Married To A Soldier batch 6
đšMarried to a soldier đš
rom-nCE WRITTEN â by Eunice
đ¤Chapter eleven đ¤
đś I donât say it often
And I probably shouldâve told you
I hurt this bad, I know
And I probably shouldnât want this so bad
Its weighing, weighing on me
Donât wanna wake up in the morning
Cannot undo what we did in this bedđľ
đśAnd I get u out
So I gotta go
No, am not ready for
You want me alone đľ
But am undecided, excited, ignited
And I donât wanna feel the way I do
But I like it đľ
Tessyâs pov cont
It took a while before I was pulled back to reality, I dragged my feet downstairs looking for Angelo, but it was fruit less cause he was nowhere to be found
I feel miserable, confused and to my surprise, my yearnings had died down
I laid on the sofa in the living room and slept off
I woke up when I was back from the crazy dreamland I had been too
I walked upstairs so weak and my back aches cause I slept on the couch
I walked pass Angeloâs room, hmmm⌠I peeped in,side without him noticing
He was stuffing his clothes neatly in,side his bag⌠I should be the one doing thatâŚ
Am such a bad wife
No, I have to make things right
I walked into the room and he acted like a ghost just walked in
âMorning⌠âI muttered
âAngelo, am sorry⌠I donât know what I did, but am truly sorry⌠Forgive me⌠â
He glanced at me and looked away
âIs that a poem u just memorized or what.. A bible verse?? âHe asked
This is gonna be more difficult than u thought
He was now backing me, probably un hanging his clothe
I tip toed to him and hugged him from behind
âCan u really be this mad?? I donât even know what i did⌠U are mean Angelo â I said like I was singing a song
He was still quiet
I felt something warm on my cheeks, geez am crying đ
But how??
I sniffed and he turned facing me
I quickly wiped my tears
I still donât know how I began cryingâŚ
âFirst, you stain ur l-ips with Ginoâs venom and u still claim not toknow what this is about? âHe asked with anger written allover his precious face
Oh God⌠I knew I would have ten divorce before I would finally be a happily married lady đ
Am just too vulnerable⌠đ
I started crying uncontrollably
âAm sincerely sorry Angelo, pls forgive me⌠He k-ssed me which totally threw me off guard⌠â
âWhereâs the gun I gave to you?? âHe asked
âI left it in my room to avoid being caught for carrying a loaded gun around â I replied,
I couldnât even talk properly, the tears were choking me alive
âI did tell u that if such happens, u call my cell or show them the papers of the gun âhe said with a bit of aggression in his voice
I nodded
âAm tired of begging, pls forgive me⌠â I pleaded
His hands pulled me by my wa-ist close to him
âYou have every right to cheat on me, but just do it when weâre divorced or something.. Cause right now, youâve k-ssed another man and it shouldnât be that way⌠â he said and I nodded
He pulled out of the hug and we both went silent
I tried to leave but he held me back and drew me close to him
His eyes searching deep into mine, he bent forward to k-ss me⌠But stopped
âGo brush ur teeth young lady âhe whispered and I pushed him away
âYou are so not rom-ntic Angelo đ¤â
He chuckled
âGo brush your teeth and when u return, we can continue from where we stopped the other night âhe said and winked at me
âNo⌠I donât want sâŹĂ Angelo, I want love, k-sses and hugs⌠â I retorted
He shook his head,
âYouâll be getting one from all three, guess which one? âHe asked
âk-ss⌠Which may lead too⌠âI quickly shut my l-ips
âNo baby, its love, cause when thereâs love, we can show it, do it and feel it âhe said giving me a sâŹĂy look
I rolled my eyes
And began walking to my room
âAnd also, brush off Ginoâs venom! âHe yelled
Jealous ass, I muttered
â˘â˘â˘â˘Day of departure â˘â˘â˘â˘
Its been an awesome week, Angelo and I had the best moments but right now, its goodbye time..
We got to the aircraft
The tears in my eyes refused to go
When am I gonna see him again, oh God, this is so painful
âTessyâAngelo called and I looked at him
âI promise to call u every two days.. And also, Gino will still cone for u, its just left for u to decide⌠Its okay if you give in but just bear in mind that If u give in, youâve lost me and no amount if sed-ction or pleading will make me urs again â
âAlways be with ur gun, and donât even bother about shooting Gino, heâs an ex con so his life doesnât matter in anyway⌠âHe said
Then wiped my tears
I hugged him with everything in me
âI love you⌠âHe muttered in my ear
âI love you too âI said
âBe strong, bye, see u after the Camp experience⌠âHe said and joined the other soldiers in saluting the people that had cone to bid them farewell
I wat heâd them match into the aircraft and we were asked to leave
â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘
Be strong Tessy, be strong
I muttered as I opened the door of our house and walked in
Be strong Tessy, be strongâŚ.
Chapter â Twelve
{Importance â}
Angeloâs pov
The camp experience was starting today..
The training equipments was already in order
I went to see General Malcolm who would give me the list of students I would be handling during training till the end of the camp..
I gathered the students and we went to our portion of the training area
There was only one female among them
Am starting to admire her cause sheâs so tough looking and brave
And the wierd part is that she doesnât seize to glance at me often and once our eyes met, I would look away like I didnât noticeâŚ
I donât talk much so I quickly motioned them to startâŚ.
My mind is not even here right nowâŚ
I wonder what Tessyâs doing right nowâŚ
â˘â˘â˘ After training â˘â˘
Jumicaâs pov
I rushed into my tent and slumped on my bed
Stupid meâŚ
Am Jumica, am still a student soldier⌠Am tough and all but one thing is my weakness, Seeing handsome and smart menâŚ
I feel like eaten myself up right now⌠The way I was staring at him.. Who does that?
I knelt down beside my bed and wore my rosary in my palm
âOh lord, help me get rid of this crazy feelings I have on that soldier.. All the crazy ones I had previously never leads me Anywhere, I just face the embarrassing humiliations and make a bad name for myself.. â
I kept praying till it was dinner time, and we ladies are the one who are asked to do the cooking
I left my tent and joined the other girls
Tessyâs pov
I sat on the bare floor with my undies alone just trying to get drunk đş
I just wish Angelo never came back, he could have stayed there till this marriage is damn over cause it hurts more now he came and left than when he didnât come at all
I hate thisâŚ
The house is too quiet and creepy, I think am even starting to hallucinate
No, I canât bear this
I took the sleeping tablet
I hope I wake up beside u Angelo.
Back ~to~the~camp
Jumicaâs pov
After cooking, we dished our meals
âJumica! Carry this tray and go keep it in the senior cobraâs tent, be careful and please donât touch anything â
âOr its goodbye to you from the camp â a chef said and I saluted her before carrying the meal to the tent
What?! The tent is quite far from here..
â˘â˘â˘â˘â˘
đĽ finally, I arrived
I peeped in,side, coast is clear
I dropped the tray on a table
Hmmm⌠I saw the tent neatly arranged like a real persons bedroom
I saw badges nicely kept on a showcase
I read one
âBest graduating đ scholar of IMA London!! â
I exclaimed
That school takes only 5 scholars out of millions, and heâs the best??
ImpossibleâŚ.
This must be fake,
I slowly opened the caseâŚ
âWhy are girls always stubborn and naturally deaf?? â I heard a cold voice ask and I was shocked to the bones
I turned to see lieutenant Angelo furrowing his brows at me
Those butterflies are coming back to my tummy
Why am I feeling this way, huh??
âWhy are u Staring at me like am wearing ur dress?? âHe asked waking me from my thoughts
I stammered
âI came to⌠Ur foodâŚ. Ur food is here âI stammered as I saluted him
âYou are at the wrong tent, chef Vera knows I donât take dinner. âHe said
What?!
âDo u know how long it took me to get here?! âI mistakenly yelled
Me and my mouthâŚ
He stared at me
Just his stare alone made me apologize
âSorry sir, am leaving now⌠âI whimpered as I carried the tray of food to leave
âYou are still not off the hook đŁ u know â he said stopping me
I froze
âWell, what can I do to atone for my sins? âI asked with a shaky voice
Jumica, are u insane! What if he asks for sâŹĂ??
But he doesnât look like a pervert
âWash my đ˘ boot outside and I want it be as sâą0tless that I can see through them âhe said
âDone sirâI said and tried to salute and the tray nearly fell
But luckily, He held it and I stood steady
And thatâs when I saw itâŚ.
My world turned upside down immediately, I felt shattered⌠Miserable
His wedding ring đ was glittering right before my eyes
So he isâŚ
Oh God, am so stupid to ever think there could be some chance with him
Holy shit!
I felt my eyes w-t, geez, a soldier never criesâŚ
I walked out of the tent
You are cursed Jumica, cursed for life
How can I cry over someone I barely know, this is just sad đ˘đ
Angeloâs pov
I called Tessy like five times but she wasnât picking upâŚ
Can she be asleep already??
I sent her texts before sleeping off, hope sheâs doing fine without meâŚ
Tessyâs pov
Few days laterâŚ.
Its been raining since I got back from work and am afraid its now a storm đââĄ
I feel so scared and insecure
I even started crying cause I was still scared of thunder ⥠âĄ
I laid on my bed with the blanket covering me
I canât stop shakingâŚ
It went on for almost an hour, am I gonna sleep tonight??
I felt two cold hands uncover the blanket, I looked up, Gino??
He crept in and held me to himself, covering me
Ah! Heâs bodyâs warm đ
âŚ.
TBC