Alpha Kaden’s Mate episode 19 – 20

🐺ALPHA KADEN’S MATE

{ His To Claim }🐺

By, Cisca. H.

Chapter 19: CAN YOU EVER LOVE ME THE WAY I AM?

” I’ll love to have the French fries. ” I finally said.

” You love the French fries too? ” I nodded, ” That’s one of my favorite. ”

” Really? Well, that makes us a little common. ”

He typed something to his phone, not up to three minutes our dishes were served.

I was staring at the food before me, I don’t know where to start from in eating it.

I was so hungry but the moment Mrs Green asked me to meet him, the appetite left all of a sudden.

I picked the spoon beside the plate, picking a full spoon of the French fries.

” Have you gotten the new sim card yet? ” He asked.

” Yeah, I did. Thank you. ”

” It’s nothing. You can make phone calls as much as you want, the Wi-Fi password is 2147. Just in case you forget, it’s written at the back of the sim card. You can check it after this. ”

” Thanks again. ”

” You should stop thanking me, this is your new home, you are free to do whatever you want. ”

I smiled, excited on how he said the words.” I know you must be wondering why I came here, ” this wasn’t the right time to say this but, honestly I want to speak my mind.

I really don’t want to be acting like, I just decided the fact that I wanted this special dinning with him or whatsoever it may be.

I felt like I just needed to be frank with him, at least for now.

” It’s been five days since you brought me here and, we’ve never gotten the chance to have this special time for each other. I get it, I’m still not used to the wolf and mate stuffs but… at least I wanna get used to you too.

I know how much you want to see me happy but, it’s just so difficult for me to. Being mated to some one who every one thinks is a monster, some one every one believes to be my down fall.

You know, I don’t wanna believe that but, I don’t want to any more. ” I sniffed, wiping off my tears. I chuckled softly, ” Sorry, I shouldn’t be saying this. ”

” No, you are free to. ” He dropped his fork back on the table. ” Humans do think we are monsters, ” he smiled. ” may be that is what we are. I won’t force you to believe I am right or see what they have said to be wrong.

I respect what ever decision you take, as far as it makes you happy. And you have every right to be scared of me and my kind. I guarantee you one thing, no matter what happens, I will always be there for you.

He sighed. ” I had to take you to the other quarter because I felt that I needed to give you the space you want. I knew that spending most of your time with the humans there was the oy way to make you feel better. Guess it really did. ”

I nodded my head.

” What’s your favorite color? ” I was so surprised when he asked me that, I was wondering if I was imagining him asking me that or if for real he actually did ask me.

” Red. Purple. ” I said, feeling a bit relief at our new conversation.

” Don’t you think purple looks too childish for you? ”

” Purple? ” I asked. ” Purple doesn’t. It’s actually my favorite between the two. ”

He chuckled. ” I was expecting you to say something like blue or green. ”

” I hate green, a lot. And blue, I can manage it but that doesn’t mean I love it. ”

” Okay. What about your favorite pet? ”

” I can’t remember the last time I ever had a pet. ” I said, recalling if I ever had one. ” Well, I love cats. ”

” Cats? ” He repeated.

” Yes, I love Cats. Are you scared of them? ”

He didn’t say anything. ” You are scared of Cats? ” I asked again.

” No, just don’t fancy them a lot. ” He answered.

” So, what’s your favorite pet? ” I asked back.

” Any can serve. But I’ll prefer dogs. ”

” Dogs aren’t that much friendly to me, and they are scary too. ”

He held himself from laughing. ” What if you had one as a pet? ” He asked.

” No way. I’m gonna have it dead.”

” They aren’t that wicked as you think. ”

” They aren’t to people like you, but they are to people like me. ” Our eyes met for the nth time, this time I didn’t look away. I was staring back into his eyes, I was beginning to see how beautiful and gorgeous they looked.

They weren’t scary any more, instead they were welcoming.

And I felt my heart skip a beat, and a soft sparky feeling erupt in my belly. I swallowed hærd, but still made an eye contact with him.

He didn’t look away too, he was looking right direct into my own eyes. Though I was feeling shy, but I found this moment welcoming.

I’m so complicated, I know, that’s because I find it hærd to understand my self.

I don’t have any feelings for him but, a part of me tells me I do.

“ Excuse me, Ana, who is fooling who? ” said a voice in my head.

Why do I feel safe in here, why do I feel like I’ve got all I needed? Why am I so desperate for him, and why do I care so much about the distance we share?

Why am I bothered about my feelings, why do I feel like I am missing something? My wh0le life is complete, and every thing I ever want is just here for me.

But why…? Why am I still feeling like some thing is missing? What could it be?

Maybe Mrs Green is right, I’m still a novice to my feelings. Guess that is why I still haven’t understood what it means till now. She thinks I am going to make a great Luna, while I think I ain’t.

Let’s just be frank to ourselves, I’m a f*cking annoying bitch, right? And I am beginning to hate my self for that.

Am I the only one who thinks I am going insane with the wh0le thoughts in my head? Am I the only one having this feelings towards him? Does he feels the same way for me?

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Alpha Kaden ✓

I could feel her worries, her fears, her pains. I could feel them all in me like it was my own pains. I understand why she hates me so much, every human would do the same.

And it’s okay why she had to believe whatever her mother told her about my kind. We are animals, we are monsters.

But in those eyes, those crystal eyes I can see so many doubts. Reasons to disbelief every lies they have fed her with.

She wants to accept her fate, she desperately wants to but those words keeps pulling her back.

In her eyes, I can see her readiness to love and to be loved. All she wants in her life is happiness, and that is one thing I am ready to give to her no matter what it takes from me.

All I want to see is for her to be happy. I want to watch her smile. I want to look at those welcoming smiles, to believe that I haven’t fail my promise to make her happy.

I want her to love me. I want her to see how much I care about her. How much I needed her to be with me. To know my reasons for wanting her beside me.

I have waited for years… Eight good years to call her my own. To look into her eyes without any one telling me when or how to.

I want her to look into my eyes and tell me how much she loves me too. It’s so difficult to fall in love, but when you do, you just can’t resist the one person who makes your heart ache.

Can she ever love me the way I do? Will she ever love me for what I am? Can she?

🐺ALPHA KADEN’S MATE

{ His To Claim }🐺

By, Cisca. H.

Chapter 20: YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY KITTEN.

I can’t believe I f*cked up every thing Mrs Green thought me. I can’t just believe how rushy I was to say those words to him.

Jeez… I’m a mess.

I sat on my bed, with my legs folded to each other. I wanted to wave the wh0le lesson one stuff off my brain but, I just can’t.

I felt like I have to… I have to understand why I had to meet him. Why Mrs Green desperately wanted me to meet with him.

Seems like she does understand this mating stuff than I do. I have tried so much to understand, I have tried to push the negative thoughts about the wolves and face my reality.

I just can’t believe how annoying I am!

And it’s obviously in his eye when I say he really cares for me. Scoffs. He cares so much for an annoying brat like me.

I searched within my self and I couldn’t see any hint of hatred for him in me, but I am damn so angry I find it difficult to express the new feelings out.

He loves me, yeah, he cares for me. Guess that part of the story isn’t getting into my stucked brain. But the part of him being super killing cute, hasn’t stop from an-lyzing in my head.

You won’t believe how much I am surprised. That one scary figure I always fear to see, that one person I thought was the devil himself has turned out to be…

A demigod?!

Am I thinking? Is my thoughts getting too far? Gosh, guess I’m gonna get a brain tumor for this.

There came a knock on the door, I went to open it. Hilda was standing with a small Kitten in her hands. My eyes w¡dened in excitement, ” How did you know I really needed a Kitten? ” I asked, with an undying excitement.

” Well, I didn’t know. The Master asked me to send this to you. ”

I stared speechless at Hilda, deep down in me I was like, “So soon? ” Now I am beginning to understand that part where he said he was ready to do what ever it takes to make me happy.

” The Master sent this for me? ”

She nodded her head.

I gently took the Kitten from her, my eyes getting a glimpse of a small paper tied around it’s neck.

” I hope you love it, Kitten? ” I found my self smiling so widely. He just doesn’t know how much I loved seeing Cats.

” I’ll keep it. Thanks for bringing it. ”

” Why is your cheeks so red? ” I heard her say.

” What?! ”

” Yes. Your cheeks has been red since you opened the door.”

I smiled again, it’s definitely an effect of me thinking about him. And I didn’t realize I was only blushing the more.

” And it’s getting more reddened. ” She smiled at me, probably she must have understood why I was childishly blushing my cheeks off.

” I’m happy you are finally getting used to him. ” She said.

” I… I am happy too. ” Every one must have known my hærd feelings for The Master, and they all seem to be happy for the new changes and blah… blah… blah.

Fine, I get it, I’ll admit. I do feel for him.

Okay, let me be a little bit specific… I love him or maybe, I think I do.

” You love him, don’t you? ”

I left the door to my room, sitting back on the bed while she shut the door behind her, coming to sit next to me. ” I think I do now. ” I frankly said.

” You are still not sure, right? ”

I nodded.

” You need some time, Miss. You don’t have to force your feelings for him. You’ve got to understand one thing, Miss, love comes naturally and no matter what you don’t have to force it.

You want to love him the way he does love you, you want to understand and care the way he does, it only needs time before you do. Maybe deep in,side you, you feel like you have understood those feelings, it’s time you become a little bit pushy towards your doubts and face the fact.

Alpha Kaden might be an animal, ” she lowered her voice saying that, ” Yet, he’s got a good heart for a partner. You know, if I were in your shoes, I would even be thanking the Moon Goddess for having some one like him.

Look, I don’t like preaching facts but, I offer one to those who worths it. You love him, it’s quite obvious in your eyes. All you have to do is to give him the chance to prove himself to you, give your heart the chance to understand him.

Trust me, you are gonna love him like a god. ”

” Have you ever fallen in love before? ”

” Yeh, once. But, it didn’t work out. That is why I want yours to work out perfectly fine. Look, ” she said, pointing at the paper around the Cat’s neck. ” He even calls you his Kitten. Do you know what that means? ” She smiled. ” He loves you as much as you love the pet. ”

She took the Cat from me, ” You know what to do. ”

Hilda’s words were only few but, it was strong enough to clear my doubts. It made me understand what I found difficult to.

She made me know what I felt. Although Mrs Green did too, but I will admit, Hilda had it all talked. Now I have realized my missing part.

And all my unanswered questions were answered. I can’t believe Mom, Gene and Danielle had filled my heart with so much disbelief that has cost me a lot.

Thanks to Dad who made me understand my fate, and to Mrs Green who made it possible for me to meet with Alpha Kaden. If not of her, I wouldn’t have realized my feelings for him.

And to Hilda too, she was the one who explained my doubts. She has just made me realize that all I needed was to accept. She has taken away the darkness from my eyes.

I ran to his room, I didn’t cared how tired I was becoming I made no attempt to stop. My heart was beaming with joy and I felt like a new child, free within myself.

I stopped before his door, and if it were to be possible for me to break the door open, I was ready to willing do that.

I knocked on his door which he finally opened it on the second knock. ” Miss W… ”

I didn’t let him complete his statement, I pulled myself to him, hugging him so tight. ” Thank you, I really appreciate the gift. ”

At first he was surprised, but then I felt his hands around me. ” It’s nothing. ”

” No, it is to me. ” I broke the hug, slamming the door with my leg. ” I never expected this. I thought you had only asked, I…” I exhaled,

” I asked because I wanted to know and because I wanted you to have a pet. ” He chuckled. ” I sound crazy. ”

” No, you don’t. ” I can feel his gaze on my l-ips, and there is this force that keeps pulling me to him. Not the same force which made me hug him, no. This was quite stronger and forceful.

” You will always be my Kitten. ”

I don’t know but, I was beginning to love the name… KITTEN.

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To Be Continued…