’s pov 💎
I was seated in Jeremy’s car, cause we were parked in front of Amaya’s cabin house. It seems she stays here on her own, maybe when she wants to have a alone time. Well I don’t blame her, she’s the presidential daughter, it’s not that easy being in such position, it really involves so much responsibilities.
Jeremy went in probably to put a call to her, I hope he’s not gonna take much time. Just as I was still in my thoughts, he came out, seems he was alone, probably she’s not in.
He came to my side to open the door for me while I stepped down.
“What about Amaya?” I asked anxiously
“Uhmm.. she’s in” he replied
“But you’re not out with her” I replied
” Well she said you should come in” he said
” Really? Does she know I’m the one? ” I asked
“Not really, I only told her that someone and I really wants to see her and she said you could come in” he replied and I felt discouraged.
” She’s definitely gonna freak out, once she finds out I’m the one” I said feeling discouraged.
” Don’t worry Stelly, I’m right beside you” he said and I hit him on his arm smiling.
” Jeez!!! Why did you do that?” He asked
“Only Olivia is allowed to call me that” I replied and he laughed
” Well, it didn’t even hurt” he replied and I rolled my eyes.
” Common, let’s go in” he said and we both walked in to the compound till we reached the door of the cabin.
“Okay I repeat Stelly, don’t be scared remember someone is right beside you” he said and I just laughed.
I know he called me that on purpose. But just too make things feel better.
He put a knock on the door and Amaya offered us in from inside.
Immediately our eyes met? Gosh! I could see the hate she used to look at me. Scanning me from head to toe.
“Jeremy, why the hell did you bring her here? This isn’t our agreement” she said
” I don’t think so, I said someone is here to see you, but you didn’t ask who it was, and she’s the someone” he replied.
” So what is she doing here?” She asked with her arms folded.
” To apologise for trying to steal my Jeremy away from me?” She added
” She won’t apologise on anything, most especially that, cause I’m not yours. And obviously the only person that owes someone an apology here Amaya is you. You owe Stella a lot of apologies” he replied.
” What did I even do to her” she said rolling her eyes angrily at me
“Should I mention you befriending her for your selfish reasons, or you almost trying to kill her with hard drugs, you encouraging my mum to expell her, so many more. Look Amaya let’s not even go there” Jeremy replied and I guess she was shocked. I can’t believe she’s behind my expulsion. Here I am thinking it was Alexa.
“But Jeremy, I did all those because of you, because of how much I love you” she said almost in tears trying to touch him but he moved away.
“if you truly love me like you claim, you won’t try to hurt the things I love” he replied
” Jeremy I don’t understand, don’t tell me you’re having feelings for this” she said pointing at me with disregards.
” You shouldn’t address her that way, it’s wrong” he said
” Jeremy why are you doing this to me?” She said in tears.
“What? I really don’t understand what you’re talking about? I did nothing to you” He replied
” Tell me, is it a crime to love someone?” She asked still in tears and I must admit, I felt really awful for her.
Jeremy walked to her and wipe her tears handing his hanky over to her.
“Amaya, I love you. But as friends should be. Look if eventually I let something happen between us, things are not gonna go right. You’re just going to hate me. I don’t think you want that” Jeremy said and she shook her head.
” We were friends, I knew you always wanted to deal with clothing and modeling, but suddenly I found you in rock and roll. It was a surprise to me. And I’m 101% sure you don’t have an interest in it” he said to her
” You’re right about that, I just couldn’t let go. I wanted to be everywhere around you. Since I was 16 I always had a crush on when I see you on set, but you only termed it in friend zone, and it really hurt me to know that” she replied
” Look Amaya, I understand every single word. I promise you, you’ll find someone better. And I’ll always be supportive in whatever you do. I’ve been finding the right time to tell you this, but I guess it’s now. See Amaya, don’t give up on your dreams as a fashionista and a model, you suit it okay. I promise I’m 100 times behind you, trust me. You’re gonna go places in that aspect” Jeremy said
” Thanks alot Jeremy, I’m so happy to hear you speak to me like this, I mean we’ve never really talked to each other fluent like this, it’s always me doing another annoying stuff, or getting on your nerves. I never realized talking to you without being up to something mischievous would yield such good results. You’re right, my real dream is to be a model, I’m just in Rock and roll based on selfishness, thanks alot Jeremy” she said and they hugged for a while.
” And I’m sorry for what I did Jeremy” she said.
“You really didn’t do anything awful” he replied.
” No, you’ve forgotten so soon. I drugged you with strong and over dose of sedative but your mum came to your rescue” she explained and he chuckled cutely, I couldn’t help but smile.
” Well, I really don’t want to remember that, I was so embarrassed” he laughed
” I’m glad you find it funny now” she said smiling.
“Stella” she called calmly surprisingly me
“Huh?” I replied with a smile
“I owe you the most of my apologies. For all I put you through. It’s just so sad realizing how much I’ve been a monster to you. Because of my bad behavior, I lost my true friendship with you and Olivia. Well the truth is that the first time I met you, I was really fascinated with your talent, so I really wanted to be close to you, well I guess jealousy overwhelmed me” she said
” It’s no problem Amaya, it’s all in the past and should be forgotten” I said still smiling.
” Well the thing is that, Alexa is not really a true friend to me. I lost you and Olivia. Well I’m not begging to be you guys friends again, but I just want you both to forgive me, it will never repeat itself. Please help me talk to Olivia, she really likes you which gives me hope that she might hear you out ” she said.
And something in my heart told me that this time she really meant what she was saying.
“I forgive you Amaya, and I promise you I’ll talk to Olivia, okay? ” I said
” Thanks alot Stella, I love you Soo much” she said stretching her hands for a hug which I accepted immediately.
” Enough girls, so now that things has been resolved, can we all go for ice cream” Jeremy asked and we both cheered happily.
We all walked out of the cabin heading to Jeremy’s car. Well for the first time, I feel quite relived.
Do you think Amaya’s apologies are genuine?