just a little sin episode 16 & 17

JUST A LITTLE SIN
Episode 16
By AMAH’S HEART.

I stare at the flyer when I got home, I checked the program and Theme of the program Is “taking over from the enemy” The Theme of this program appears suspicious but that’s not even my problem. I can never be able to do this because it does not feel right and is not manly enough to be falling down and doing such acting, rolling on the floor or falling on chairs just for how much?

I will be soiling my garment as a man just for a token
What if the man of God is real, what if they found out that we were only acting.
How can I even pretend around that kind of thing.
Of all the whole hustle in this world, why will this man choose this particular one.
Konji is his name, he wrote it together with his mobile number.
Yes, I’m saying it again that his name appears unserious just like his appearance and his crazy hustle.

I’m still struggling to come out of the trouble I got myself into, maybe Oni would have still be alive by now if I had not followed the ill part of revenge.

The nightmares reminds me everything I should have done differently. Everything I should have avoided and leave revenge for karma
It was first a fight to deal with whoever was behind Dunfi’s mysterious death, the girl from my college days I loved but she was way beyond my league and didn’t hide it. She said to me that my breath smells, she hates my name and I can never measure in. If I can wait until she was done dating all the boys she likes then probably she may consider me but even at that she was not certain that it will be possible.

I have ran to Larry asking him if my breath truly stinks and he said that is not all the time except whenever I eat my Mama’s bean snacks
I stopped eating it, I try to appear more organized and charming but Dunfi wouldn’t give me a second look, she refused to consider or look at my side and all the changes I made because of her.

Her boyfriend then, Juru the guy I still hate even till date said I can’t measure up to his dog, if his dog has a pet then that will be me. Insult of the highest order.
Dunfi dated other guys like Koni, another big boy like Juru.
I thought he was the one behind Dunfi’s mysterious death. I ambushed him but still did not get the exact thing I seek.
My other suspect was Juru who was already dating Oni.
He didn’t even mourn Dunfi before moving to Oni
Oni was one of the most beautiful girls in school who does not smile.
You can ha-rdly see Oni smiling but it never affected her beauty.
Dunfi was beautiful and smiles alot, she plays too much and talk too loud.
I like her kind of humorous nature, she was too exp-osed for her young age.
Juru was way bigger than all other big guys in school and he wore the pride like a garment.
I was hurt because of Dunfi’s death and wish her choices were different
I left Dunfi alone back then and try to forget everything about her and move on but suddenly her death knocked me off.
It took me by surprise, I was shocked to the bone.
It led me into wanting to get back at Juru when he deliberately ru-bbed his new girlfriend again on my face.
I promised him that his girlfriend who happened to be Oni will be mine.
He laughed, insulted me and said it can never be possible.
I was ready to go to any extent to make it happen and I went to the highest extent and made it possible, proving Juru wrong and also putting him to shame but now, Oni is in the grave all because of me. She left a little girl behind and asked me to be a father to her.
I never liked Oni initially, I didn’t want anything with her and wanted her gone when the whole thing became intense
But after a little while everything changed, I began to have a de-ep feeling for her and I couldn’t wait to make her my wife.
She could have be my wife but her father and step mother spoilt the show, making her change her mind at the dying minute

Oni, I miss her alot and can’t stop blaming myself for all the agony and pain that her death brought to us

My father didn’t show much sympathy, maybe he was trying to be a man in the means of everything.
Sometimes, I wish I can get a better father.
Mama said his weakness are women, Odez mentioned it too and few others
He had three wives yet not satisfied

Mama is his second wife, Yoara’s mother is the first.
They both have a separate houses he built for them.
His third young and beautiful wife lives with him in his fine house and I’m not sure father is satisfied.

Mistakes of the past were out of ignorance, I’m not sure I want to remain blinded by wrong things that appears right.

I asked Yoara how their deliverance section works and he explained that they do things according to the leading and direction of the Lord.
Deliverance does not come often, only when the Lord orders it. Yoara said.

His explanation wasn’t clear, maybe he answered according to the question I asked.

I wanted to know what happens to a person if encounters the real anointing or deliverance.
I really wanted to know alot of things and is not because I’m interested in his religion or anyone else
I love this quiet lifestyle and my religion is humanity and communicating to God directly without having a bridge
I really don’t know how all this things works and sincerely I’m not interested.

Yoara told me that he was going for one week ministers program and won’t be back until the following week.

I un-derstand he couldn’t spare much and just within three days all the food in the house finished.
The little cash with me I used it to transport around in search of a job but I returned home empty.
The third day i was asked to resume in a factory.
Without wasting time, i happily started but I realized that the factory job was way beyond me. I was transporting twenty five bags of the factory production to the warehouse, placing them on my head and sometimes I carry them on my shoulder too.
Twenty five heavy bags not even fifteen which was still ha-rd but achievable.
I have to meet up with the targeted number everyday so that I can get paid. After a week of trying so ha-rd, I could only attend twenty one which was my highest number so far.
I had head aches, ne-ck, shoulder, back aches. I was in serious pain all over and I know if I should continue with this kind of job my death will come sooner or I will turn an old man quicker before I even get to a forty years. I will be walking around with a hunch back and walking stick.
I reject such thing and not just rejecting I had to stop the job.
They paid me peanut for the one week and two days worked
I decided to take a rest before knowing what else to do with my Life.
While at home I remembered Konji and his flyer.
I decided to give him a call.

JUST A LITTLE SIN.
Episode 17
By AMAH’S HEART.

Konji told me that the previous church program he wanted us to go together was already over since a week ago but there’s another one we can still attend.

I agree to go with him and he sent the details of the program to me which will take place in four days.
Konji also mentioned that this new church that we will be going to is more like the new generational church and the pastor is not local like the first church we wanted to go to.
Our holy drama should not be too intense but organized so that we don’t end up scaring the members.

And although he prefers the first church because he can fall and scatter chairs, fall on the body of the members and they will un-derstand what’s going on and attend to him kindly but this other new church has bouncers as ushers who will come over once they noticed any sign and hold the person ti-ght, limiting movement and freedom to scatter things.

The two are different but so is the money too. The new church will give more money, more connection more than the first church.
And I have to act moderately and listen to every instructions, our holy acting start immediately the pastor announced is time for prayer.
Konji said that whenever he winks at me, pinch me or whispers to my ear then I should know is time to start the act.

I agreed and we left, when we arrived at the church gate I noticed it was indeed a big Church.

Konji pointed at the parking space, showing me different types of big cars and the calibre of people walking into the church.
Wow, is a beautiful site and I was already loving it
I remembered back in my village, we have about three churches, one was close to the market square while the other one was built separately in the outskirts of the village.

The third church was not yet completed, the building was close to the village primary school and few members goes there to worship.
Despite all this three churches, some people still prefers worshipping in the traditional ways.
Mother goes to church but she isn’t very serious in her worship or services, she attends any of the churches she feels like going.
But she prefers the one built separately in the village.
Although is far off the outskirts of the village but she still choose that particular one and she does not go all the time.
Sometimes she stays home most Sundays and went only when she feels like attending.
I don’t usually go with her but my two sisters does and she used to take Oni along back then.

I’m never a church boy and don’t believe whatever they’re preaching or selling, maybe because I haven’t really paid attention to them.
I never believed it back then neither do I now.
Mother also believe in humanity more than the occasional church she attends.

Yoara’s mother is a serious believer and she even holds some post in church.
I have heard her praying severally anytime I pas-s by their house and I sometimes wonder what she was casting and binding

It could be because I haven’t paid real attention to all this church thing, and I don’t know if I will ever be ready for that.

We entered inside and it was a big auditorium, the chairs is more like a parlour chair, it looks very comfortable and the air conditioner was chilling entire place

Beautiful ladies and well dressed guys were at the door, welcoming everyone that’s walking into the church
Their smile were contagious and Konji asked me to check out the beautiful ladies, he asked which of them do I prefer.
“None, They’re beautiful and all but I will rather focus on the reason while we aren’t here..” I replied

“While focusing on the as-signment, I will still try to shoot my shot. You might get lucky and one of them will decide to be mine…”Konji said
I didn’t reply to that.
“..look..Tom, one of them is staring at you…”
I turned to look and marvel at the resemblance, I almost mistake her to be Oni if not that Oni was buried right in my presence.
she looks so much like Oni except that she was more chubby but Oni is skinny and tall. The usher had same height with Oni, she had a beautiful smile just like Oni, although Oni ha-rdly smile.
Same height, same physical appearance, same eyes except body size and shape.

Is this a coincidence or this is Oni in a beautiful different body shape.
And the disturbing part is that she was staring at me, she kept staring at me with a beautiful smile

“.. look at you, you and that pretty usher are doing staring competition now. I thought you said you were not interested? Imagine the way you kept staring at her, your eyes is almost falling off. it seems you haven’t had encounter with a pretty lady before, The bush you came from must have affected alot of things in your head. Let’s go, we will sit in the same place so that you don’t miss out on my signals and also on the direction..”

I looked back one more time and she was greeting a man with his family.

I followed Konji and as we were about to sit, a male hefty usher came and kindly asked us to follow him.
He showed me a place to sit, which was between an elderly man and a young woman.

Konji was trying to let her know that we were together and nee-d to sit in the same place but he explained that they are instructed to make sure all empty chairs are filled up in front.
The usher kept apologising for the separation but Konji was not interested in his apologise.
Konji was trying to argue but I told him that is okay, I will sit wherever they offer me.
Konji wasn’t happy about it, he expected me to start arguing too until they put us in same place but I don’t have the strength for that.
I’m not a problematic person and I appreciate any seat they gives to me.

Before Konji was taking to a different seat row on my left side, he asked me not to forget what we discussed and I should keep my phone close by.
After sitting down, i looked back again if I will see Oni’s look alike usher but she was at a far end with other ushers and I can’t see her clearly from where I sat

The service started with singing and almost everyone chorused the songs.

I love the harmony nature of the church, is warm and very friendly.

After singing, they read the Bible, more worship song followed before preaching time and then prayer began.
I looked at the area Konji was sitting he was giving me sign to check my phone.

I brought out my small phone and there was a text message sign in the screen and two missed calls.
Just then another call from Konji came in and as I was about picking the elderly man hush me.

“You’re in church young man, all mobile phone should be turned off. In the presence of God there is no distraction..”

I was still holding my phone when it began to ring again, Konji was calling back.

Just then the elderly man waved at an usher and it happens to be same lady, Oni’s look alike

“Hello sir.. I’m sorry but the prayer is ongoing and no one should be disturbed at this point. Kindly switch off your phone or put it on silent for now until the prayer is over, if it’s much of emergency then you wait until the prayer is over before going outside to call the person back. You can’t be walking around or taking calls while prayer is going on..”

There’s similarities even in the sound of her voice but this lady’s own was well coordinated, smooth and sweet.

I stared at her as alot of things kept flying through my mind.

“Attend to your phone and stop with the stare..” the other lady sitting beside me said annoyingly.

I turned from the usher and looked at her, she sighed and went back praying.
I switched off my phone.

With all that’s going on I’m not sure I can do any of those stunt or acting that Konji wanted us to do.
I wasn’t sure initially if I’m capable, now I’m very certain that I’m not capable, especially not with Oni look alike in the same church

I turned and looked towards her and she was praying with her eyes open while standing at a close pew.

I heaved a sigh and try to focus, I was begining to feel uncomfortable. I can see Konji has started his own acting, he was deliberately shaking little by little as men ushers stand were already on standby.

He appeared childish with his behavior and I was getting annoyed with the whole sight and decided to excuse myself and go outside.

As I was walking out of the church, I looked back and saw Oni’s lookalike usher following me.

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