His s*xual Addiction Episode 20
💄HIS S-xUAL ADDICTION
{ His Personal Maid }💄
By, Cisca. H.
Chapter 20: IT HURTS… A LOT.
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I carried his meal to his room. Just like last night, his room was in total darkness. I didn’t want to think about this, but honestly, it was so weird to overlook.
So dark that one might think it was still midnight. And he was sitting on his single sofa, he was looking at nowhere and his back was facing the entrance door.
I couldn’t even identify the colour of his shirt, I could only see a figure which almost looked like a shadow.
” Master, your food is ready. ” I informed.
” Drop it on the table. ” He said in a deep tune which also felt like darkness itself.
I did as he had said, ” is there any thing else I can do for you? ” I asked, putting my best to sound loyal.
” No, you may go now. ” He said.
I looked at his direction for a short while, trying to get even if it was a clear view of his shirt colour, but I couldn’t.
I don’t know why every thing about him has to be kept in a secret. Why does he so much prefers a low profile? What is so special about him that makes every one tremble when ever his name is being mentioned.
If he really is that special as they say, why then does he hides himself in a dark room like he was running away from some thing or some one.
I left his room, and just then Madam Dacia showed up. Our eyes met instantly, and she offered me a hærd gaze which almost made me shiver to death.
” I can see you so much like your new look. ” What look? I really didn’t understand the statement until she said. ” You’ve almost forgotten that you need to take your bath. ”
She turned to Stella who stood silently at madam Dacia’s back. ” Stella, ” she called.
” Yes, ma’am. ” She answered.
” Take her to where she can have her bath, she stings and The Master doesn’t accomodate such thing. ”
” Yes, ma’am. ”
She left into The Master’s room. ” Avery… ” She said almost immediately Madam Dacia walked in.
” Stella, it’s okay. I’m getting used to it. ”
She nodded dully. ” Let’s get you cleaned up. ” I followed her
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I dried up myself, putting on a new dress which I’m probably sure will have to be on my body for what I would say… Centuries.
Who knows when Madam Dacia will have me put some thing new. With her attitude towards me, I doubt she will ever do that.
I sat in my room, my legs folded to my chest, my eyes staring outside the window, my head busy with clouded thoughts.
My life is darn nothing now.
I remember my small town, it’s actually not quite a comfortable place but, it’s much of a home than this mansion.
Every one had their freedom, their lives to live, no one bothers on what will happen or when it actually will. But now, I am stucked in a mansion with a half life.
A half life? Yes, that’s what Madam Dacia made me believe. She said I should thank my stars I survived the dungeon, but I should also know I am facing a worster hell.
Who knows when my life will completely end, and how it will completely end??
What of Granny, she’s probably gonna be hell worried sick about me. I never knew those senseless brats where some where waiting for me to show up.
Damn, if only I knew they weren’t that convinced with Granny’s lies, I wouldn’t have stepped an inch out of the house.
Now, I’m in a mansion which serves as a prison too.
Those memories of what happened in the dungeon last night reflected into my mind. The fear I felt back then was greater than that I fear for the Jaguar.
I can’t forget the dark feelings of his touch on me, those canine teeth on my skin that I almost thought I was gonna die that second.
The way he breathed out the word… Blood, made me shivered to death. I keep wondering why a figure in a human form desperately, or would I rather say, hungrily wanted blood.
Like if he didn’t have it at that moment he was gonna die.
” Why me? ” I muttered to myself.
” Avery…? ” I heard my name echo in my ears but I wasn’t sure where it was coming from.
” Avery….?! ” Now it was sounding loud and clear. I flinched, turning to see Stella staring worried at me.
” Hey, Stella. ” I faked a smile on my face.
” I have been calling you for almost two minutes. What are you thinking? ” She asked.
I smiled. ” Nothing. ”
” Nothing? ” She repeated. ” And you weren’t able to answer my calls? ”
” Honestly, I was thinking about my home. My Granny, I don’t know how she is fairing. And… once working in the laundry room and now, I’m forced to hide underneath a staircase in order to avoid getting exposed.
Stella, nothing here seems to be alright. I have friends out there who probably thinks I am dead. What about Becca, she’s gonna do what ever it takes to kill herself too. Victoria and Mariam? How do you think they will feel? ” I noticed the hot tears rolling out of my eyes.
I know keeping quiet is the only way to avoid any thing stupid from happening but yet, I still feel like they’ve got to know. They have every right to.
” Avery… ” She paused. ” It’s not your fault you are in this situation. We actually don’t know if this is fate’s doings, all we have to do is to accept it the way it is. Maybe it’s not today, but one day you will surely understand why all this are happening. ”
” Why can’t I understand it now? Why can’t I see why fate is being so wicked to me? Stella, all I have ever wanted is to live freely. I have always wanted a happy life, to forget I ever lost people so precious to me.
Yet, I keep losing more of them unconsciously. All because fate thinks I deserve them?! Because it thinks I am the only one who deserves it’s doings?! You know what, it would have been better if I ended up being the next pathetic girl who died with out a curse. ” I said as if I was yelling directly at her.
I’m damn so angry, unfortunately she is the only one here with me. Not that I wanted it to be this way, she forced me to say it, and she got what she didn’t deserve.
” I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be shouting at you. ” I folded my legs back to my chest.
She sat opposite me, ” I’m happy you finally got the chance to get here cleaned up. ”
” You think I wouldn’t? ” I didn’t mean to sound rude this time, she’s just have to understand, it hurts… A lot.
” No, just saying. ” She shrugged her shoulders. ” Here was a lot messy I would say. I’m so surprised you got the chance to have them all trashed out all by yourself. ”
” Madam Dacia said I wasn’t good at sight, she might come to pay me a visit at any time, and here won’t have to be like that. And besides, I’m a human too, I need good breath. ”
She chuckled, and the smiles faded immediately. ” I’m sorry you have to be treated like this. I am not The Mistress and I know I can never be like her but, if I had the power to, I would have let you go. And I would have done the same for Eve.
And to the rest of those innocent girls who died unguilty. It really pains me to watcha all this happening and yet, nothing good seems to be working now.
I am not trying to be Becca, or Victoria or even Mariam. And I am definitely not trying to be the one next to your heart, I only want you to know that no matter what, I really care about you. ”
” I’ll let you be. ” She stood up to leave, I held her hand causing her to stop.
” Thank you… for understanding. ”
I saw the drop off her tears roll out of her eyes, and she took it if immediately. I understand, she didn’t want me to watch her cry.
She didn’t say any thing. She couldn’t. Guess she felt the pains too.
She left, not even sparing me a glance.
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To Be Continued…
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