just a little sin 54
JUST A LITTLE SIN
Episode 54
By AMAH’S HEART.
“I gave you an idea, I advised you as a friend, one of the biggest advice that will be of benefit to you but you decide to remain adamant, you want to be poor for the rest of your life?
I continued with my Bible study guide and didn’t say a word to him or raise my head to look at him
“… You’re no difference from all this new converts, once they are born again, they will start forming holier than thou but just give them few months or wait let small hunger.. strike them then you will see them running back to their old lifestyle. I know everything about this set of people and you’re no difference from them. Infact, you’re acting exact replica of this set of “born again” that I just described…”
I had words that I wanted to say to him at that moment
Words that just came into my heart as I was studying the bible guide.
I wanted to use the word of God to shut him up but wisdom is profitable to direct.
I felt at that moment that it was unnecessary, I will just be like a sounding cymbal
Like a noise to his hearing.
I kept quiet and decided to close the bible guide that I was studying
I felt really distracted from all the talk.
“…listen, even this heavenly race that you think you’re running, if you’re too careful you may end up in hell. Is not by over righteousness or perfect lifestyle. The good thing about this whole thing is that you can still fail and at the end God will give you a pass. Didn’t they teach you in your church that even if you sin small God will still forgive you later. God forgives little sins because he is a merciful God. So even if at the end you continue to service madam and give her different styles so that the cash gift will be attra-ctive, you’re not really sinning, you’re hustling and trying to make money through a legit means instead of carrying gùñ to steal and kill…”
If it was before I could have think twice on this his bad teaching but now that I know the right and wrøng and und-erstand clearly that God frowns at every forms of sin.
I shunned such a sátánic advise
God does not dwell in the body or environment filled with sin yet John, who thinks he’s a Christian can say all of this trash boldly, knowing well that he was talking nonsénse
This is dëcéiving, alot of naive Christian who does not know their real stand with God can fall for such fallacy.
“You’re a partner with the dev!l, deceivers of men, you’re indirectly wining more souls for the devil with such words, I therefore rebuke you, get behind me sátán..”
I finally replied him
He paused for something, looked at me for a while and began to laugh hysterically.
“So, in your mind Tomasi, you think you’re more righteous than me, you think God use to take a nap anytime you go into Madam’s room and spend an hour or two with her in there, doing what I already know, which isn’t new anymore. You think God is napping and won’t see or know that you’re commiting sin with madam? You feel you’re holy by picking up a scriptural book to look into or by babbling on and on in the name of prayer. I only wanted to give you confidence which I already know that you lack. So that you can continue doing your dirty, secret business with God’s und-erstanding offcourse, making money while enjoying yourself with madam and since you’re a also a newly born again you can also make God und-erstand that none of your deeds with madam is intentional, you only needed to do it because you’re a man that need money…”
John has lost it, he was not making any sense
But he feels confidence talking trãsh
His phone began to ring, he picked up right there.
“Yes shinna, I’m busy now and there’s nothing on me. I have told you before to stop calling me, I will be the one to call you when I have something for you. Please don’t call me again, I don’t have money to give you..”
He waited as he listened to the other person on the line.
I guess the person was shouting and threatening before the call later ended
John usually step out most time if he wants to receive a call or make some kind of call
There’s still calls he stays in to make and receive
This are the kind of call he will likely step out to receive
He probably felt there’s no point stepping out because I don’t have any business with his outside runs.
I bent my head and went back reading the Bible guide.
John decided to finally step outside to finish the conversation with the caller.
I have heard that name Shinna before, I can’t remember exactly where but it rings a loud bell in my mind.
I tried to go back with my study but my mind kept flashing back to that same name.
I paused and think hard but no idea of where I have heard the name came.
I decided to go and urinate, it was while I was at it I remembered it like a flash
Shinna is one of the names of those guys that attácked me
Yes, I heard one of them call out to the second one with knife to attãçk me
Two names where mentioned, I remembered only Shinna, I will think of the second name later
The third guy’s name wasn’t mentioned.
Is from the second name that I will be able to confirm if John had anything to do with this guys
If he had a hand in my attack
I may not trust John but he can’t possibly have a hand in my attack
We’re not dragging anything and he was the one I kept updating of my well-being then.
I know he suddenly began to misbehave and I can’t tell what went wrøng but he can’t possibly want to kill me or associate with those kind of dangerous men
There’s no possiblity in it, I have my doubts but I will think hard for the second name and try to search it through his contacts.
I will know when to sneak out his phone and search for the name without him knowing
Is until then I will know if he is involved or not
After few days, salaries were paid but I got none.
Sometimes the money will be transferred to our accounts, while there are still times that they will present it envelope by envelope.
I have collected my salary in an envelope about three times and the rest of other months were transfered into my account.
This time around it was by envelope and none was given to me.
I checked if mine was paid into my bank account but I saw nothing.
I was still thinking about it, why everyone got their monthly payment except me,
A staff came to inform me that madam wanted to see me.
John began to laugh, he said I must have committed a serious crime that made madam decide to withheld my salary.
He said maybe I didn’t service her well, I didn’t attend to her personal needs like she usually like
And the consequences for poor service has come
He was making jest of me and laughing.
I ignored him and went to see madam.
Madam asked me about what we discussed the last time, if I have been able to think it through.
She said that I supposed to have an answer for her by now because she had given me enough time.
I remember the verse in the bible that said if sinner tries to entice you, do not fall because you will be selling off your soul to the enemy and the wicked will gamble with it as they please.
I can’t remember the exact verse but I have come across similar quotes, Omie had also given me a Bible verse like that before
John has said that God is very und-erstanding and he will definitely forgive even if is a deliberate sin.
A very dangerous advise that can even lead to dèãth
We humans und-erestimate God and takes his kindness for granted
John also forget that no matter how you try to cancel a fault it will still come to light one day.
There’s punishment, a heap punishment waiting for the offenders of God’s law.
Those who knowing and und-erstanding a particular thing is a sin but still went on to do it without remorse.
God håte sin and he has made it very clear in the scriptures and I won’t be found as one of those on his blacklist.
My slate will remain without stain, even if I have to fall then it should be what I have no knowledge of, so that when I knells to plead for forgiveness after realizing, my cønsciénce will be without judgement or condemnátion.
“The offer is a big one ma’am, I have think it through and I und-erstand that is a big opportunity for me…”
I watched as she began to nod her head while smiling.
I paused and then continued.
“… but, I’m not interested in the offer ma’am. I appreciate you for picking me among many to serve your personal needs but I don’t want to be associated with such a pleasurable job, although I haven’t und-erstand fully what the other part of the job is aside serving your personal needs but I’m very okay with my plumbing Job and wish to stick to that if you won’t mind..?
She frowned at first before curving her li-ps into a smile.
“I’m not sure you und-erstand what you will be missing. I have not even explain in detail the other part of the job which even madam gold recommended you. You will enjoy lots of benefits and time will come you will be going for vacation and traveling to different countries of your choice. The good thing is that you’re young, agile and good looking too. This qualities are all to your benefits if you accept the job. You don’t even need to think about it twice because alot of young men are searching for this kind of opportunity that I’m giving to you in a platter of gold. I will give you another chance to go and think about it again and get back to me..”
I try to protest, I tried to tell her that there was no point going back to think again because my answer will still remain the same but she raised a finger up shutting me down.
She continued by setting up cash on her dressing table.
There’s a smaller cash at one side and a bundle of cash in another
She pointed at the smaller one and said
“… that’s your monthly salary which amount to nothing. You will spend it off and may not have a left over for major needs and to extend a helping hand to your family, while this other bundles is what you will be getting every month. You will have alot to save even after all your expenses and alot to send to family and friends in financial need, you won’t lack anything, you will be living a very comfortable life and with time, a car will be giving to you and a house of your own…. this are parts of the benefits that comes with the package. Poverty and wealth is presented to you, make your choice. I’m sure even God will want you to be comfortable while serving him, choose wisely Tom, rejecting all this good thing will be rejecting everything that comes from me, including your normal salary, the free accomodation giving to you, your feeding and other allowances. You may end up in the street as jobless, homeless and poor. Yes, that’s the disadvantage that comes with rejecting my offer. Think well and think hard before making your choice…”
After talking, she said that I can go, I turned and left.
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