His darkest desire Episode 10 – 11

🌸🌸 HIS DARKEST DESIRE 🌸🌸

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CHAPTER TEN:

Logan 🖊️

The door slowly opened in it’s usual annoying way.

Expecting someone else, I mean, someone important only to see sherrif McCall walk in.

We exchanged a hærd gaze at each other, then he said, “Greene, you have a visitor. Follow me.”

I stood up from the stool following him as he had instructed. Everything here is just like a f*cked up prison. I can’t even tell the difference between here and a prison yard.

I was expecting a visitor. Alex Wager. He’s one of my colleagues in the criminal cases. All thanks to me he isn’t in the same situation as I am and that’s a great thing, you know.

From afar I could sight him sitting with his both arms folded to each other. Sherrif McCall looked at me with those eyes that has never tasted happiness since its life.

“You have five minutes.” He said meanly.

I eyed him before making my way to sit down. “How is the plan going?” I asked him, halfway to sit down.

“All good. Right now, we’re waiting for your orders.”

I nodded. “That’s good.”

“Here, ” he said bringing out a small scroll. ” It’s the pathway out of the hospital.” I took it from him, staring at the lines and direction on the sheet.

“We’ve been sketching all this for a week now. I’m 100% sure it’s the correct sketch of the hospital. ” He added.

” I’ll see through it. ” I said, shoving it into my side pocket. ” I’ll be leaving tomorrow, at midnight. You guys should be alerted, I might leave this hell even before midnight. I’m expecting a nice game this time, understood? ”

” Yes, boss. ”

” Least I forget, prepare my ticket, we’ll be leaving California as soon as I get out of here. You know what to do, so don’t expect I tell you. ”

” I understand. ”

It’s almost five minutes, and I have to go back to my room. Anytime from now, doctor Crescent will be knocking at my door.

“We’ll see tomorrow.” I ended the discussion, leaving for my room.

I’ve made up my mind to leave tonight but on the other side, I changed my mind. I’ve wanted to let her know but it’s just difficult to.

Not that I was scared she’ll have me exposed, no, I’m only trying to keep her safe. I won’t afford to get her into my mess.

For so many reasons I have wanted her to leave, for some reason I have wanted her to resign from her duty. Poor me to think like that.

Despite my rude attitude towards her, despite how hærd I’ve tried to make her hate me, to push her away just like I did to doctor Tate, she never left.

Damn, she’s too stubborn for a girl!

It’s so difficult to know about me, that’s just a fact. And no matter how hærd you try to read me, you’ll only end up doing that for decades yet won’t find a shit about me.

To be honest, I’m in no time for women. They were the worst creatures to me and I don’t care having a knife on their neck because it was a lot sweeter than to have a man dead.

But everything seemed to have changed since she came into my life, in a way I wish I can honestly explain. It has never been difficult for me to take my eyes off a woman, but despite how hærd I tried it on her . . .

Damnit! It’s f*cking hærd to admit that now.

She k-ssed me. I felt her l-ips on mine even though I had thought of it being just a dream . . . A reality in form of a dream.

Feeling those sweet scent she possessed, they were tempting yet inviting. And I want every chance to have her in me. And I won’t mind seeking for a go ahead cos she’s all mine.

When I first saw those scars, I tried not to care. Yeah, I ain’t that caring type, I’ll admit but . . . Everything seems so different this time. I cared more than I should have.

That moment I had let her into my embrace, I felt a new life. Something strange flowing in me, different from an ordinary feeling I’ve ever had. Watching her cry was the hærdest thing for me. Why would she ever think of that monster as her fiance?

I will make that motherf*cker taste hell just as soon as I get the f*ck out of here. I’ll let him regret ever touching her. And I won’t stop until he begs for mercy. He’ll curse the day he was ever born.

I watched her as she quietly walked in and I won’t blame her for acting the way she she did. I trust whatever reason she’s got for hating me. Only if she can understand how eager I am to keep her safe, she’ll see how much better it was to be dead than to walk back into that godforsaken dungeon.

I watched her do her business before coming to sit on the stool beside me. If I can have those l-ips in mine, I’ll willingly do that without a double thought.

“How are you feeling today?” She asked in her usual way.

That was another part of her that makes me not wanting to tell her what I was up to for tomorrow. She was this concerned type and I keep seeing reasons why I had to do it.

She’s the last person I ever want to see get hurt. And I am ready to kill whoever lays a finger on her, I won’t care who or what the f*ck you are.

I looked at the scar, all thanks it was healing but yet, I won’t let that asshole go free for what he did to her.

“I’m getting better. Thank you.”

She chuckled. “For what?”

” For being there for me.”

” It’s nothing,I’m only doing my job.”

” You didn’t save my life because you were only doing your job,did you?” She blinked away, and I knew she was fighting hærd for an explanation.

” Skylar,” I called, holding her hands. “You don’t have to worry about me. Let me that stranger you once knew.”

She took her hands away from my hold. “You know, I thought about that too but I figured out that I can’t. And do you know why? Because you’ll be going back to Florida.”

I tried not to be surprised. Even if they wanted me back, poor thing they won’t see me neither having me.

“I’m not going back there, even if I am, I won’t stay long.”

” What are you talking about? Any day from now, you’ll be leaving and I won’t be your doctor again. Do you know how patiently they have waited for you to be here and how impatient they’ve endured to see you enjoy your freedom? Guess they’ve gotten a doctor for you there, this is gonna be the last time I’m coming here.” She said with much pain in her words.

” It won’t.” It definitely won’t be. I’m gonna come back for her, no matter what.

“Do you think they will let you walk away just like that?”

” They won’t, but you have to believe me even this once, no matter how far they take me, I’m gonna come back for you. I promise. ”

” Logan. . .”

” Please believe me. ”

She nodded.

The fact is that, I ain’t going nowhere. It’s only a night I’ve got to sit in this hell. And the next, I’ll let my name stain the world record of ‘ wanted. ‘

I pulled her into my arms, hugging her so tight. I knew today was gonna be our last day and I won’t let it pass just like that. Yet, I knew she was risking more than she should. So, I guess not telling her is more safer than anything for now.

“How . . . ” I heard her gentle voice spoke, breaking the hug, I stared deep into those already w-t eyes. “How long will I wait?”

“As long as you have fate in my return. My stay in Florida will only be for a while, I assure you. ”

” Don’t keep me waiting. Promise me. ”

” I promise. ”

Staring at those l-ips, they got me wanting it the more. And if I didn’t have them, I’ll regret it and I don’t wanna regret anything especially knowing well this was our last moment.

Not really our last, tho. But even at that, those l-ips belongs to me. . . Now!

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CHAPTER ELEVEN:

Unknown 🖊️

It’s almost a week and, the whole news about his disappearance had taken over the whole state and media . . . Logan Greene was missing.

For some reasons, Skylar was happy and sad at the same time. Hearing he had escaped make her know he wasn’t gonna spend the rest of his life at that f*cked hole of a prison.

And for another reason, she felt like he’d use the opportunity to escape and never return. How dumb was she never to have understood the way he acted towards her the last day they met.

How honest his words were or was it because she was too weak to him?

Did he only k-ssed her because it was gonna be the last day they’d ever see each other?
When he said he wasn’t going back to Florida, was it because he already had a plan?
He promised her he’d come back, was he only trying to make her calmed?

Why was she so blinded by those promises? Why hadn’t she seen it so earlier that he was up to something? She thought hærd to herself.

Why?
Why didn’t he tell her?
Why didn’t he tell her he was leaving?
Will he end up making her life a living hell like Marco did?

“How blind was I?” She cursed.

Speaking of Marco, that motherf*cker was nowhere to be found. Just as Logan had cursed, he did what has to be done.

When he said, “ I’ll make that motherf*cker taste hell just as soon as I get the f*ck out of here.” he meant the words.

They sat opposite each other on her bed and all the while as Vera talked, Skylar wasn’t listening. Maybe it’s just because her thoughts were way too far from reality.

“Skylar?” She called for the nth time.

Skylar shivered, “Yes?”

She frowned. “What are you thinking?”

“Um. . . Nothing.”

“Nothing?” She repeated, more angry than she looked. ” Nothing? And I’ve been calling you. ”

” I’m sorry. ”

She calmed down. ” What’s wrong with you? You’ve been weird since the news of your patient. ”

She w¡dened her eyes, then fade the act. ” I’m fine. I just feel like being this way. Vera-”

“You’re lying. Look, Skylar, I’m not some kind of kid you can throw a lie at and and I’ll nod in agreement. ”

She looked at her fingers, pinching her nails. Vera was her best friend since final year at college. Although trying to hide the truth from her was difficult, but it was somehow safer.

“Skylar, you know you can tell me anything. I’m listening.”

She shook her head, raising her gaze at Vera again. ” You’re gonna think I am crazy, Vera. I f-cked up.”

“Tell me. ” She persisted.

” Vera-”

” Skylar just speak, okay? You’re freaking the shit out of me. Did anything bad happened to you? ”

” It’s about my patient, Logan Greene. ” She said, trying to put each words in order. One by one, she spat every story Vera needed to know.

“When I first walked into Van Nuys, I walked in with so much hatred for him. I hated him as much as anyone does but. . . ”

” But what? ”

” I never thought I’d. . .” She stammered.

” Fall in love with him? ”

She nodded slowly.

” Skylar… ” There was pain accompanied with the name, “why would you ever think of doing that?”

“I don’t know. It’s not like I fell in love with him on purpose. My life has being a living hell with Marco, I never thought I’d find love. I never thought I’d feel special, and when I thought the world was nothing again, he made it something. ” She sighed, ” You told me to find someone into my life, and I did. Why are you acting like this? ”

” I am not acting anyhow, I’m only scared you fell in love with the wrong person. Logan Greene isn’t the human you think, he is a monster! A killer and a murderer! For Christ sake, why would you have to let him into your life? ”

” Because I want to. ”

” No, because you were so weak to his possessions. ”

” Are you saying I made a mistake falling in love? ” She inquired, almost angrier than she looked.

“That’s not what I am saying-”

“Then please, emphasize what you are trying to say because right now, I’m confused. ” She yelled.

” Are you yelling at me? Besides, I wasn’t the one who told you to fall in love with that murderer! ” She yelled back.

” Logan is not a murderer! ” She corrected.

” Yes, he is.”

She stood up making some few steps like she was going to leave the room, she turned to look at Vera. “Have you ever thought of who a real murderer is?

Vera was silent.

“Well, I found an answer to that. A real killer is someone who pretends to be innocent, acts to be the coolest person on Earth. A wolf in sheep’s clothing, at the end, shows the evil side of him. ”

” What are you trying to say? ”

” Well, I’m pretty sure you already know what I am trying to say. ”

” No, I don’t. ”

” Good. ”

Silence took over them as Skylar paced to calm herself.

“You know,” Vera broke the silence, “if you ever get caught, I’ll pretend like I never knew you. ”

” What. Did. You. Just. Said? ”

Did she just heard her right?
Or was she over thinking the statement in her brain?

” You’re going to regret ever falling in love with that monster-”

“Stop calling him that!” Skylar yanked.

“That’s what he is! He will make your life miserable and you’ll regret ever falling in love with him. ”

” You know, when I was explaining who a real murderer was, ” she said, and Vera gulped the words in her mouth back. ” I was talking about Tony.”

Yes, she was trying to get into Vera’s nerves.
How dare she? How dare she talk to her that way? To insult Logan right at her front?

“He’s what a real murderer is.”

“Don’t… Don’t you ever involve Tony in this.” She pointed at her.

“Now you see how it hurts, when the one you love is seen as what you hate to hear, what you hate to believe? ”

” I. Hate. You… Skylar. ”

” Thanks. ” She said, less concerned.

” What has he done to you? ” Now trying to sound concerned.

Skylar was quiet and she decided not to talk back at Vera for the anger fuming in her would make her do what she fears to do. . . Or something worst.

“Is that love? To fall in love with the world’s most wanted? What kind of love is that? ”

” You know, when I started spitting up the truth, I had this instinct in me that wanted me not to say a shit to you but I didn’t listen. But now I have seen it was only a big mistake telling you this. ”

” Seriously? Are you even listening to yourself? ”

“I thought you’d be happy that I am happy, I thought you’d look into my eyes and tell me I did the right thing. I thought… ”

” I would never side you in this, Skylar, especially when it has to do with that m-” she paused, eyeing Skylar.

“Seriously? Are you gonna keep calling him that?”

“As far as that is what he is, I will k-”

“Get out! Get out of my house!” She pointed at the door.

“Skylar. . .”

” I said get the f*ck out of my house! ” She yelled more annoyed.

Vera kept nodding her head, ” so you’re going to let him walk into our relationsh¡p? Because of him, your walking me out? ”

” I might not be nice to you next time, but now I am, please. . . Leave. ”

And Vera left, without turning back.

It hurt her so much to walk her out but she had to. Not at her front did she had the right to insult him. Even though he was a murderer, yet, he was still her lover.

And no one has the right to speak evil of him, no matter who you are.

She shoved her hair to the back, sighing heavily as she sat back on her bed. She could hear the sound of Vera’s car as she drove out of the packing garage.

For the first time in so many years she quarreled with her best friend. And she wanted every moment to ask her for forgiveness.

Vera was the last person she ever wanted to get hurt. She was like a younger sister to her but she acted way too far than she supposed to.

Was it ever a crime to fall in love? Especially when it has to be the world-most-wanted?
Was it a crime, huh?

Yes,he left. But even at that, she still has this part of her that believes he was going to come back for her.

All she has to do is to wait. . . Just wait.

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