Stella’s diary episode 29 – 30
🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖 )🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚 📚📚
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Chapter 29
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❤️ Stella’s pov 💛
“So you were saying?” I asked smith as we moved to a quiet place..
“Well, I Know it’s quite stupid and weird of me saying this, but I just hope it doesn’t destroy our little friendsh¡p we’ve build for quite some time now” he said acting quite nervous.
” You’re acting quite funny, common loosen up, we’re friends you know, you shouldn’t act that shy to tell me something, the last time I checked, I was the shy one” I said to him, and that seemed to calm him down a little.
” Thanks for that Stella, I think it helped” he replied
” Anytime. So now are you ready to tell me what’s on your mind?” I asked
“Yh, but like I said I don’t want it affecting out friendsh¡p” he said
” Ready for anything Smith” I replied.
“Uhmmm…. We’ve been together for just a week and maybe two days, and I can’t hold this in again than just to tell you” he said.
” Hmm… And what could that be? ” I asked
” I have feelings for you” he said
” I mean, I like you” he quickly added
” Yh of course, that’s no big deal, we’re friends and I like you also” I replied
” No Stella, you don’t understand, that’s not what I’m actually talking about, I mean the other way round” he said and I finally got what he was saying. Although I was getting a little from the beginning, but I just decided to pretend just to know what’s really going on in his mind.
“Wow” was the only word that came out of my mouth, I mean, no one has ever told me that, I was kinda the clumsy type of person, quite and on her own, not that loud and wild person you could imagine, so, someone like Smith finding interest in me, is really kinda confusing to me. I mean, he’s a star, almost like Jeremy but not just up to me, I still don’t why he even choose to mingle with someone like me from the beginning. Probably that’s why Olivia is shunning our friendsh¡p, but he’s quite different from what she sees him as.
“I know I shouldn’t have told you this, look what it caused between us, we weren’t being silent on each other minutes ago” he said and I cleared my throat.
” Uhmm, there’s nothing to worry about Smith, I just wasn’t expecting that from you, definitely it’s not gonna affect our friendsh¡p in any way, I just think we should be on a more of friendsh¡p zone” I replied
” Oh, if you insist, I do feel better telling you my feelings already. But since you want us to still be in a friend zone, I do respect your decision” he said.
” Thanks Smith, you’re such an understanding person, after Olivia and Romeo, I’m glad to find a special friend like you” I said and he smiled, quite awkwardly I’ll say.
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🍐 Smith’s pov 🍐
“Thanks Smith, you’re such an understanding person, after Olivia and Romeo, I’m glad to find a special friend like you” she said and I faked a smile at her.
I don’t know why, but those words she just said, actually hit me deeply, I feel really bad for deceiving her. Cause the few days we’ve been together, I must admit how much she’s really fun to be with, sweet, kind and innocent. I wonder why Alexa would have something against this pure creature. Bit the other way, I still have to do it, I seriously need to bring Jeremy down.
Unlike Olivia, Stella is weigh too easy to convince when you’ve gotten on her right side, and I still feel really bad for doing that. She’s really a real and a true friend to me. But like I said, I just have to do it.
Now, I’m sure telling her this would stir something up between her an Olivia, i don’t know why i think so, bit I just believe. Jeez! I should have picked acting as a second career.
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💮 Stella’s pov 💮
“Hey Olivia” I said walking into the class staring at Olivia who was using her phone in the class.
“What do you want” she said without looking at me.
“Jeez! You seem mad at me” I said moving closer to her on a seat.
” I’m not mad, just wondering why you aren’t busy with Smith and is now bothering me around” she said
” Common Olivia, Smith is my friend too, at least I should have some time with him too” I said to her and she totally diverted her attention to me.
” I never knew you were dumb Stella” she said, although I wasn’t offended cause I knew where she was heading to.
“I’m not, Smith is actually not the kind of person you’re thinking he is, he even told me about his feelings for me today” I said unconsciously, didn’t mean to say it though, cause I knew she was still going to kick against it.
“What! You mean Smith said he has feelings for you?” She asked
“Yes, I don’t really know why you hate him, he never hurt or did anything to you, so come of it Olivia” I said to her
” You’re the one who has to come off your trance, be wise, why can’t you just see things the way I do, even if it’s for once” she said.
” I’m glad I can’t, cause I really don’t wanna be like you at that, I want to be nice and accommodative not the total opposite which you are” I said kind of angry and I could see the shock in her eyes.
“That’s not what I’m saying Stella, you’re totally misunderstanding me” she said and I rolled my eyes at her.
“You know what Olivia, I’m really tired of you interfering in my friendsh¡p with others, being friends with you doesn’t mean I can’t be with anyone else, just let me be for once, I’m really tired of your choosy behavior in my life, bye” I said walking away.
” Stella that’s not what I’m saying, I’m only trying to help you, you’re acting up” she said from behind but I ignored her. Quarrelling with Olivia wasn’t really an option but, I was just fed up, and I thought it was the right option, I don’t think I know how things would be between us after now. Whatever, she’s just too annoying.
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🍈 Alexa pov🍈
I can’t believe Jeremy’s mum shunned me away because of Amaya, turned out I have a lot more to fight for, because of Jeremy, it’s quite h-rder than I think, and heart breaking. It Seems shes above me in my own dad school, even though it’s both owned by my dad and Jeremy’s mum.
“Hey Alexa, you’re so lost” Smith said approaching me.
” Oh hey Smith. Didn’t notice you around” I replied
” Of course you won’t, you were so lost in thought”he said
“Yh, it’s nothing to worry about” I lied
“Oh, I believe you, guess our plan is working anyway” he said
” What plans” I asked.
” Common have you forgotten do soon? Our plans against Olivia and Stella” he said
” Oh those bitches” I said
” Common don’t call them that, they are actually nice people, you should get along with them” he said and I eyed him.
” Don’t tell me you’ve also been bewitched by their fake charms” I said rolling my eyes.
” Common, you know that can’t happen, they actually had a huge fight today, they literally aren’t talking” he said surprising me.
” Woah!! Are you serious? ” I asked happily, my mood lightening a bit.
“Would I lie about such?” He asked.
“Definitely not, so how did you do it?” I asked still smiling at him.
“That’s actually a long story for another day” he replied
“Yh, yh whatever, but I still have another problem” I complained to him
” And what could that be?” He asked
” Amaya” I replied
” Amaya? You mean the president daughter?” He asked.
“Of course, she’s another threat, she’s really obsessed with Jeremy, and I don’t think it would be easy with her on my way” I replied
” Woah, that’s a biggie. But what do you think, it’s something I can sort out, leave her to me” I replied
” Yayy! I trust you Smith. Now I can finally work on Olivia and Stella now that they are kinda apart” she said and I gave her a fake smile. I was still feeling guilty causing the fight between Olivia and Stella.
It’s like I’ve done something grieving. I don’t know why, by weigh deep down in me, I do feel Stella is my real friend which I’ve betrayed so much. I’m kinda pained. Well, as long as my plan works.
They’re apart for now but probably they would get together soon, if they’re true friend’s to themselves.
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🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖 )🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚📚
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Chapter 30
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🍏 Stella’s pov 🍏
It’s been full two days now, and I and Olivia haven’t really been talking. I do feel guilty for talking to her that way. She’s like the only friend I have that can be really trusted with my secrets in this wh0le school. But the thing is that we are both acting childish in this case, no one wants to be the first to admit his wrong. Although, I know I’m quite wrong for telling her off, probably she won’t even wanna see me again, considering how she was the only one there for me from the beginning even before Smith arrived, I shouldn’t really have done that. But it’s too late I guess, there’s nothing I could really do about it.
I and Smith were just moving around having a chat together. Well since I and Olivia aren’t really on good terms, I’ve been hanging out mostly with him lately.
“Smith, can I ask you a question?” I asked
“Of course swii, you’re free” he replied.
” What do you think about my argument with Olivia. Do you think I should apologise? ” I asked
” Uhmmm, well it’s left to you, but you know, if truly she actually likes or loves you. She’s definitely gonna come back to you” he said
” Uhmmm… Are you sure? You know, not everyone are really good at settling their dispute in such manner” I replied
” Hmm, you’re kinda right though, but let’s give it a wait and check to see where we are actually heading to on this bridge. I know it hurts you so much to be in such situation with someone you really love. I feel it’s my fault since you told her about what I said to you” he said. Yes, I actually told Smith about what really caused our argument.
” You don’t have to blame ourselves. She also got her own flaws here” I replied
” Thanks Stella, you always make me feel less worried about stuffs like this” he said
” Glad to hear that” I replied smiling which he returned.
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🍉 Jeremy’s pov 🍉
I’m not really the type of person who stalks someone’s movement, but lately I’ve been doing that to Stella. I’ve been watching her everyday movement and I must say it’s because I saw her with the guy three days ago. What made me got more interested in stalking her movement is because she’s with Smith. I don’t trust that guy a bit. He plays ane hurt girls. He may seem nice and presentable in the first appearance, but he’s worst than someone you think you hate. I’m not trying to paint him black cause he’s my opponent, I’m only trying to figure out why he got so suddenly interested in Stella. Maybe I should talk to her about it, maybe she would listen to me. Cause from my knowledge, she and Olivia are kind of beat of friends, but lately, she spends 99% of her time with Smith, what’s the possibility of she and Olivia still friends?
I Know I don’t really interfere in people’s life, but I just need to help Stella, don’t want her hurt or getting into trouble, I don’t really know why, she’s the closest female I’ve poured out little of how I feel to, it’s crazy right? I know she may be angry at me, cause I snapped at her at the parking lot the day we both came back from my little place, and later, begin to avoid her since then. She’s definitely gonna feel bad about it. But despite all of it, she wouldn’t understand that I’m only keeping her from getting into trouble, mum threaten to send her out of this school if she ever sees me with her again. But right now, I really feel the urge to speak to her, it’s really essential. I shouldn’t have even talk to her from the beginning, probably I wouldn’t be really bothered.
And as for my boring class with Amaya , it actually begins today. I don’t think I can ever trust that trash of a girl. She literally drugged me and mum still accept her story of me drugging myself, I mean, how would I even do that when I know I have health issues mainly to do with drugs?
I even asked her to check the camera but she was shunning me. I think mum really knows it was all Amaya’s plan. She just don’t want to scold or expel her because she’s the daughter to the president. Cause the real penalty to such a crime is expulsion. Very soon, I’m definitely gonna get my own house. I’m just staying with mum, cause I don’t want her falling into depression, I managed to get her out if it the first time, don’t really wanna go back to square one again, but at least, I’m her son, the only child and family she has on Earth, she should try loving me a little.
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“Stella” I called seeing her not to far from me. I finally got the opportunity I was waiting. And thankfully she looked back at me at one call, don’t really want to be shouting out her name. Like I said from the beginning, I don’t really talk much to people, she was actually the one who brought out that part of me a little.
“Was that you?” She asked as she got to me, she had a smug look on, and I can’t blame her. I nodded
” come with me” I said to her and she stared at me.
“Uhmmm I can’t” she replied
“Please” I replied
“Okay” she said and I lead the way while she followed. I’m taking her to my personal practice room where no one in particular had access to. I don’t want someone like Alexa or Amaya or even mum seeing us together, cause mum placed them to do you on my movement.
“I’m sorry Jeremy, but what do you want?” She asked. Glady she was still as calm as usual, I actually feared of her changing being with Smith.
“Stella, is everything okay? you can tell me” I said and she stared at me confused.
” Are you sure you aren’t asking the wrong person?” She asked still sounding cool.
” Definitely not, I’m asking you Stella” I replied
“I’m sorry, I really don’t want to answer any question coming from you” she snapped uncomfortably
” Huh? Why?” I asked
” Don’t even know, I just don’t want to do so, bye” she said walking away but I held her hands back and she turned to me surprised, well, I was also surprised about my action, but with Stella around me, I do things I don’t understand.
“You can talk to me, I haven’t done anything, you told me we were friends sometimes ago, why are you suddenly changing?” I asked
” I’m sorry Jeremy. I don’t think we are really friends. You’re just using me that’s all” she said and I was quite upset but held it in. I just hate that word, it reminds me of what my dad did to my mum, he’s not even my father, he’s just a sp**m donor to me, nothing else.
“Why would you say such a thing, stop it Stella, that word is quite expensive than you think” I replied
” Aren’t you using me to upset Alexa” she said and I sighed in relive. Oh that’s what she meant by using, I wasn’t even doing that , she doesn’t understand, I don’t hang out with people so much. Why would I suddenly start hanging out with her and even opening up to her a little, just to upset Alexa. I can’t do that.
“Anytime we’re having a conversation and Alexa intefers and start bullying me,, you do stuffs I don’t even understand, and when she leaves, it’s like we’ve never met before” she added.
Oh! That what she actually meant, she really don’t understand, I mean anyone who sees us now talking together, would think something is actually going in between us, cause I myself is really surprised at our closeness.
“If that’s what you term at using Stella, then you totally quoted me wrong” I said and she nodded, I don’t think she actually believes.
” The reason I actually do that is just because I don’t like Alexa picking on you for my sake, I was only doing that on your defense” I said to her
” Okay, I believe you Jeremy, is that why you called me here?” She asked. Jeez! She’s still doubting me, that’s not even my business.
“It’s about you Stella, are you still friends with Olivia?” I asked and she kept quite for a while before finally giving me an answer.
“I guess so” she replied.
“You know, lately I’ve been seeing you spending all your time on that guy Smith, and don’t even see you with Olivia anymore. It’s quite confusing” I said
” Well, I don’t think you should be concerned with that” she said
” Look Stella, I know I’m not in the right place to judge, but lately, I can swear you are not being who you are a week ago” I said and she suddenly turned red, probably in anger.
” Stop stalking me and focus on your annoying boring life” she said walking away.
Did she just say that to me?
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TBC