The pain within this prologue

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣💔
W𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟 𝔹𝕪:𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕜𝕖💋
English is not my mother’s tongue,So pardon me if you come across any error while reading this story
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Most of the times, people may feel inadequate, not enough.
They feel that they are not enough for others, which may make them feel useless like broken things. They feel that they have no utility anymore because they feel dispirited
Colour blindness is a deficiency in the way we perceive colours.
Depression is like colour blindness as people only see one side of the world and getting indulged in their own thinking.
Like colourblind people are consistently being told how colourful the world is in reality, while depressed people also are told how the world is much more than solely their thoughts.
Depression is feeling numb all the time.
This feeling may become very overpowering at times. You hold on to life as if it were the only thing which is making you go through your day.
Many of us are all too familiar with the emotion of depression, But unfortunately, too often people are unwilling to discuss it for fear of further rejection or self depreciation.
As far as we have come with the advancements in mental health, stigmas still exists when it comes to issues like depression.
People grow to feel like they are alone, and this intense feeling of isolation makes them feel as if no one will ever truly understand them.
A story about a young lady who goes by the name Audrey.
She is twenty-one years old, a young lady who was created differently from others. Everything about Audrey can’t just be compare to others. You may found her not to be elegant or beautiful, But she is a true definition of the word “cute” She is not pretty and she is not ugly. She is just an average lady,Not from rich family and never from a poor background.
Audrey should have been one of the most happiest kids on Earth but, her family problems won’t allow that to happen.
Her Mum was bestowed to her dad which wasn’t a joyful thing to him.
Her Dad has never love her Mum because, Audrey’s Mum was forced on her Dad and this brought a lot of problems to the family until they gave birth to Audrey.
Every single day is a war between her parents,Most of the time she will feel like talking to one of her parents but there is nothing called attention for Audrey,Her Mum is always a punching bag for her Dad. Every night she assisted her Mum to take care of her bruises and other wounds on her body.
She grew up with this and this made her feel so lonely most of the time.
It was after two years Audrey started her period before her Mum realized that her daughter was at the stage. The word advice from a parent to a daughter is not in Audrey’s diary.
“Friends”? Audrey doesn’t have one. “Smile?” She can’t remember the last time she did that. Audrey does every single thing by herself until she grew up.
Many questions on her mind,Many problems she wish to speak out but she doesn’t have a listening ear. She grew up with this gradually and this made her to keep everything to herself alone. She found it so difficult to express every single thing that is happening to her to anyone.
Oh sorry, I forgot I said no listening ears.Many times she got bullied in school and received so many bruises,She will be the one to treat herself alone, There isn’t any single night that Audrey won’t lock herself up in her room and cried out so bitterly without anyone consoling her.
It is a believe to her that she can never be love by anyone, Actually that is the song her Dad always sing to her. He will shout at her, calling her names,Telling her to die if possible, sometimes he will tell her to leave his house for him and so many more hurtful words which always hurt her feelings.
Her mother who suddenly got stroke became part of her problems, Getting an admission into the university made the wh0le situation turned around a bit when she met one of the most popular guy in campus…..
Let me take you all into this great story.
Title:The Pain Within💔
Written By:Abike💋