All The Wrong Reason Episode 18
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Adrienne lay on the couch, resting her head on Justinâs
shoulder. She smiled contentedly. True, her life was still less
than perfect. Her friends fumed at her, her mother would
soon do the same when she found out that she broke up
with Troy. Her relationshÂĄp with Kim was worse than before.
But somehow, she still felt this surge of happiness within
her. She felt that everything would turn out just fine. And
she knew why. She was back in Justinâs arms. He said he
was crazy about her. And she felt the same way. Tonight, he
just became her official boyfriend.
Justin gave her a squeeze and she felt him k-ss her
forehead. They savored being in each otherâs embrace
again.
âHow did you know I needed help?â she asked.
âI sat in the bar and watched you. I saw him come up
to you. I didnât know you were fighting, until I saw you slap
him. Thatâs when I made a run for it. But I didnât get there
fast enough. He hit you first.â
âThank you!â she said again. âThank God you were
there! And by some good coincidence you came to this
resort.â
âI knew youâd be here,â he admitted sheepishly.
âWhat?â
He took a deep breath. âI ran into Jill this morning. I
asked her why she was rushing. She said you guys were
coming here. Lucky for me, she was so excited about it, she
even mentioned the hotel you were staying in and who
came with you.â He paused for a while. âI donât knowâŚI
justâŚâ He sighed. âI wanted to see you with your friends
and your boyfriend. I wanted to see if youâre happy⌠so I could convince myself that you donât need me in your life
anymore⌠so I could finally work on getting you out of my
mind, out of my system.”
Adrienne shook her head. âI wasnât happy, Justin. I
was⌠miserable! You acted like you didnât know me at all,
like I was nothing to you. And you donât want anything to do
with me.â A tear slid down her cheek. âAnd I know I
deserved it. Because in spite of everything you said to me,
everything that you did for meâŚI still didnât trust you. I
didnât believe that you would never hurt me.â
âI tried explaining to you who she was, Adrienne. Her
name is Julianne. Sheâs Gianâs twin. I told you I had a cousin
who visited. Her nickname is Ian. That must have confused
you. You must have assumed Gian had an identical twin.â
Adrienne nodded sheepishly.
âI did explain it to you. In your voicemails, in my text
messages. You must have deleted them without reading
them or listening to themâŚâ He took a deep breath. âAt that
time, I thought maybe you just wanted to end what we
had.â
Adrienne stared up at him guiltily. She knew she
couldnât say anything that would make it enough for him to
know how sorry she was. She reached up and k-ssed his l-ips.
He k-ssed her back. She felt Justin smile against her l-ips.
âGod, I missed k-ssing you.â
âGod! Justin, I was so stupid!â
He leaned forward to k-ss her on the forehead. âIâm
sorry, too, honey. I should have told you the night before. I
should have told youâŚâ
âYou didnât have to, Justin. You didnât owe me that. You
didnât have to tell me everything that you do.â
âBut I wanted to,â he said. âI was quite excited to
show you my new car, actually. I had a plate especially
madeâŚâ
âIenne,â she whispered.
He nodded. âI wanted to see how you would react
when you saw it. I know you would be furious at me, as Iâm
defying your request to keep us a secret. But it was my little
way of showing that weâŚbelong together.â
âAnd when Jill told me about it, I thought it belonged
to the girl I found in your apartment.â
He shook his head. âIt meant you.â
She pulled his face to hers and k-ssed him again.
When he deepened the k-ss, she felt a sting on her lip.
âOuch!â She giggled. She had forgotten about the
wound that Troy gave her. In her excitement to make love to
Justin again, she didnât even feel any pain when he crushed
his l-ips to hers.
âIâm sorry, honey. I forgot.â
She nodded. âItâs okay. I forgot it, too.â
âCome on, letâs go freshen up.â
âJustin, I have to go back to Yuanâs and Jillâs room. I
was sharing a room with Kimberly. And I just canât bear to
see her right now.â
He raised a brow at her. âWho said you were going to
stay with Yuan and Jill? Youâre staying the night here with
me, honey.â
âBut Jill and Yuan are mad at me.â
âIf you go back to your room will it make a difference?
They already know about us. Iâm sure they would have
guessed that youâre spending the night with me.â
âThey wonât. They still believe Iâm a V-rgin.â Adrienne
rolled her eyes.
Justin grinned. âThen when you stay the night with
me, they wonât think that about you tomorrow morning. Iâm
the most wanted rakehell in town, remember?â
She pinched his side. âYou are so conceited!â
He laughed.
âDid you have dinner already?â
âBarelyâI didnât have the appetite,â she replied.
Justin called room service. Then he gathered her in his
arms and carried her to the bathroom.
âI can walk, you know,â she said, staring up at him.
âPretend you canât, so your new boyfriend will feel
heâs such a hero.â He winked at her.
âNew boyfriend? Did I say you passed the audition?â
He grinned. âConsidering you scre-med my name
thrice, I think I just earned the right to claim that position.â
Adrienneâs face turned red and she pinched Justinâs
arm again.
âOuch! Adrienne! Do you want me to drop you?â he
asked, laughing.
âDonât you dare!â
He settled her down on the shower. He helped her
remove the remaining pieces of her clothing and did the
same to his. Then he gave her a mischievous smile and
before Adrienne could ask what he was up to, he turned on
the shower and Adrienne shrieked as the cold water hit her
skin. He laughed and hugged her to him.
When she looked up at him, he looked like a playful
little boy. His crystal blue eyes were dancing. She realized
he was exactly like this in Alaska. This was JustinâŚ
unrestrained.
âI missed you so much.â She leaned forward and
k-ssed him on the l-ips.
âReally? What did you miss most about me?â he
asked.
She smiled. âYour eyes.â
âMy eyes?â he echoed.
She nodded. âYou always keep them hidden behind
those shades of yours. Your face looks expressionless,
sometimes, even cold. But your eyes are frequently dancing
with laughter. I love the way you can be so serious and yet
your eyes are very warm.â
âReally? You were the first one whoâs noticed that.â
âMaybe I was the first one who looked at them very
closely.â She smiled.
âIndeed, you are.â
âYou know⌠I was especially curious about the color
of your eyes. I haveâŚâ She remembered the novel that she
started writing after she moved into her apartment. She
realized that she hadnât thought it since she met Justin.
âWhat?â he asked.
She blushed and turned away. But Justin knew her
better.
He tilted her chin up. âWhat is it?â
She felt embarrassed to admit this. But she realized
that she promised to trust him. And she shouldâŚno matter
how small or embarrassing it could be.
âWell, you were a popular guy. My friends talk about
you all the time. I thought you were cute and all, but I never
fantasized about you. I just didnât understand why some
girls would lose their breaths at the sight of you. And thenâŚI
discovered that you were my next-door neighbor. I grew
fascinated by you. I decided to see what the fuss was about.
I was⌠watching you sometimesâŚtrying to see what you
were like.â
She stared back at him. She was watching if his
expression would show signs of panic. She was scared that
he would be scre-ming âStalker Alert! Stalker Alert!â in,side
his head. But when she looked into his eyes, they were
dancing again.
She smiled shyly. âI started writing a novel. AndâŚI
drew out the character after you.â
He raised a brow. âReally? What type of novel?â
She shrugged. âHistorical rom-nce. You were a rogue
knight. For sure you were a rakehell.â She giggled.
He asked. âWas there a red-haired damsel in
distress?â
She stared back at him. His eyes were sparkling. She
nodded shyly.
âAnd how did that turn out?â he asked.
She shrugged. âI didnât finish it yet.â
âWhy?â he asked.
âI met you. And I havenât written a single word on it
again.â
âHow do you think that will end?â he asked. She
smiled because she felt that he actually seemed interested.
âI havenât thought about it yet,â she said. âBut I sure
hope it would end in happily ever after.â
He stared at her for a while and he sighed. Something
crossed his face. A thought, an expression. But he pulled her
to him too fast, she wasnât able to decipher it.
âIâm sure he would do everything he can to make sure
it ends that way.â He hugged her to him tightly, keeping her
warm against the cold water pouring over their skin.
After the bath, Justin k-ssed her softly on the l-ips and
then went out to answer the door.
She put on a fresh bathrobe and then towel-dried her
hair.
When she went out, Justin had just finished setting the
food he ordered from room service.
She realized that she didnât have clothes to wear.
âOh my God. Iâm gonna have to go to Kimâs room after
all.â
âWhy?â
âI donât have clothes to wear, Justin.â
He went to her and wrapped his arms around her
wa-ist. Then he smiled mischievously. âYou donât need any
tonight.â
She giggled. âJus-tinn!â
He laughed. âHere.â He handed her a bag. âI had room
service deliver a fresh pair of underwear from their souvenir
shop. Theyâre dry cleaned already.â
âReally? They do it that fast?â
âConsidering I tripled the price, Iâm sure they would do
magic.â
He handed her a white long-sleeve shirt from his
closet. âI hope you donât mind wearing something of mine
tonight.â He smiled. âIâll call the shop again to have a
bathing suit delivered up. Then tomorrow, I will go to your
room to get the rest of your stuff.â
âThank you.â She headed to the bathroom to dress up.
Justin studied her from head to toe when she emerged
from the bathroom wearing his shirt.
âI look okay?â
He pulled her into his arms and k-ssed her. âYouâre a
fox.â
She smiled and k-ssed him back. She realized she
missed hearing that line.
She laughed and k-ssed him back. Then he said, âIâm
happy that you made a character out of me. To be honest
with you, I was watching you whenever I can, as well. I knew
you from Blush. You were snobbish. I was intrigued. And
whenever you sat out on your balcony, it fascinated me to
see you lost in your thoughts. I saw you talking on the
phone and I couldnât make out the expression on your face.
But now that I know you, I realized that during those times,
you were talking to your ex-boyfriend or your mother.â
âYou can see my frustration from afar?â
He shrugged. âI didnât see your happiness. Thatâs why
I was so surprised to see you at Gypsys. Looking the way
you did. And God! You looked so hot!â
âAnd I thought you wouldnât even recognize me, or
remember me afterwards.â
He laughed. âI was⌠short of stalking you whenever
youâre at home, to be honest. Thatâs why it was so hilarious
when you introduced yourself as Jamila McBride. I already
knew a lot about you when I approached you that night.â
âThat night changed my life. It changed the way I
looked at things. I got to appreciate myself more now.â She
looked at him. âThank you, Justin Adams. For stepping into
my lifeâŚwhen I wasnât even asking you to.â
He smiled. âAnd thank you, Adrienne Miller. For looking
at me in a different light.â He leaned forward and k-ssed her
l-ips gently. Then he said, âCome. Dinnerâs getting cold.â
After dinner, they sat on the balcony and drank some
beer.
âTell me again what happened with your sister?â
âI came here to clear my mind. And to break up with
Troy. When I couldnât find him in his room, I went back to
mine and Kimâs room. I found him there all right. Between
Kimâs legs.â
Justin stared at her for a while. âCan your sister do any
worse?â He shook his head. âAre you sure you have the
same genes?â
She shrugged. âI donât know what I ever did to her.â
âAnd this Troy character? What a loser! I donât
understand what else he was looking for. Heâs got you. And
youâŚare perfect just as you are.â
âNo, Iâm not. For him, I would be a disgrace to his
family. His brother married a hotshot lawyer, and he
somehow couldnât accept the fact that he, on the other
hand, will be marrying a vanity writer.â
Justin shook his head. âWhy? Did he expect his wife to
make a living for him?â
âIt was all ego for him.â
Justin took a deep breath. âIf a personâŚhad the right
to choose who he marries, he should marry for love. Itâs a
privilege to be able to choose your own happiness. Doesnât
he realize that? Not everything is about money and prestige.
I would rather be penniless and married to the girl of my
dreams.â
Adrienne smiled. âYour parents must have been so in
love with each other for you to think that way, in spite of
who you are.â
Justin looked away from her. It was a while before he
spoke. âMy father has always been Jac Adams. He inherited
my grandfatherâs empire. But he was married to a woman that he was excited to go home to. A woman he felt content
to be withâŚwho stirred his blood, affected his senses, and
challenged his intelligence.â
âIâm sure theyâre happy.â
Justin smiled and nodded. âVery. Every day I see them,
they still look like they were newlyweds. My father adores
my mother from head to foot.â
âYour motherâŚwhat does she do?â
âShe came from a good family, too. She didnât work a
day in her life.â
âBy good, you meanâŚwealthy, powerful, decent.â
Justin took a deep breath. He nodded. âHeiress to one
of four companies her family owned. But she didnât have
any interest in managing it. How could she be interested in
mining?â
âSo what happened to her familyâs business then?â
Justin gave her a serious look and then in a quiet voice
he said, âIt became part of Adams Industries.â
âYour father acquired it?â
Justin nodded. âDuring that time, my fatherâs family
business was the biggest in the industry. Acquiring my
motherâs company made it even bigger.â
âYour parents must be really lucky to find each other.â
Justin sighed. âI donât believe in luck. You want it, you
go for it.â His voice became firm and sober.
Adrienne smiled. âNo wonder youâre branded as the
rebellious heir of Adams Industries.â
He grinned at her. He reached out for her hand. âI
have a feeling I will always be.â
âIf your parents are so in love with each other, how
come you were an only child?â she asked.
âWhen Jeffrey died, my mother didnât take it well.
After a few years, they tried having another baby, they
justâŚcouldnât.â
Adrienne squeezed his hand. âYou would have been a
wonderful brother. Youâre a wonderful cousin.â
âI always wondered what Jeffrey would be like. Would
he be as stubborn as I am? Would he defy Mom and Dad?
Would he like the same things that I do? Would he rather be
a businessman like I am now destined to be, or would he like
to be a lawyer or a doctor, instead?â
She reached out and squeezed his hand again.
âYou have a blessed life, Justin. You donât know how
lucky you are. Maybe Jeffrey became your guardian angel.
He would always look after you. Since you were the one who
lived, he made sure your life would be a blessed one.â
Justin stared at her eyes deeply, and she thought she
saw a hint of tears in his eyes. He smiled and squeezed her
hand back.
âI think you would have been better brothers than
Kimberly and I were sisters,â she added. âOur relationshÂĄp is
a pity, really. And worse, my parents didnât do anything
about it. Somehow, I even think that the root of all this was
my mother. When we were young, Kim would always want
what was mine. No matter how cheap or shabby my little
toys were, if she saw that I am happy with it, she would
always try to get it from me. And my mother would always
take her side.â She looked at him. âI think Jeffrey would love
you more than his life. I think that he would always be there
for you. He would want what is best for you.â
Tears rolled down her face. Justin rose from his seat
and pulled her up gently and enclosed her in his arms. Then
she lost it. She let him comfort her. She cried hĂŚrd and
hugged him tightly. He didnât say anything. He just allowed
her to cry. He car-ssed her head while leaning a cheek
against her forehead. He let her pour it all out, but through
his embrace, he told her that he was there for her. That he
would catch her when she fell. That with him, she would
always be adored and appreciated.