I'm not a g-y episode 8

I AM NOT A G-Y
 
LICIA TIFE
 
ON GOD
 
CHAPTER 8
I walked into the room and saw jubfle sitting on the couch
 
‘waw look who finally came back home, have been waiting for you, I was so worried… Did you check your phone i have called you alot of time’ jung woo said
 
Why is he so worried about me all of a sudden
 
Something is definetly not right somewhere
 
‘why do you sound so concerned about me it so unlike you’ I said
 
‘well as long as you still my wife…’
 
I wanted to say it fake but he stoppede from saying the word
 
‘fake or not, you are still my responsibility okay’ he said like he knew just what I was about to say
 
‘but you hate me right’ I said
 
‘I do not hate you, I just find you very annoying and irritating’
 
‘mean’ I said and he smirked
 
‘come on go to bed’ he said as he slept on the couch and pulled the sheets over himself
 
I don’t know why but I feel like the worst wide ever
 
I mean is it really right that am keeping this secret from him
 
But i really can’t help it, I can’t stay away from jinhoo
 
But why do I feel so wierd
 
Did jinhoo come back to my life because he loves me or does he has any other motive
 
But we broke up that time because he cheated on me
 
I am a fool to just accept him back in my life like that all in the name of love
 
Do I still love him the way I use to
 
Oh no.
 
I said as I ran my hand through my hair
 
I am so confused right now
 
Why do I have to choose between two guys
 
My fake husband and my boyfriend
 
What do I have to chose
 
Jungle is not interested in me anyway right
 
JUNG WOO POV
This sudden interest am developing for sin after the way she defended me in public that day is getting weirder than it already is
 
I mean do I like her already
 
Naahhh that ridiculous even if am going to develop any kind of rom-ntic feelings for a girl it definitely won’t be that SOMIN at all
 
She is just not right
 
SOMIN POV
The next day i woke up and jungle was not in the room
 
I knocked on the bathroom door before opening and he was not in there either
 
Phew www I have to be sure he is not in the room
 
Don’t want what happened last time to repeat itself
 
Yeishhhhh🙄
 
Grnnmnnnnnnnnnng
 
‘hello’ I said as I picked my call
 
‘hey SOMIN’
 
‘Goodmorning’ I said as I smiled
 
‘Goodmorning my love, tell me how was your night, did that man try to get close to you’ he asked
 
I smiled and said ‘no he did not’
 
‘okay then come to the balcony’
 
‘why?’ I asked
 
‘I want to see your face’ he said.
 
‘see my face, jin don’t tell me you in the house again’ I said
 
‘yes i am so?’
 
‘but what if someone sees you’ i said
 
‘then I will be free to tell. Them that SOMIN is my everything, then I will finally give your rich husband a piece of my mind’
 
‘you are impossible’ I said as I walked to the balcony and saw him downstairs waving at me as he blew a k-ss towards me
 
‘Just wait there, I will be there now’ I Said as I walked down the stairs’I told you never come here again ‘
 
‘ but baby I was missing you ‘he said as he wraps his hand around my wa-ist and draws me close to him
 
‘ stop that, someone might see us ‘
 
‘ but can you really blame me, why do you have to be so Damn pretty ‘he said as he k-ssed me on the l-ips 💋
 
‘ stop that, do not do that here ‘I said as I slowly pushed him away but he moved closer and smash his l-ips against mine again
 
‘ Now you have the k-ss you want leave ‘I said but he pulled me close and hugged me
 
‘ I love you a lot, please don’t leave me no matter what ‘he said
 
‘ why will I ever leave you, trust me I won’t ‘
 
He k-ssed me on the forehead and said’ bye, see you some other day ‘
 
‘ bye ‘I smiled and bit my lower l-ips and he walked away
 
He had always been very sweet to me even in our past relationsh¡p
 
But why do I have the feelings that something is wrong somewhere
 
JIN HOO POV
‘ hey boss, I got the video……’
 
‘good now all it takes is to add some substance to jung woo coffee and when we do that, guess what he will do to his wife after that’
 
‘no, no no, I don’t want that, please leave her out of this, I will kill him if he touches her knowingly or unknowingly’
 
‘hey if you want the money, keep your mouth shut and let this go smoothly and of not quit the job I will find someone better’
 
‘I want the money but isn’t there another way to do this’ I asked
 
‘this is my game, I call the shots, this is how I want it to be’ she said as she hung up
 
Am doing this for you somin , you also have to sacrifice a little
 
JUNG WOO Poverty
‘sir your coffee’ my assistant said as she dropped the coffee on the table ‘and yeah someone told me to give you this’ she said as she drops a USB on the table and walked out of the office
 
I can’t wait to go back home and tease SOMIN
 
This days I always look forwards to go going back home and seeing her face
 
I think am going crazy cause I always smile whenever I think of her
 
Strange uhn 🙄
 
‘what is this’ I said as I plugged it into my computer and drank my coffee, I played the video on the USB and immediately my coffee mug fell from my hand
 
SOMIN k-ssing another guy in my house
 
What the heck is this
 
I felt a sharp pain in my head and I was also a bit dizzy 😵
 
I think i should go back home am not feeling too good
 
Something is wrong with this coffee why do I feel so wierd after drinking it
 
Forget it am sure am overthinking things
 
SOMIN has to explain all this to me
 
How dare she do that to me
 
How dare she
 
SOMIN POV
Where is that annoying husband of mine
 
It 9:00 in the night
 
I kinda feel lonely
 
No one to bother me tonight
 
The door suddenly went open and I saw an angry 😡 looking jung woo standing right in front of me
 
I have never seen him looking so angry 😡
 
He immediately closed the door behind him and glares at me
 
‘look who finally came home’ I said as he walked towards me still glaring at me
 
He grabbed me by the arm and pinned me to the wall
 
‘what the heck, let go of me’ he said
 
‘who is he, who was that guy you were with in the video, who was that guy you were k-ssing in my house’ he asked
 
He knows
 
But how
 
How did he know about that
 
‘you see jin is my boyfriend’
 
‘your boyfriend, really’…
 
‘yes I wanted to tell you about him but I was thinking you won’t be interested’
 
‘well but you brought him into my house and k-ssed him’ I said.
 
‘what is wrong with you, you do not sound like yourself at all, something is definitely wrong with you’ I said ‘just calm down, sit down and have a glass of water’
 
he let go of me and runs his hand through his hair looking frustrated 😤
 
‘so you decided to be another man bitch while married to me uhn, typical slut behaviour’
 
‘hey’ I shouted as I slapped him,’ don’t you ever say that to me again’ I shouted looking pissed off
 
He grabbed my hand and pinned it to the Wall above my head
 
‘let go of me you hurting me’ I said trying to free my hand from his grib
 
‘you will never do that again’ he said as he held my cheeks making my l-ips pout with his right hand and his left was still holding my hand against the wall
 
‘Now I wanna touch you the way he touched you’ he said
 
Now am really scared for the first time in my life someone actually intimidates me.
 
‘please stop this’ I said
 
‘did he touch you here’ he said as he placed his hand on my wa-ist
 
‘stop this you are going crazy’
 
He spinned me around making me face the world while my back was facing him
 
‘did he touch you here’ he said as his hand went under my dress
 
‘stop this pls, stop’
 
‘I won’t until I touch you just the way he touched you’ he whispered into my ear as he k-ssed my kneck
 
The wierd part is that i was actually enjoying this
 
But it got to a point i was not actually enjoying again
 
‘look you never loved me not for once, then why are you being so close to me, why are you so angry because I love another guy, cas I was close to him’
 
‘Do I have to tell you the word before you know it uhn,’ he spinned me around making me face him again ‘you are married to me but cheating on me’
 
‘it fake marriage okay, it not even real, what exactly is your problem’
 
‘fake marriage uhn, how about we make it real’ he said
 
‘what’ I said as I raised my right brow
 
He pushed me on the bed and I crawled backward looking terrified as I wanted to get of the bed but he held me down on the bed as his l-ips met mine and k-ssed me aggressively
 
He is good at kiissing
 
Better than jin
 
I tried to push him away but he refused to let go of me still k-ssing me
 
I hit him on the chest but all was to no avail
 
He broke the k-ss and tore my dress
 
‘help me’ I shouted forgetting the fact that no one is around that day
 
And the door is sound proof so this is the end for me
 
‘jung pls don’t do this’ I said unable to control my tears
 
He tore my b-ra and s-cked and k-ssed my br-ast aggressively
 
It was painful
 
Real painful
 
I pushed him away and wanted to run away but he held me by the wrist and pulled me back on the bed.
 
He held my hands above my head on bed and I couldn’t attack him anymore
 
He k-ssed me allover my body and my tummy
 
He pulled my p-nt down and started thr-sting into me
 
There was nothing to fight for now
 
I just stood still as tears rolls down my eyes
 
All my life have always thought jinhoo will be my one and only
 
When he was done pleasing himself he rolled off me and slept off while I stood on my feet unclad
 
My wh0le body hurts a lot
 
But the pain is nothing compared to the one i feel in my heart right now
 
I have never thought he will ever rape me
 
I trust him more than myself in that aspect
 
I walked into the bathroom and stared at my self
 
There were red marks around my wrist
 
Must be due to the way he held me earlier
 
My n-pples were swollen and sore
 
It hurts a lot
 
I opened the shower and sat on the floor crying
 
Jung woo shouldn’t have done this
 
I trusted him a lot
 
More than myself
 
I washed my entire body crying
 
I trusted him
 
JUNG WOO POV
The next day i slowly opened my eyes
 
Why am I sleeping on the bed instead of sleeping on the couch 🛋
 
And why am I unclad
 
I put on white joggers and a long sleeve top and went to the balcony
 
My head hurts a lot
 
I still have to talk to her about that video I saw
 
I just don’t like the fact that she is seeing another man at all
 
It really hurt
 
I can’t even remember when I came back from work yesterday
 
And beside were is SOMIN
 
I haven’t seen her this morning
 
I went to the bathroom and was shocked see somin in bathtub with water covering her head
 
‘somin’ I shouted as I brought her back up and she was coughing trying to catch her breathe
 
I looked away cause she was unclad
 
I saw a towel on the door and handed it over to still looking elsewhere
 
‘Do you want to drown yourself’ I said and she removed my hand that was around her wrist and stood on her feet still unclad
 
I was forced to look at her wondering what going as she walked out of the bathroom
 
I also walked into the room and saw her putting on her top
 
‘what going on’ I asked as I held her arm
 
She looked at me and all I could see in her eyes was deep pain and disappointment
 
‘somin, what wrong did someone hurt you’
She removed my hand from her arm
 
It like she does not want me to touch her at all
 
Something is wrong somewhere
 
‘why you acting like nothing happened between us’ she said
 
‘what happened, pls tell me’
 
All of a sudden I felt pain in my head as I held it
 
What wrong with me
 
I suddenly remembered what happened the previous night
 
‘wh…. . What……. What have I done’ I said looking shocked
 
SOMIN pulled her luggage out of the closet
 
‘I will send you a divorce letter soon’ she said as she carried her belongings
 
‘somin pls let me explain I swear i did not know what came over me last night, I could not have done that to you deliberately please you have to trust me’
 
It was like I was just talking to myself as she walked towards the door and opened it but i closed it again.
‘somin pls don’t leave me, i swear I did not do that in purpose, I swear to you I didn’t’
 
Tears rollls down her eyes but she quickly wipes it
 
‘the more I see you, the more my hated grows stronger….. out of my way’ she said as she slowly pushed me aside and walked out of the room
 
What have I done
 
…………. To be continued……………..
 
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