Bethroed to a stranger episode 29 – 30
💍BETHROED💍
TO😱
A❤
👨🏻STRANGER👨🏻
🍷(living the life of my twin sister)🍷
Written by Bella writes😊😊😊
CHAPTER 29✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
💭RYAN POV 💭
I went to the ward assigned to Natalie, Life is just so unfair, why? Why didshe really have to lose our child.
“Am sorry your majesty but the child died even before The mother got here” remembering the doctor words brought me pain
I should have never given her the divorce papers, Natalie loosing our child is my fault.
When I got to the room, I hesitated a bit
“She wont ever forgive you ” Natasha words came back hunting me.
I just hope that wont be the case, I opened the door and saw that she was up already.
She sat on the bed starring at nothing neither did she move when I walked towards her
“Natalie” I called gently and she didnt answer me
“Can you hear me” I said holding her hand but there was no reply from her.
“Talk to me, Your silence is killing me” I said as I sat on the bed next to her.
” Seems like I will have to get the doctor “I said and stood up about to go get the doctor
“Why bother?” she said as she stared at me
“I thought something was wrong with you” I said
“You should be happy right that something did happen to me,After all I dont mean a thing to you” she said
“You mean the world to me Natalie” I said as I walked back to her
“Have been a fool, I let my anger blind me and I made you suffer for it,Am sorry my love ” He said
” Dont you think its too late to say that, The only thing linking us is gone, Now you can Have what you want” She said
“No I dont want anything besides being with you” I said
“Dont make me laugh Ryan, The little we could have had together you threw away for a wh0le month and on your arrival, I lost something so precious to me,I want it to end ” she said
“No, you dont know what your saying, Your just feeling a bit down, rest for a while and th…….”
“What? Were you expecting me to breakdown and shed tears, have been crying for a wh0le month, Ryan and it has been for you,I dont even have any to shed for my unborn child” she said staring at me angrily
I would have preferred to see her cry, that would relieve some of the ache in her heart but no she didnt, She terrifies me being this way.
“Natalie i….”
“Have suffered enough for the lie, You most especially made me went through it all, am glad that your walking again, You wont be using that to make me feel guilty anymore”
” God knows that I tried to win back your love, I tolerated your mother and kate insults all just for you, I waited like a fool for a month for you to return
am someone who is not easily intimidated but because of you , I became that person, I let my parents manipulate me, I had to endure your mothers threats and then you came along, you used your leg injury to trap me more into it, I tried telling you the truth but each time I tried something or someone stops me,I had promised myself that I wont fall for you, I did my best not to but I still fell for you, maybe loving you is the only wrong I did” she said
“No dont say that”
“I regret loving you Ryan,I really do”
Hearing her say those words hurt a lot, I went to her bed holding her hand
“Dont say that my love, please dont” I said
“bring the divorce papers, am ready to sign them” She said and I knew then and there that Have already lose her.
💭Natalie pov 💭
“How are you feeling sis” Natasha said as she came into the ward
“What do you think ?have been locked here for three days and am feeling suffocated already” I said
“You know you still need to have more rest, its for your own sake”
“I hate it here, I just want to leave”I said angrily
“You know ever since youve been here, I havent seen you smile, your always grumpy and angry, I miss the old you Natalie” she said
The only thing I treasured most in life is gone, Why do I need to smile, Ryan has shattered my heart, I dont think I can ever be the same person, not now or ever.
“This is the new me Natasha, just deal with it ” I said
“He is outside today too” she said suddenly
” Then let him stay there, If he doesnt bring the divorce papers then we have nothing to say to each other, I dont ever want him near me” I said
” but he regrets it ” Natasha said
” If my child hadn’t died Ryan would have divorced me, so whats the difference now, I want my divorce and If he doesnt want to give me then he should stay away” I said
” dont you love him anymore?” Natasha asked and that question put me off guard.
I dont know what I feel anymore, all I know is that there is nothing In my heart and as soon as I get out of the hospital, I will leave and go to somewhere far away.
“I dont love him Natasha and please stop bothering me about him, as soon as I get out of this hospital am going away, To a very far place ” I said
” but why?”
” To heal alone and for me to rebuild my life” I said
” But you can do that here!”
” No Natasha, Its better I go,Its the best thing for me now” I said
Leaving this place is for the best, I thought as I kept on starring at her.
💭RYAN POV 💭
I stood in the lobby with my guards at my side, Waiting for Natasha to come out so she can tell me whatever she talked about with Natalie
Cause its been two day and I havent talked to her at all
” Natasha what did she say?”
“She doesnt want to see you Ryan” she said
” and she wants to leave, she wants to go far away from all this” She said
” Natalie cant leave me, I wont let that happen” I said as I went into the ward.
Semi final (chapter 30)✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
💭Ryan pov 💭
I got to her ward to find her trying to get up by herself
She staggered a bit and quickly I went to her holding her up
“Why get out of bed when your not strong yet” I said starring down at her
“Am fine, I can do it on my own, Let go” she said starring at me angrily
Am already getting used to the angry glare she gives me anytime I come over.
Her face had always shone with her beautiful smiles but ever since she lost the child, she hadnt smile which worried me a lot.
She bottled a lot of her feelings and that is changing her from the person we all knew, From the Natalie I fell in love with
“I need to pee,so let me go” she said and I released her.
On her own she went to the toilet and a while later she came out
“Your still here?”
“We both have to talk and I wont leave until we do so” I said
” there is nothing to talk about, Just bring me the divorce papers and I sign ” I said
“No Natalie, I wont give you a divorce anymore” He said
“Feeling guilty about the child we lost, dont bother, I know that wherever he will be, he is happy there, So dont feel guilty, Its too late for that now” She said starring at me
” Believe it or not Natalie, have also suffered for our child and as youve said, He is happy wherever he is but that doesnt mean that we have to have a divorce, I love you and you still love me”
“Thats where your wrong, I no longer love you Ryan , The love i felt for you died with my unborn child ” she said
“Thats a lie, I know for a fact that you are lying , You still love me and I can prove it” I said and went to her pulling her to me
“Dont you dare kss me” she said warning me
“Have missed your ksses” I said and without wasting anymore time, I kssed her
She tried fighting me but I was way stronger than her
I lift her in my arms and carried her to the bed.
“Ryan stop, we are in a hospital” she managed to say
” I dont care, Have missed you so much and I really need you right now, I want you,I love you” I said kssing her again.
All through everything,I managed to lock the door and I made sweet passionate love to her, Wanting to show her how much I love her.
💭Natalie pov💭
“That was great, I love you ” He said as he pulled me into his arms
Am such a fool, why did I let my body take charge over my head.
He has hurt me a lot and now I just slept with him, He will think that I want him back in my life and that is something I dont want , Not now or ever.
“Am sorry Natalie,sorry for everything that have put you through, I was hurt by your lies and happy to know that you were someone different entirely, Happy to know that you gave up everything and let them threaten you and use you just so you could stay with me, happy to know that despite everything you loved me even though I was not worth it, I left for the states only because I wanted to walk, Whatever Kate said to you are all lies, I love you and I will always love you” He said kssing my forehead.
“You should have showed me how much you love you loved me a month ago, You should have forgiven me and stayed with me, yes I waited, I waiteda wh0le month for you ‘ Ryan would come back for me, He will tell me how much he loves me and we will live happily’ those thoughts kept on going through my head for a month but on your arrival what did you present me with, A divorce paper and then, I lost my child, Just thinking about that day hurts me a lot”
” I cant stay with you this way, cause if I do I will keep on remembering the most painful day of my life” I said getting up from the bed
” Natalie we can solve this another way, Think about the love we have for each other”
“A love which has brought me nothing but pain, I dont want to feel anything Ryan, I just want to be on my own,To think about my future, far from everything that reminds me of you and my dead child” I said
He came to me and hugged me from behind
” please dont leave, I love you so much “he said
” I have to do this Ryan” I said pulling out of his arms
“I wont let you leave, I wont!!!” He said
” You cant stop me Ryan, My mind has been made up, Now please leave” I said
” Natalie!”
“Just go away” I said pushing him
“Okay, do this for me, Please stay, stay here and I promise to keep my distance ” He said
” Lies”
“I swear Natalie , I will stay away until you want me back in your life, please dont go” he begged
“Fine I will stay but you must keep your distance, I dont want you near me” I said and he nodded sadly.
He put on his clothes and with one last glance at me, He left
” Am sorry Ryan but in order to get the healing I need, I must leave” I said to myself
Picking up my phone I dialled Natasha number and on the third ring she picked
“Please Natasha help me book a flight to any place of your choice, I need to leave as soon as I possible”………….
THE NEXT DAY🌞🌞🌞
💭RYAN POV💭
” As soon as I got your call, I came,Is something wrong ” I asked the nurse who I had asked to help me keep watch on Natalie.
“Am sorry your majesty but I couldnt keep watch on her, I left early yesterday and when I returned today they told me that she already left” She said
” Thats a lie, She wouldnt have left” I said as I ran to her room
It was empty, There was no trace of her, I knelt on the floor feeling so hurt
“Fine I will stay” remembering her words brought me so much pain.
“How could you have left me Natalie, How?” I said as the tears slipped off my face.