The Blue Love Story

The blue love story batch 19

The blue love story
Episode 37 : HALF DEAD HALF ALIVE
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JAJA’s Point Of View
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“Wake me up, sweetie..”
I quickly got up and get out of the room
where I was admitted because I fainted
out. I need to see Ben now. Momsh was
about to enter my room when she saw me
emerged from it.
“Darling, where are you going? Are you
okay now?”
I hug Momsh that made her surprised.
“Momsh, I had dreamt of Ben. He’s alive.”
Dad approach us when he saw us. “Are you
okay now, Jaja? You fainted out yesterday.”
Yesterday? Just how long did I sleep?
“Dad, how is Ben?” I asked hopefully.
Dad smiled a little. “I don’t know if he’s
okay. He’s still on the fatal situation.”
“What do you mean, Dad?”
“He’s in a comatose state, Jaja.”
That’s it. Ben showed on my dream to say
that I need to wake him up. Ben really
don’t want to go. He want to be with me.
He wants to wake up.
“Dad, where is he? Can we visit him?”
“Of course. Let’s go.”
Dad lead the way. I wear a robe and a face
mask required for visiting a patient who
has undergone on an operation. I entered
the room alone, Dad and Momsh was left
outside.
I walk near to Ben, slowly, as I stare at him.
I feel pain just by seeing him like this. He’s
half alive and half dead, the worst idea
here is only the machine that keeps him
breathing.
I sighed and sit on the stool beside his bed.
He just looks sleeping with a bandage on
his head and with a tube on his mouth. I
feel the heat in my eyes, tears wants to go
out, but I stop it. I shouldn’t be weak now
that Ben needs me to be strong.
I hold his hand and let it touch my cheek. I
look at him, watching him breathe.
“Hi, heart. They say those who are in a
comatose state can still hear everything
around them. I know you can hear me. You
look ugly with that bandage on your head.
I hate to see you sleeping here on a
hospital bed. I hate the sound of the life
machine. I hate the smell of the hospital.
Now, wake up and let’s get out of here. I
more likely to to lie down beside you on
our bed. I like to hear you snore than the
beeps of this machine. I like to sniff your
hair than the odor of this hospital. Ben,
wake up. You want me to wake you up. I’m
here to wake you up.”
My tears fell down when I couldn’t hold it
anymore.
“Ben, I miss your smile, your laugh, your
hug, your k-ss, your voice. I miss you. Come
back to me please. I can accept if you
forget about me, just be alive. Be alive and
I’ll be okay.”
I closed my eyes and wiped my tears. I let
my face close to his ear.
“I love you, sweetie. Fight and live for
everyone who loves you. Jaja is waiting for
you. Wake up for your Jaja.”
I removed my face mask to k-ss him on his
l-ips. I stared at him for a moment until I
decided to get out. I couldn’t see him like
this any longer.
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IT’S BEEN two days since Ben was in a
comatose state. There’s a good changes
happening to him as the Doctor said and
we are hoping that one of these days, he’ll
wake up. But they couldn’t assure to us
that he’s 100% okay if he wake up. There
are possibilities problems that he’ll
encounter like pain in his head, difficulty to
talk, to move his body, or to remember.
My heart jump when my phone rings. It
was Dad.
“Jaja, come here. Ben is awake!” Dad said in
an excited tone.
“Thank you, Dad. I’ll be right there.”
Oh my God! Thank you very much, God! I
quickly cleaned myself and hop in my car.
“Jaja, where are you going?” Momsh asked.
She walk towards the car.
“Momsh, Ben is awake!” I said. Happiness
filled my heart.
“Really? Oh God, thank you! Wait, I’ll come
with you.” Momsh quickly hop in my car.
She became close to Ben.
“Wear your seatbelt, Momsh.” I smiled as
Momsh did what I said.
“Be a car racer, darling.”
I drive my car as fast as I can just to be on
the hospital quick. After five minutes of
driving, we approached the hospital. After I
parked the car, me and Momsh run towards
the elevator and enter the floor level of
where Ben at.
We saw Dad outside the door of Ben’s
room.
“He woke up earlier but he was injected
with a sedatives because he’s freaking out.
Now he’s calm when he woke up again.”
We entered the room. The doctor is
checking him. I saw Ginny, Ben’s Mum, and
Olga standing on the right side of Ben’s
bed.
“He’s okay. He just freaked out earlier
because he can’t remember anything. Even
his name. Please don’t stress the patient, it
may lead him confusions. The surgery still
affects his thinking so expect for him to
have a difficulty to anything. I’ll leave you
for a while and I’ll be back later to check
him up again.”
The doctor leaved after he said those
words. The three ladies circled Ben.
“Mum, what happened to me? Why am I
here?” Ben asked. He don’t remember what
happened.
“What are you doing here, Olga?” Ben
asked.
“I’m visiting you, dear. I’m concern about
you that’s why I came here.”
“I don’t need your concern. You leaved me
before so don’t act like you’re still care for
me.”
Ben remember Olga. But he don’t
remember what happened. I gulped. Ben
tilt his head to look at us, his sight was
blocked by Olga.
“Get out of there, Olga.” He is still rude.
Olga walk and stand beside Vina and Ginny.
Her face is color red.
“You.”
I look at Ben. He’s staring at me. I can see
that he’s trying to remember me the way
he look at me. My heart beats fast. I don’t
like the way he look at me.
“You look familiar. Do I know you?” he
asked.
Stunned. All of them, Vina, Ginny, Dad, and Momsh are looking at me, surprised can be
seen on their face. It was just Olga who’s Smirking.
“You don’t remember me,” I said.
“I don’t. Who are you?” he asked.
Episode 38 : OUR BLUE LOVE STORY
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JAJA’s Point Of View
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As I got out from the room, I burst in tears.
My heart is in pain and it feels like someone
is squeezing it from in,side. I thought I had
prepared for it, the scene that Ben couldn’t
remember me. But I was disappointed and
hurt.
Momsh hug me, trying to sooth me. “He’ll
remember you. Do not lose hope. He’s alive
and there’s a chance that he’s gonna regain
his memory again. Just wait, darling. Don’t
break down like this.”
“Momsh, I thought I can accept it. But no!
It’s hurt like hell. He remembered everyone
but he forgot me. It’s so unfair! He
remembered Olga and he forgot me. I
thought I can get through it easily but God!
It’s hærd!”
“Hush now, darling. Where’s the Jaja who
was ready to make Ben remember her in
case he forgot about her? Where’s the
brave Jaja who can face every problem and
do not breaks down?”
I cry the pain I am feeling right now. Being
forgotten by your lover hurts like f*cking
hell even they are assuring to me that a
patient who suffers from retrograde
amnesia will soon regain his previous
memory.
“If you want to be remembered by Ben,
help him remember you. If he couldn’t
remember you, then make a new memory
for the both of you,” Momsh said. “Besides,
Olga is here. Don’t let her take away Ben
from you.”
I sighed. Momsh is right. I should help Ben
remember me. I shouldn’t be breaking
down here outside while Olga is taking the
opportunity to get Ben’s trust again.
I stand up and fixed myself. “I’ll make him
remember me.”
I opened the door and come in. Olga is
trying to touch Ben’s face but Ben is
moving back. Good thing that he didn’t
forgot Olga’s sin.
“Stay away from him,” I command. Both
Olga and Ben look at me.
“Let’s go outside. They need to talk
privately,” Dad said and lead the others to
get out.
Dad, Aunti Fely, Ginny, and Vina joined
Momsh outside the room. It was only the
three of us who was left in,side.
“You stay away from him. He had
forgotten you because you’re not
important to him,” Olga said.
“Nah-uh! My dear, psychology says if a
person forget about someone after the
surgery was because that forgotten
someone was the last thing who was
thought by a person before losing his
conscious. Now, let me explain it. He forgot
about me because I am the last person in
his mind until he passed out.”
Olga laughed. “Too desperate. Why don’t
you just accept the fact that you’re easy to
forget.”
I also laughed. “Well, it’s okay for me to be
forgotten by him. You’re the one who’s
desperate here. You’re hoping that Ben
could forget your mistakes and start anew
with him and make him fool again. Good
thing he still remember the Olga who
cheats.”
“Olga, will you please get out?!” Ben
shouted. Olga couldn’t reject him because
he looks angry now. “Who are you, lady?”
Ben asked when Olga got out.
I look at Ben. He’s looking at me,
amusingly. Until now he don’t know who I
am because I walked out when he ask me
who am I.
“Heart, I am Jaja. Your girlfriend. It’s okay if
you forgot about me, I’ll make you
remember me.”
“My girlfriend?”
“Yes.”
“How did we meet?” Now he ask about us.
I smiled and sit on the stool beside his bed.
“We meet on the club. I was auctioned and
you competed to a bidding with your
stepbrother, Frederick. You had bought me
for $150,000.”
His eyes w¡den. “I let go that kind of
amount of money?”
“Yes. I asked you about it also because I
was curious that you had bought me. You
told me that I am one of a kind. I am the
only one who had awaken your great
desire. You don’t want to let me be on
other’s arm that’s why you had fight for
me. And that is the start of our blue love
story.”
He arched his one brow. “Blue love story?
Why it had become blue?”
I smiled again and reminisced our previous
moments. “Mm-hmm. You’ve recklessly
spent your money for buying me, and that
was called bluing. Then I became your s€×
slave and our story started in an er*t*c
situation until we developed our feelings,
that was blue.”
“s€× slave. Really? What was our
endearment then?” He looks amused.
“You call me sweetie, I call you heart.”
“Sweetheart. Nice endearment,” he said
while thinking.
My heart beats fast. He had said it before,
the ‘nice endearment’.
“You looks surprised. Did I say something
that makes you surprise?” he asked when
he notice my reaction.
“Nothing.”
“So, tell me more about our blue love
story. I want to know everything I don’t
remember.”
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I WAS ABOUT to go out from the girls
comfort room of the hospital when Vina
and Ginny entered. Ginny closed the door
and locked it.
My heart beats fast with the thought that
they’re going to kill me here. I know they
have a great grudge towards me.
“We need to talk,” Vina said.
I step back when they walk near me. Only
the three of us is here. They stopped when
they saw me stepped back.
“We came here because we want to say
sorry for everything we have done and said
to you. We admit that we hated you before
but everyone changes,” Vina said.
“Why are you saying this to me?” I asked
but I am still alert.
“If it wasn’t because of you, my brother
should be dead now. We thank you for
saving my brother,” Ginny said.
“We are sincere to everything we say. I
know it’s awkward, we hate you but we
thank you. Just go with the flow, Jaja. We
still hate you. There’s only one thing that
we both wanted to do. To see Ben recover
and regain his memory and be alright.”
I nod. “Okay. How about Olga?”
“We don’t like her either. She’s a leech who
wants to solo brother’s attention. I don’t
like you and Olga. But if brother wanted to
marry you, I have nothing to do against it.
I’ll just accept it,” Ginny said.
I smiled. “Okay.”
“This agreement would just be between
the three of us.”
“Just the three of us.” We shake hands like
we are businesswomen who had agreed to
a proposal.
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“WHAT’S WITH this screwpine layer cake?”
Ben asked when I had brought him the
cake I made.
“It was the first food that you have
requested for me to cook for you.”
“Really? How about this fried pork? I don’t
eat pork.”
I look at him, unbelievably. “You don’t eat
pork?”
“Yes. I thought you are my girlfriend, why
you don’t know that I don’t eat pork?” His eyes furrowed.
“You don’t eat pork yet it became your
favorite. You even want to eat lots of it
while I feed you this.” I dip the pork on the gravy and extend it to his mouth. “Try to
taste it. It’s delicious.”
He looks at my hand for a moment and eat the pork along my fingers. God! He have an amnesia yet he still do the things he likes to do, like s—–g my fingers.
“Hmm… Indeed, delicious. I like to eat all of it but you feed me.”
I rolled my eyes. Ben is still Ben. Even he have amnesia, he is still Ben. What am I expecting? He is still the naughty Ben that I love.
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