The Smile That Left My Eyes episode 61 – 62
THE SMILE THAT LEFT MY EYE🥰🥰
🤩 CHAPTER 61🤩
😍BY LICIA TIFE😍
😘 LICIA’S LIBRARY😘
I sat down outside the hospital thinking of what to do next . What am I going to do , William is never forgive me after this. I wonder how he is doing now ,I wonder how he is handling Grandmother’s death .
I just hope ,I pray he is able to forgive me one day .If I was not so difficult,this wouldn’t have happened to grandmother .
I saw William walk out of the hospital while I stood on my feet . He stared at me while I also stared at him hoping he will maybe come to me and share his pains with me . But instead the opposite of that happened . He walked into his car and drove off immediately. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I sat down on the bench. I am such a bitter person and because of me someone else is hurting.
My stupid Aunt made me who I am .. all her lies made me turn out like this .
FLASHBACK.
“So are you saying that if I should sign this papers , then I can finally go to School,like the other kids ” nine year old me asked my aunt as I stared at the doc-ments in my hands.
“Yes sure ,if you sign this doc-ment,then you can finally go to school like you want to ”
“PLoPRty dOrquMint” I couldn’t read it properly cause I never even had the chance to go to school back the n.
“You idiot ..it properly doc-ments not whatever you called it just now ” my cousin corrected while my aunt glared at her
“Aunt , what is property?” I asked
“It just a little thing you will sign ,so they can finally accept you in school”
“Really so how do I do this ?”I asked
“Just put your thumb in this ink and then on the paper ..that all”
“So If I do this I can finally go to school”
“Yes ,you can ”
I smiled broadly as I dipped my thumb in the Ink and neatly placed it on the bottom of the white paper .
“That great my dear ,now you can finally go to school ” she said with a mischievous smile while I smiled back at her.
Days passed ,even years passed , but my aunt couldn’t keep her promise of sending me to school until I was eleven years old . but even that came with a price .
I was just sixteen years old when walked into the strip club . I was immediately irritated when I saw different girls dancing unclad while they were being stared at lustfully by men.
“What is this place aunt ..I personally do not think I am old enough to be here ” I said
“Well VERONICA dear ,I finally decided that your education can’t be sponsored again ..you need to work for it ”
“You are spending my parents money … everything you have belongs to my parents,the only one who needs to pay for something is you and your daughter ” she got very upset as she held me by my hair really tight .
“You should be grateful to me for accommodating you ”
“Aunt we are family,why are you doing this ?”
“We are not family…we are not even related and those property are not yours..so now if you want to make a living ,then you will have to dance unclad to make money
“But aunt I can’t do that ”
“You want to go to school..you have to do that ”
“Aunt you told me I am finally going to school when I sign those doc-ments..I did and I went to School but why are you making me dance unclad in your strip club ”
“Cause that is what I want …okay …so take off those clothes and do something meaningful with your life ” she said as she walked away .
FLASHBACK OVER
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I walked down the street,I guess the only mistake I made was thinking every other person is just like my aunt . William truly loved me ,I just couldn’t trust him .
I was just so heartless towards him and that led to his grandmother’s death . How do I .. what do I do . How do I convince William that I didn’t mean to .
WILLIAM POV
I stared at myself in the mirror as I totally hate myself .is Veronica and Chelsea built to destroy my entire life .First Chelsea killed my brother and Mother ,now Veronica is to be blamed for my grandmother’s death . I will never be able to forgive her for this . I just can’t help but hate her after what happened.
“I am really sorry for your loss ” a very familiar voice said as I turned my head to look at her
“Get out ” i said as I stared back at the mirror
“It quite sad you see ,the woman you love is the reason your dear Grandmother is dead ” Chelsea said ” look William I have always love you from the start. I can never do anything to hurt you . Unlike Veronica I can’t stay angry with you . There is absolutely nothing you can do to me that wouldn’t make me forgive you _”
“Chelsea get out of my room right now ”
“William ” she said as she placed her hand on my shoulder .” I do not want this to happen to us …I ,I have always loved you so please do not do this to me ..give me a chance to love you William .I really do ”
I grabbed her by the arm as I immediately dragged her out of my room and slapped the door in her face . I ran my hand through my hair as the pain of loosing my grandmother made me cry uncontrollably.
I might never forgive Veronica for this .she is the reason my grandmother is dead right now .
I will never forgive her
🥰 VERONICA POV🥰
Two weeks has passed ever since Grandmother’s death . The family that use to love me so much doesn’t even want to see me right now . Infact the mention of my name infuriates them . I had a sister (Catherine), a grandmother and a brother and husband (William ) but I never realized that until I loosed them . I lost my only family due to my inability to forgive .
For two weeks I didn’t see William ,no text ,no phonecalls ..nothing .
I finally summoned my courage And sent a message to him
😍William please I need to see you ,we need to talk…meet me at pennypack bridge 😍
I stood on the bridge as I dipped my hand in my coat pocket. It was really cold outside and I have been waiting on this bridge for over two hours ..I was beginning to wonder if he is ever going to come. But I am still willing to wait,no matter how long it takes .After four hours,I finally decided to go back home giving up all hopes .I turned my back and then I saw Williams standing about four feet away from me . I was really happy to see him ,I wanted to run to him and hug him really hærd but I couldn’t , I restrained my self as I stared at him .
“Why did you call me here ?” He asked
“I wanted to talk to you and apologize for what happened”
“That was in the past ,I do not care about that anymore.. and I do not care about you anymore”
“William I….” I signed as I looked down before raising my head to look at him ” William ,I am sorry ..I didn’t mean to do this ..I ”
“Is this why you called me here ..I do not have much time …I have to go excuse me ”
“No don’t do that William…please William I love you alot and I just can’t ….”
“But that sad Veronica,I do not love you anymore at all ..infact you mean nothing to me”
“Then why did you come here today ”
“To tell you this ..I do not love you anymore,infact I feel nothing but total hatred towards you ,you use to mean a lot to me but not anymore .this is the end for both of us Veronica,isn’t this what you wanted from the start ”
Veronica couldn’t believe what she was hearing ,he meant more to her than words could describe but it never occured to her that he will leave her alone again ,just like everyone in her life.
‘ then ,are you really going to leave me ,when am like this?’ She asked as tears shone in her eyes
‘ this was all your fault Veronica,you really do not have the right to blame me ‘
‘But i didn’t do this on purpose, i had no idea it will all turn out like this William’
‘But lied to me …you killed her ?’William asked looking extremely angry as he bit his lower lip,Veronica meant more to him than words could explain but when he lost the woman who also meant the wh0le world to him due to Veronica’s little action, he couldn’t handle the extreme anger building up in,side of him
‘I didn’t want to loose you ‘
‘maybe grandma death could never have thorn us apart ,but the fact that you lied to me will…you refused to forgive me because I lied to you and that resulted to Grandma’s death ,thanks to you, the woman who loved me more than words could describe is dead ,i will never forgive you for that ‘ he said as he turned his back to leave
‘William my heart is weak, if you leave me ,i won’t be able to handle it’ she inhaled deeply as the tears rolled down her cheeks ‘if you leave then it over for me William ‘
William clenched his fist as he inhaled deeply ‘i am sorry but i do not care about that anymore’ he said as he walked away.
Tears rolled down my eyes as I stared at William .I have nothing left,no family..no husband and in a couple of days I will be going to jail for the rest of my life .
There is nothing left to live for .
I might as well end my life right now
I should have done that in the beginning,maybe a life wouldn’t be a mess right now .
I stared at the river below
Maybe I should end my life right now
It for the best.
THE SMILE THAT LEFT MY EYE🥰🥰
🤩 CHAPTER 62🤩
😍BY LICIA TIFE😍
😘 LICIA’S LIBRARY😘
” She wants me to forgive her” i said as she clenched my fist in anger “she couldn’t forgive me and because of that my grandmother is dead. Now she wants me to forgive her, how ridiculous is that”
I stopped walking when I heard a big splash, it was like something fell into the river below .
What was that ? I asked my self .
There was no one on the bridge beside Veronica and I, so what could have made that big splash.
I turned to my back and Veronica was no where to be found, where could she have gone ? How did she suddenly disappear
Or did she? I immediately panicked as I rushed towards the edge of the bridge and looked down. I saw Veronica struggling to swim in the river and I was immediately scared .
Why the hell will she jump in,side a river?
Is she perhaps crazy or something,?
I quickly removed my Coat and shoes as I jumped into the river. I was able to rescue her as brought to the shore.
“Veronica wake up ” I said as I patted her cheeks lightly but she wasn’t responding ” Veronica wake up”
I started doing CPR when I figured patting her cheeks lightly is not going to work. I do not want anyone to die because of me . I am very angry with Veronica right now doesn’t mean I want her to die .
I might despise her right now that doesn’t mean I will be comfortable with her dying.
When it seems CPR wasn’t working. I inhaled deeply and then decided to do mouth to mouth resuscitation
” Veronica please wake up ” I pleaded just before my mouth met hers to breathe air into it. I pressed down her chest again and after few seconds of repeating this actions, she immediately regained consciousness while coughing out the water in her.
“Thank God ” I said as i hugged her really tight ” why did you have to do that Veronica, I already lost my grandmother do you think I can bare loosing you too? ” I asked as i tightened my hug
“William I am …..” I immediately remembered the fact that we are currently not in good terms as I pushed her away.
VERONICA POV
Are you crazy what is your problem..all your life you only care about yourself and that is the problem I have with you ”
“William please ”
“Just stop it Veronica..you do not care about anyone else ,just yourself and that is the main problem I have with you … And do no think this will change anything between you and I ,infact my hatred for you grew stronger after this ” he said as he stood on his feet and walked away ”
“If you really hate me like you said you do right now, why didn’t you just let me die? ” I asked as I stood on my feet. William stopped walking as he turned to his back to look at me
” Unlike you I wouldn’t like it if someone died because of me”
“Okay I admit, the first time I wanted to die because I couldn’t bare the fact that you hate me right now . But this time around I want to die because I hate my life” I said as I walked towards the river.
William held my hand and dragged me away from the river ” if you want to die, do it when I am not there. I won’t be bothered by your death then”
“For how long are you going to do this to me… Don’t you get the fact that you are all I have. I made a mistake William and that is because I thought everyone was a lier just like my aunt”
“Did I ever do anything to make you doubt my love for you back then?” William asked while tears rolled down my eyes
“No you didn’t ”
“Do you know why I didn’t tell you the truth about your past?”
“You said because you didn’t want to loose me”
“Yes, that is true. I did that because I did not want you to die. I had to hide it from you just because the doctor said telling you anything about your past can affect your mental stability especially when you try too hærd to remember. You could have ended up in Coma, a psychiatric hospital or maybe even six feet under the ground if I had told you . He said with time you will remember your past, he told me not to tell you anything” I couldn’t help the tears that rolled down my eyes ” if you truly love me like you said you did back then, such minor thing couldn’t have separated us”
“William I am”
“You are what? Sorry? You know I actually feel it unfair ,you know you blaming your aunt for your behavior and inability to forgive. Your aunt has nothing to do with that because I know what it feels like to grow up among people that doesn’t love you, your aunt hated you but my own father hates me so much back then, but despite that fact ,I still didn’t let my past affect me” he sighed before saying “You are just naturally a bitter person Veronica, do not blame anyone for that ” he looked at me one more time before walking away.
His words kept on repeating itself in my head, I just couldn’t control it . He thinks I am naturally bitter. He is right ,my aunt was never the problem, she didn’t make me who I am today. I made me who I am , I just couldn’t love William as much as he loves me . I might have lost my parents, but I will never loose the one person on Earth that truly loves me. I will never loose you no matter what William.
T.b.c
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He stared at the necklace in his hand before smirking and throwing it away
“Why did you do that? What if I never find it again ?”
“That is your problem to deal with . You said you want my forgiveness right, why don’t you try to look for that and it will determine if you truly deserve my forgiveness”
I grabbed him by the collar “you have no idea what that necklace means to me Williams and I will find it ”
He grabbed me by the wrist and yanked my hand off his collar” I want to see you try”
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