Betrothed to mr arrogant episode 25

Betrothed to
Mr Arrogant
(High school rom-nce)
Episode 25
By. Humble Smith
Rose’s POV
I felt hot tears roll down my cheeks, my wh0le world seems crumbling as excruciating pain surged into my heart, pain of betrayal, pain of loss, pain of making a big mistake,
who would have ever told me that Shawn was this bad for me to believe, how would I had believed that he could do this to me..
What he doesn’t know is that he would suffer terribly for this but my pain is that he had taken away Adrian from me,
How would i go back to Adrian when I had told him to give me space and also call him a disturbance, how would he come back after all my hurtful words to him???
I can’t stop regretting every single moment with that b****d Shawn…
He had succeeded in destroying my joy, Adrian had made me felt something else, he had made my life sweeter, this shimmering eyes that gives me the reason to smile…
I can’t forget all the moment with him and the more I recall all this, the more I feel much more pain knowing the fact that it may not come again…
Now I see the reason why I felt hurt when he sees me and Shawn, I thought he was disturbing me not knowing his eyes was sending a message to my heart…
How would I thought I could leave Adrian and go back to Shawn?.. I swear I knew it deep down that I had feelings for Adrian, strong feelings but I was blinded, I was blinded with passion, those great moment with Shawn made me desire him more not knowing that he is now a different man..
I was there in the taxi having my head buried into my palm, I don’t feel like going home, how would I tell Adrian all this, how would I tell him what Shawn did..
How would he see me??
I could recall all his warning..I could recall all his plea..
Why did I thought he was being obsessed, he saw this coming but I thought he was just jealous and desperate…I can’t believe I could be this dumb and stupid!!
“No!!!” I cried out calling the attention of the driver..
“Are you alright ma’am??” He said as he brought the car to halt gradually..
“Don’t stop this car till you reach my destination..” I mumbled and rest my head on the headrest feeling exhausted..
Finally he reached and I came down and paid him before turning to the gate…
I stood there afraid to get in, afraid to see Adrian…
I feel empty,
After much wait and thought, I got in, with a slow pace, I got to the porch..a deep sigh escaped my l-ips as I felt my heart heavy, I can’t believe I am agitated to meet him, I wish I hadn’t jilted him…
I placed my hand on the door knob for some seconds before pushing it open…
It was that moment that Adrian was also walking down the stairs..
He moved his gaze to the door and our eyes met, he quickly looked away and acted like there was no one there..
I walked in with my gaze on him but he didn’t even gave me a glance..
“Adrian..” I called but got no reply
I called again and got nothing but silence..
“You have every right to be angry with me, I’m too pained to bear your snubbing, I just passed through something heartbreaking and I can’t add more to it by trying to talk to you while you keep all silence..” I said and turned to my room..
Well, I just don’t need to throw myself to him, he is hurt, I am also hurt…we can’t talk to each other..
I got to my room and took a shower before slumping on my bed..
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I woke up feeling very tired and hungry, it was morning already and I wasn’t feeling like going to school, how would it even be to go to school when nothing there gives joy..
I picked my phone and dropped it back, I can’t believe I had just wanted to call Adrian..
I was hungry but I felt no appetite to eat, i can’t even leave my room, I prefer being alone…
Just then, the door of my room gave way and Adrian walked in..
“You won’t go to school today??” He asked and I looked at him, his face had no emotions
“I don’t feel like going, I want to stay alone please” I cried and looked away
“Okay then, I’m off..” He said and left just like that..
More tears rolled down as my body shivered in hurt, he doesn’t like me anymore, it is hurting me because I still love him..
I lay on the bed as my stomach grumbled in hunger..
Adrian’s POV
I got to school but I was totally restless, my mind can’t just stop drifting to Rose no matter how hærd I tried..
“Hey Adrian” Sylvia called as I sat down..
“How are you?” I smiled and she stared at me..
“You looked tensed..” She exclaimed
“Shawn broke Rose heart, she is hurt so badly now” I breathed and she sighed
“I knew it, that guy doesn’t look good, shit!!..so you both would be together again right??” She asked and I sneered at her..
“Are you kidding me??..hell no!!.. I got nothing to do with her anymore..” I seethed
“Really??..do you hate her now?” She asked and I stared at her for some seconds not certain on what to reply..
“I can’t take her back, she hurt me so much!” I sighed
“Can you forgive her and forget the past” she said and I arched my brow..
“Why are you sounding this way, it seem like you want me to go back to her” I questioned and she smiled
“Its your choice, just follow your heart, but…do you love me?” She asked with sweet smile which made me chuckle
“You are my friend, so I can say I love you” I muttered and she held my hand..
“Thanks for taking me as your friend, how can I believe that I can have someone like you as a friend” she purred and I k-ssed her forehead making her blush..
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School went on and before I could know it, the school bell rang for closure..
“You would come to my house today” I said to Sylvia as she packed her tons of books..
“Can I say no when I know you can’t hurt me” she laughed and I held her palm..
“I can still love you as a girlfriend” I smiled and she gasped.
“Please stop those flattering..” She giggled and ran away while I chased her .
The other student watched in awe, Shawn isn’t even in school, I think he isn’t even ready to study just wanted to use Rose…
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Rose’s POV
I had finally got off from bed and took my bath, I was even done eating, all this I do in tears…
I wasn’t yet ready to fight Shawn, just waiting for him to call again so I would unleash my terror on him..
Stupid punk..he would surely see hell very soon..
I need to start from the beginning, I had passed through a lot just in few months, I need to stay alone without a guy in my life….
Maybe I’m not destined to be with both Adrian and Shawn, I can stop hurting myself by being alone and turning down every guy..
Just then, the door of the sitting room opened and Adrian walked in with Sylvia chatting happily..
I quickly left for them, I can’t stay here and die in pain..
I stayed in my room sobbing bitterly as I hear their laughter and chit-chat,
did I deserve all this??
Well..maybe..
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It was evening before I came downstairs to meet Adrian, I need to end it all with him now..
Sylvia his girlfriend had long gone..
I walked slowly and saw him sitting on the couch with his gaze on his phone as he smiled..
“Adrian can I talk to you?” I asked in a low tone making him raised his gaze to me..
“Talk to me??..really??” he snapped
“I have something to talk to you about, please listen…” I muffled as more tears rolled down..
“Say whatever you wanna say and leave, you can see I’m busy” he snorted and I felt my heart pierced..
“I had done a mistake which had taken away my joy, at first, it once looked like we were both meant to be but right now, it seems we are now great enemy..I plea for your forgiveness but I don’t plead for you to take me back as your girlfriend..” I paused and dried my eyes trying hærd to stay strong without breaking down..
His face was still stern and it couldn’t stop killing me deeply..
“I caused you pain by going to Shawn who I thought loved me, I thought he loved me the way I love him but I was mistaken, he came to shatter my life and I guess he succeeded, he succeeded in destroying us..I can’t even look into your eyes, I’m hurt to the core..you have moved on but I don’t think i have, I hope to go on very soon..” I took a deep breath and swallow the lump in my throat..
“You said you are busy so I need to cut everything short..Shawn used me like a thrash, I hates him now and would not rest till he regrets his action..I see you had gotten a new girl in your life so I don’t need to beg you to take me back, I’m sorry for the pain I caused you, thank you for ever loving me, I guess we aren’t meant to be together…” My l-ips quivered as I bend my head in pain…
“I’m sorry” I mumbled again before leaving for my room,
Words can’t explain how my heart bleeds,
i couldn’t even tell him I was used by three men, I can’t tell him to help me from Shawn, I can’t even beg him to accept me back….
I would bear the pain alone, maybe this is my fate…
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To be continued..