My name is Aka episode 51 – 52

MY NAME IS AKA
Episode 51
By AMAH’S HEART

“Oh… it’s you Dami..”

“Yes aunty Aka..”
one nice thing about Dami is not just the way she usually attach “aunty” to my name which clearly means she’s respectful but the way she acts

It’s not only a word to her or something to make me feel good but her attitude showcases the real respect.

If she comes and see me mobbing my house, she will do everything possible to take over from me.
Same with laundry, cooking and other chores.

She’s the best sister one could have and I sometimes wish Amara is like her.

Dami is a clear evidence that her Mom trained her well despite being the only daughter.

“…do you have a visitor, I saw one big car outside and earlier I saw one fine man coming towards your apartment..”

“Yea, I do..” I replied quietly.

Dami peeped inside and saw Mr Law sitting down.

“Good evening sir… you’re welcome sir… how’re you doing sir…? Dami greeted Mr Law in a funny way that made me chuckle

Mr Law nodded his reply without a word.

“… okay sir, takia sir…” She said before stepping back

“… This uncle doesn’t talk much abi? Dami asked, she was refering to Mr Law.

“…. Eniola was around and he wanted to say hello before leaving. I didn’t know you have a visitor…
“..well, I will tell him so…”

I nodded as she turned and left.

As I try to close the door, I saw Eniola approaching.

“Hey pretty, iyawo mi, omo tosho, omo dada..Aka the great..” he hails

“Hello Eniola…” I greeted.

“Dami was taking too long, I decided to come check by myself. How’re you doing…”

“I’m alright and you…? I asked with a smile to reciprocate his own cheerful face

“Well, I’m just here.. right where you left me..”

Dami stood behind him

Eniola was about saying something else when Mr Law came to the door

“The pleasantries is taking too long. You’ve totally forgotten that you’ve somebody waiting for you..” Mr Law said as he gave Eniola a serious stare.

“I…oh..I didn’t know you’ve a visitor. I’m sorry… Dami didn’t tell me…

“I think I was trying to tell you before but you’re..” Dami try to defend herself.

Eniola apologized again and left with his sister.

I wasn’t happy with the way they were dismissed
I turned to Mr Law “they’re my friends and the girl is also my neighbor, they mean no harm..”

“I never said they meant any harm, you practically forgot that I was sitting and waiting for you. Courtesy demands that you dismissed them immediately because you kept someone waiting. Is disrespectful to go on chatting with them and ignoring my presence…”

“I wasn’t doing that, I…” I was still talking when he interrupted

“And the guy’s eyes was all over you. I heard the praises he was showering..I guess some were in his dialect. Are you two into each other..”

I heaved. “We’re not..”

“But he’s obviously into you or you pretend not to notice..?

My patients was running out with him

“Does that supposed to be a problem?

“What? You said that to my face..?

“Yes, I can say it to your face or anyhow I choose to say it. You did wørst with Emily.. have you forgotten? She r0manced and kíssed you in public, I told you that I was very uncomfortable with it but you said I was bringing in negative energy and it’s your day, meaning you can do whatever you want to do and I don’t have any right to stop you..”

“Wow.. you held all of this to heart…”

“Wasn’t I suppose to? You made me feel invisible even after trying to introduce me to your Dad… which didn’t matter much after realising who he was. Mr Law, Emily passed the night with you..in your room..”

“Okay..so you concluded that we had s3x just because she spent a tired night in my room..”

“I don’t really care what went down anymore, to be sincere i have moved passed that…” I sighed before continuing
“… I’m only very grateful that Amara is Safe. That alone means everything to me and I’m forever indebted to you for your many kindness…”

“Well, I’m sorry if you feel threātened by Emily’s presence or personality..”

“But I don’t feel threātened in any way. I only expected much more than you displayed. I felt very bâd…I thought it was because you already seen my pant colour..I no longer matter. That’s what some men do, once they sleep with you.. you become nothing to them…”

He moved close to me and draw me into his arms.

“I’m not like most men…I håte to be compared to multitude. I truly cherish you..so much. I loved you Aka even before touching you…”
“… when you say things like that you make me feel bâd as if I took advantage of you. You willingly gave your virginity to me and…” He swallowed hard

“… don’t get me wrong, I deeply appreciate and you saw how shøcked I was that night that no man has touched you. You baffled me Aka and I felt like the luckiest man. I will never forget that one night with you or the subsequence nights we spend together..”

“Yea, I loved you and thought it was well deserving…I mean giving you such a special part of me. I thought it will at least show you how much you mean to me, that I also loved you too. You were practically the air I breathe and if I had another thing more special than my virginity…I would have laid it at your feet. But I regret it now…”

“Why… you don’t have to say that Aka. I love you with or without your virginity. I value you much more than anything you have to offer…”

“You’ve a way of proving it. You made me feel very invisible whenever Emily is around. I still remember how you drove out early that morning to get me drugs. You said one is for the pain to subside and the other was to prevent unwanted prégnåncy..”
“…I didn’t even care if it was good or bâd, I took it because I trusted you and believe you meant well for me. That was a costly mistake and I still regret it..”

“Those moments were precious to me Aka. I love you dearly and I just don’t want prégnåncy or anything at all to obstruct your education. Is because I care about you…so much…”

“My body, my v!rginity suppose to be for my husband. It’s not supposed to be for fun or for pleasure, i don’t suppose to just give it out because of how I feel, rather I would’ve kept it for the right man..”

“Am I the wrong man? He asked looking straight at me.

“No.. you don’t understand Mr Law. I totally left God out during that period. I was afraid or maybe ashamed to approach him after the deed but meeting Daniel again, he made me understand that even if our sins is as black as charcoal, God will make it as white as snow if I can come to him.. just like we are, denouncing and confessing it all out and ready to embrace the light..”

“I don’t understand any of what you’re talking about. We’re both adults and there shouldn’t be shame if we both consented to the act. Why did you tell Daniel that we were intimately involved. There are things you don’t just go discussing with people. That’s very childish of you…”

“I didn’t tell him, he was only teaching me the ways of God…”

“So, Daniel is now God’s right hand man? He’s God heavenly PA and knows everything about him..”

“You don’t understand. There are people who are very special to God and God blessed them with spiritual gifts, Daniel is one of them. He has the gift of teaching and…”

“Enough already. My head is begining to spin from Daniel this and Daniel that. Can we at least not spoil this good moment. Let’s change the topic..”

“…I miss you, I really do. I want to make it all up to you. Take you out, we’ve a great moments and memories then cuddle you all night long…”
“…Make love to you like never before, feeling your warmth and knowing that you’re mine..”
“…I want you back into my life. You make me happier and calm whenever you’re around..”

He kíssed me, I try to resist but It seems I was glued to the moment.
I struggled to get away from him but made no real attempt.

Even when we had several knocks the kíssing continues

“Some one is knocking, I need to check..” I managed to say

“It must be that girl, she will eventually walk away when she gets no reply. Let’s not ruin this moment.. please..”

He kíssed me passionately and just then the door opened.
He looked up while holding onto me

I didn’t look back immediately untill I heard my name.

“Aka…” it was Daniel’s voice that startled me.

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MY NAME IS AKA
Episode 52
By AMAH’S HEART

Seeing Daniel made me realize what I was doing and it was as if my sins were standing before me

My bra dropped inside my body, the hand was almost falling out of my top

When did Mr Law unhooked my bra, I didn’t even realized

I gathered back the little diginity left in me and stood upright.

Daniel was more focused on me than anyone or anything.

“…I’m.. sorry. I..I thought you were ready for the movie tonight..”
“…I…I will just go..” Daniel turned and hurried out of the house.

I was speechless and didn’t even know what to say

It was after he mentioned the movie that it dawned on me that we both made arrangements to go out for a movie after church.

“Are you both seeing each other.. again?

I didn’t reply

“…I sensed the chemistry between you too. It’s something going on..? Mr Law asked while gazing at me attentively.

“Daniel and were supposed to go out to see a movie. He’s my friend, a good one at that…”

“Has he laid with you before or…” He paused.

“What! No…he will never do that, Not even a kiss… Daniel is very disciplined..”

“So I’m not disciplined because I do otherwise? You are indeed funny Aka..”

“… can you get dressed let’s get away from here..”
“… since Daniel is here to take you out for a movie, we can aswell go see one..”

“No, I don’t feel like going out…”

“Why? But you planned going out with Daniel for a movie. Your refusal will make me feel bâd..c’mon Aka..”

He drew me close to him and try kíssing me again, but I refused and walked away from him.

Seeing Daniel triggered a certain light in me that wasn’t there earlier when I was wrapped up in Mr Law’s arm as he r0manced and kíssed me.

As much as I still want to be with Mr Law but I know what the end result will be at the end of today.

I don’t want in anyway allow the flesh to continue ruling over me.

Daniel had said it only takes a tiny crack for the dëvïl to creep in.

He doesn’t need a large space, giving little room that’s all the dëvïl want.

I just did that, unknowingly created a crack and the dëvïl almost took the day glory, thank God that Daniel came, perfect timing.
Just in time to bring me to my senses.

Mr Law and I could have ended up in my bed and I wouldn’t have the ability to stop him because my flesh was equally enjoying the moment and pleasure that comes from it all.

I will need to work more on how overcome certain temptation, no matter how spiced up that the dëvïl presents it, I will need the help of the holy spirit to know and overcome it.

“..is this all because you saw Daniel? You were fine with me and had no trouble with the kíss and the touch, you were obviously enjoying it.. why the sudden change?

“Is not because of Daniel, there are certain things God frowns out and even though I know this things yet I fall into them. Like what we were just doing before Daniel walked in was all shades of wrong in the sight of God and It could have ended deeper intimacy with you..”

“… I’m a born again Christian and despite how weakened I feel at your every touch, I should be able to resist temptation and stand aright in the face of my weaknesses…”

“You’re talking trash, nothing you said make sense to me. Spare me all this bulsh!t. I’m leaving so that you don’t end up calling me s@tan that came to tempt you or made you fall into sín because it’s obvious, I see where all this boring talk is going..”

He picked up his key to leave

“Maybe I will come visit next weekend to see Amara but I’m not promising..”
“… thanks for coming over. I really do appreciate it and thank you again for helping my sister, giving her a job and also accomodating her. You’re a kind man and my God will bless you…”

He chuckled.

He paused at the door, turned to me with a downcast appearance.

“I feel blessed having you in my life Aka, I value you more than you can imagine. If you want to be mine then do so and if you want to belong to another then don’t toil with my heart. I’m not in good state of heart for months and do not need any more heartache to be added to the list…”

“…. this is a hard time with my Dad lying there in the hospital. It’s terrible Aka…i’m angry for many reasons. If I was an alc0holic or chain smøker this is a good time to drink myself until I forget all of this. My Dad put us through a whole lot, I remember when my Mom caught him having åffair on several counts but he will promised never to do it again after being caught, he kept promising until my Mom was feed up…”

“… they were always having misunderstanding, my Dad is always trying to justify his dirty lifestyle and my Mom running out of patience with him until she could no longer take it. I was just finishing high school when my parents separated. My Mom relocated to the US and usually come visiting every summer until she remarries and her visiting became less often…”

“… my Dad is a chronic cheat, he didn’t control his wømanising nature on time and It has ruined him. No woman that he has had a thing with in the past is by his side right now. My Mom would’ve try everything to nurse him during this period but he loosed a good woman while chasing cloud…”
“.. my dad and i don’t get along always but he’s still my father and I respect him, he’s definitely not the kind of Dad I want to be for my kids but yes, he will remain my father. Even my mom who håted him for many reasons never wished him what he is currently going through. He’s in terrible shape and going over to see him in that condition leaves me emotionally drained..”

“… I’m sorry that he once caused you pain. You’re very brave and outspoken, I like that about you. I watched the way you challenged my Dad that day even after punching his eyes that became bloodshot all through the day. I have watched you for a while before making a move. I really don’t care about background but I love my women bold, intelligent, smart, fearless and beautiful offcourse and you got it all…”

“… I love you Aka and I will try all I could to care for your sister like I cared for you. I might not be able to train her in school but she has my support. Listen, I’m not just after your body like you might assume, I just love the lady you’ve become and still becoming and I will try to support you to the very end, that’s a promise..do you believe me..” he asked, he walked to me, pulling my chin up to face him.

“Yes…yes I believe you sir..” I replied and included “sir” so he will understand he will always have my respect.

Even though we’ve slept together which we shouldn’t have but i still had maximum respect for him

He kíssed my cheek lightly before leaving.
I quickly followed him.

I walked him to his car which was parked outside the gate

I waved as he drove away.

The following day was Monday, I didn’t see Daniel after lecture time.

I was through with my lectures

I went in search of Daniel but couldn’t find him.
His phone was off.

It was after several search and asking I was directed to the library.
he was busy reading.

“Daniel…I have been searching for you..” I said
He looked up at me with a straight face

“I’m trying to read up for my exams…”
“…how was lecture today? He asked as he returned his gaze to the book

“It was okay..” I replied.

He nodded
He doesn’t seem happy or bright.

Could it be because of yesterday, he walked in to see Mr Law and I.

I was wrapped up in Law’s arm as he smøøches my body and kíss me påssionately
I know is heart breaking for him to see that since he has never hides his true feelings for me.

I’m glad Daniel didn’t caught us nåked but I understand the scene he saw us will be quiet a shock for him

“About yesterday… Daniel..” I began but his attention remained in his book.

“.. I’m sorry that you saw that..I..I .” Words failed me at this point

I became silent

There was another long silent before he heaved and raised his head to look at me.

“Sincerely, I felt bâd and still feeling very uncomfortable remembering that. It’s hard especially because I love and cares about you, everything about you, which includes your salvation…”

“…I care about your person and really want you to be guided spiritually, I wish you can discipline your flesh to resist temptation and quit pleasing the flesh. I want you to run the race well but you keep going back to the same thing I’m trying to save you from..

“… we had a plan to go see a movie yesterday, I was really busy after service but I try to hurry so that I don’t keep you waiting or disappointed. I never knew that your boss was coming over… you didn’t call to inform me that the movie timeout will be cancelled, I wish you did I wouldn’t have seen you two entangled together. Is quiet dísturbing..to be sincere but it’s alright.” He sighed sadly.

“I wasn’t aware, I was surprised too when he showed up. I’m sorry that I disappointed you again..”

“Yea, it’s all good Aka..” he said bending his head to the book.

We sat silently
He was fully back reading again or probably pretending to be.

I stood and told him I was going home

He nodded
He didn’t bother to walk me like he will do, he didn’t even remind me of the following day fellowship.

He didn’t pretend or hide his disappointment towards me

I walked away and went home.

This was my first time to see Daniel moody or sâd

I was surprised that he will act this way towards me
I know I didn’t expect him to hug me, sit over a drink and laugh it all off.

That will be hypocrisy because deep down his heart wasn’t at peace with me but I only wish he will understand like he used to do before.
As the Christian brother he is, I thought he will never be mâd at me.

I don’t know how to react or what to say.

Probably he doesn’t want to be my friend anymore
I will give him time to calm down,
He really seems hürt

I don’t want to loose his friendship.

Is very important to me

God will give me wisdom to make it right

Tbc