The Classic Wh-re Episode 4 – 5

The Classic Wh-re – Episode 4
{Her Dirty Little Secret}
Written by IZNA_CROWN_MERCIE.
I sigh as I stare at my house to be sure that the lights are not on before creeping down from the car.
“Next time, I think that you should bring your own car along there cause I’m not going to drive you all the way back to your house ever again.”
Cara gro-ns and I roll my eyes at her as I turn back to face her before smiling.
“I really do think that you should stop all these Selena. You can’t continue going around and f****ng men all in the name that you can’t control your s€×ual urges.”
She says and I frown as I shake my head.
“Do you really think that I want to do this Cara?!
I raise my brows at her as I lean down on the car glass window.
“Do you really think that I want to go around dressing up to cover my identity and wh-re around allowing hundreds of different men to have their way with me despite my family’s reputation and honor?!”
She sighs as she shakes her head once again.
“Do you think that I love doing this? This little game that I’m playing, do you think that I like the fact that every single day, I have to live through the pains of my everytime s€×ual urges and I had to learn how to keep my own hands to myself?!”
I whisper, my voice now barely audible.
“Do you know how hærd this is for me? To go out of my way because something is not okay with me. Something that even the best doctor in the country has no solution for.”
“Do you know how hærd and how painful it is to think that I was thinking of f****ng my own father because of my one problem of not been able to control my s€×ual urges.”
“Do you think that I want to live like this? Going around and shaming myself. Acting like a wh-re and going out with different men. I don’t Cara, I do not want to live like this but I have no other choice because this is the only solution that I have.
No medicine can cure me. Only s€× can and that’s what I’m doing. I don’t care how long it is that I have to do this but I’m not stopping cause I’m not going to live through another nightmare and another moment of thinking of my own father as a f**k buddy because I can’t control myself.”
I shake my head and she sighs before getting out of the car and walking across it to get over to me.
She holds me by the shoulder and stares down at me.
“I know that you are not doing all these willingly Selena. I know that you’re suffering and I know that you don’t like any of these but I just think that there might be another solution to all these, one that can be humble and one that doesn’t even you disguising yourself before you can take care of your problem.”
“I’m not going to get married Cara. I do not want to get married, you know how sensitive I am about that subject, this is the only solution and it hurts that it’s the only one that I have but I have no other choice either.”
I shake my head as the tears threatens to fall.
“I know baby, I know. ”
She says as she drags me closer to herself and I allow the tears to roll freely down my cheeks.
“It hurts so much that I want to die.”
“I know, I know. Everything will be fine, okay? I’m here with you, everything will be fine.”
After my mental breakdown with Cara, she had left and I had been ashamed that she had to see me cry that way but I couldn’t contain it anymore.
I was just so fed up with everything and I just had to let it out.
I open the door carefully as the guards bows to me but I ignore them as I walk up the stairs carefully and slowly. Hoping that mom and dad has gone to sleep already.
“Selena?”
Episode 5
I can feel my heart beating so fast against my chest as I try to control it and I slowly start to turn back again.
Oh God. This is exactly what I didn’t want to happen.
This is exactly what I’ve always been avoiding. Getting caught.
I drop my head to the ground as I stare at my feet like it’s the most interesting thing to do as I raise my head to meet with my mom’s eyes.
What the hell is she doing here and why the hell isn’t she sleeping already.
“Mom, why aren’t you sleeping yet and what are you doing still awake? Where is dad?”
I chuckle nervously as I start making my way towards her and she smiles at me.
“I knew that was you and your dad is in,side, sleeping. I just felt like suddenly having ice cream so I came here and are you just returning from Cara’s?”
I have always lie to them that I’m going to Cara’s place because that’s the only place that I could lie to.
I have no other friends so it wasn’t much of a problem but I really think that I need to start using another excuse that’s not Cara. Saying Cara everytime might gets old pretty soon and they will want to know why I’m always going there.
“Yes Mom. I have to stay with her because I know that I will be busy later today so we had fun and that’s why I’m just returning late.”
I smile at her and she nods.
“It’s alright darling and your father wanted to talk to you about something also but you weren’t around so he just left it and said he would talk to you over breakfast tomorrow.”
She says and my heart is already drumming against my chest.
Father isn’t the type of person to talk to me so what the hell could have happened.
My heart begins to race at the thought that he might have found out about what I have been doing and now he knows everything.
I shake my head, deciding that that’s just a silly thing and a silly thought from me.
I mean, how the hell will dad find out that I’ve been doing this?
There’s no possible way that he could have.
“Alright mom.”
I smile at her and she returns the smile before moving closer to me and pecking my forehead.
“You should go rest my dear. It has been a long day.”
It has in fact been a long day.
“Alright mom. Thanks, you should go back to sleep too.”
I smile at her before leaving for the stairs and I begin to climb it up to my room with only one thought in my head right nkw.
Why do my father wants to see me?
~XANDER
“Yes, h-rder. Oh my God, yes right there. Right there, just right there. Oh my f****ng God.”
She mo-ns underneath me as I thr-st into her hærd and fast.
I need to release everything that I have in me.
I flip her over on the bed so she’s laying on her tummy as I raise her one leg and thr-st into her quick from behind.
“Oh my God. No, please Xander stop. That hurts.”
She mo-ns with pain but I was too much into this sh*t to care about that as I flip her once again, grabbing her up and making her lay on the bed with her facing me as I grab her legs and separate them both to either side as I thr-st into her once again and her cries fills my ears which only makes me awaken the beats in me even more.
I really need to stop doing this.
I am going to get married soon according to dad which means that I will have to stop this habit of whoring around but before that.. in going to f**k them as much as I can.