Reason to live episode 9

Reason To Live

📝Chapter Nine 9️⃣ 📝📔📝

Just as the Bible says weeping *may endure for a night but joy should come in the morning…. Never look down on anyone day because of their current situation…. Piece of* Advice ……..

🏯🕍🏯 Rayan Williams 🏯

As soon as my eyes meet with Tiwa’s eyes I was shocked. I greeted her actually and told Stephanie that I will be in my room.

So what the people can be saying that you can run away from your shallow is really really True…. Hmmm

Rayan you have f-ck up! Shit! Damn it!!!

I don’t really know how to start with the first step …. Wowwwww

Right now I’m kinda of hungry but I don’t have the appetite to eat anything…. All I can see right now is Tiwa…

One part of *me is telling me to go and explain my evil deeds and ask for forgiveness why the other part is telling me to act like a man and just act as if nothing* happened.

🕰️ FLASH BACK ⌚

On that faithful Friday evening, it was raining and me and my friends decided to go to the Club….

When we *arrived at the club, my friends ordered for enough drinks for us. While drinking, I got drunk after* drinking 5 bottles 🍾 of strong Wind.

I looked around but I couldn’t find any of my friends, I think they all left with their girlfriends.

I decided to go home since they weren’t around. On my way going home, I saw this beautiful girl.

I saw her along walking along the road side. As soon as I see her, I decided to help her with a flat which she wasn’t agreeing to.

It’s getting late and this street is bad hours like this, can’t you see. I told her.

I don’t need your help , she told me.

Since I *tried to be a gentleman but she was refusing, I call one of my bad friend, and I showed him the* location of the area I was.

I told my friend to bring two black *gloves and that he should bring sleeping pills and a drink so I can* carry on my plans.

With in a Jeff, my friend arrived and then I started my Operation.

I drove my *car in speed and I saw her almost at the end of* *the street junction. My friend got down from my car and injected her with the injection l told him to bring along* with him.

I took her to my private gang house and injected her again then she was awake and she started shouting..

We pointed *a gun at her and I gave her the drink that contained* the pills. As soon as *she drink the juice I give her, she started acting* funny.

There and *then I had s€× with her… At some time she started shouting and telling me to take it easy with her and before I knew it, blood* stink were all on her clothes and in her p-nts.

I drove her to her gate as my friend instructed . My friend was kinda familiar with her though.

Since that day, after three months, my father decided to be to be relocated.

This is my past that is always hunting me. Each time when I used to go to bed, I will see her in my dream crying profusely.

Until now that I have seen her real life in our house again…. Most times when I see her in my dream, she will always be saying:

Why did you take my V-rginity away from me…. You have now made me a laughing stock…. My name is Tiwa…. You make my world miserable…. Why why why………

That is what she can be telling me in my dreams.

🕣🕘🕦 END OF FLASHBACK 🕣🕗🕙

Though my father and my sister will be angry with me, I still have to tell this my story to them and ask Tiwa for forgiveness..

Something is telling that Stephanie brother is the boy who deV-rginized me.

Something is telling me that he is the one I can see in my dreams every single night….

But why couldn’t l remembered his face, why….

All this while, I have been praying and wishing for him to show up and tell everyone that he was the one who raped me…

At least that will mean a wh0le lot to me….

God, I’m begging you, if he is the owner of my child in my womb, let him come up and talk it. It will mean a wh0le lot to me.. pls papa..

At least where ever my parents are, they’ll be happy.. I haven’t lay a eye on my parents… Danielle said they’re dead while Mercy said, they’re in prison…

Well I’m happy for where I am right now…

This home is almost like my own home.. because they’re treating me like their own child oo.

Stephanie was not able to cook good but since she’s a friendly person, I decided to help her by teaching her and now she can cook good.

I’m in my nine months now and Mr. Williams and his daughter Stephanie have already started buying baby things…

Stephanie even change my name to her bestie.. She can called me bestie and I can called her bestie…

Bestie you’re called by dad for family meeting in the dinning room..

Mr. Williams said I shouldn’t call him by his name so I should Call him Dad which I have started doing…

Okay tell Dad that I’m coming…. I came in my room here because my stomach was hurting me that’s why…

My room in this house is almost like Mr. and Mrs. Anthony’s home

👨‍👦🕺👨‍👦 Rayan Williams

Dad, Stephanie and Tiwa, I called all of your here to apologize to Tiwa for what I did in the past…

I explained everything that happened to them and they were all shock hearing my Story…

Tiwa pls forgive me, I have been having a sleepless nights because of this…

Pls forgive me…

My dad was really mad at me that he left the living room and went his way but to my auto most surprise, my dad came back with a ring.

Tiwa was crying but my sister, father and I knew down to beg her for forgiveness…

She later agree and there and then, me and her with Stephanie decided to go for shopping….

We bought enough baby stuff and now we’re sitting in our small lecture room.

Suddenly Tiwa become to shout saying the baby is coming……

Tbc