Agony of marriage episode 1 – 2

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THE AGONY OF MARRIAGE

EPISODE 1

I got married to the worst man on Earth. He was the exact
definition of the devil’s incarnate. I never loved him but my
parents had f0rç£d me into the marriage. I rued the day I had
finally suc¢v-mbe-d to marry him since my mother wouldn’t
st©p lamenting and telling me how ungrateful I was while my
father threatened to disown me if I didn’t accept the proposal.
I had met my husband while I was going to Jamb lesson in
Lagos. He had been 29 then, precisely 10 years older than I
was. I was just a naive little girl who wanted to focus on her
education and be a TV pres£nter. My husband, Daniel, had
refused to give me a breathing space. He would come over to
the Jamb lesson center and begin to confess how much he
loved me and how he couldn’t get me off his mind ever since
he la-id his eyes upon me.
He had pressured me but I stood my ground until he suddenly
appeared in my house unannounced. I had been in my room
when my younger brother, Emma, had told me that my father
wanted to see me and that I had a visitor. Curious and also
puzzled, I had gone into sitting room to find Daniel laughing
with my father as he sipped a bottle of maltina my mother
must have offered him. I was angry. I felt like screaming at
him but the respect I had for my father restrained me. Ever
since that day, Daniel automatically bec@m£ a member of the
family. He c@m£ and went whenever he liked and no matter
how much I tried to avoid him, my parents would never allow
me. They stated that I should be glad that a wealthy and
handsome guy like Daniel was interested in me and since I
was the first daughter, I had to do the nee-dful by giving
Daniel some attention.

Things bec@m£ worse after Daniel bec@m£ financially helpful
to my family.
My father praised him and called him his son. Mymother worsh!pped the very ground he walked on especially
when he helped her stock up her provision shop. Against my
wish but with the support of my family, Daniel had single-
handedly sponso-red my education and now he was the one
paying the tuition fees of my two younger siblings, Linda and
Emmanuel. I didn’t have a say to decide my life at this point.

My opinion was tagged useless and childish. My father would
blackmail me with the Bible verse which re-ad: “Children,
honour thy father and mother so thy days shall be long.”
He claimed that if he cursed me, nothing would ever go right in
my life for disobeying him by refusing to marry Daniel, well if I
had known what life had in store for me, I would have
preferred to risk my father’s curse than throwing my life at the
mercy of a man who had no iota of love nor respect for me. I
got married to him when I was 24 and he revealed his true self
after our wedding night on which he broke my vir-ginity and
treated me worse than a slave from that moment. He would
hurl insults at my parents and my entire family and always
remind me how he had picked me up from the gutters and
how my family were nothing without him.

He called my father a stupid old gold digger and my mother,
he tagged them an uneducated fool. If I tried to talk back at
him, a punch immediately sealed my mouth so I was left to
suffer in a loveless marriage which also c@m£ with domestic
and verbal abuse. Yes, I was married but I wasn’t happy. Most
girls eager for marriage didn’t know the pains that c@m£ with
it when their desperation or the society’s persistence of “all
your mates are married” pushes them into settling down with
the wrong man. Most claim that they would rather cry inside a
Hummer Jeep than in an auto-rickshaw but they have no idea
that even money could never buy happiness or peace of mind.

I thought that was the worst of it until my husband woke me
one night, a few months after our wedding and said:
“Victoria.” He shook my arm vigorously since my back was
turned to him.
“Uhmn?” I sleepily answered, wondering if he wanted to order
me to go cook him something in the middle of the night as
usual.

He p@rtially lifted the duvet covering me in the p@rtially dark
room. “Are you n-ked un-der there?” He asked and began to
grope my b©dy with his hands.
I frowned but thankful that he couldn’t see my face. “No, I’m in
my nightie.” I answered reluctantly.
“Are you wearing any p@n-ties?” He asked me and I gave a
puzzled look.
“What is it?” I asked, trying very ha-rd to hide my irritation
from him to avoid a severe beating.
“Answer me my friend!” He barked.
“No, I’m not.” I managed an answer.
He p@rtially sat up with his upper back propped against the
pillows. “Good, I want you to gr-ab the jar of petroleum jelly
and bring it here.”
More confused, I sat up fully and turned to face him. “What do
you nee-d that for at this time of the night?”

He simply threw the duvet off his b©dy to reveal his £r£¢tion.
Although my husband was S-xually endowed but I wasn’t S-
xually attra-cted to him. Instead of turning me on, the sight of
his £r£¢tion makes me cringe.
“Are you planning on masturbating?” I carefully asked.
“No… I watched a p–n movie in my office today and I just
dreamt of it and that was why I woke you.” He answered.
“But what have I got to do with the p–n movie? Do I in
anyway share resemblance to the p–n star?”
“You wish? You are nothing like her.” He said coldly. “Your
type should be selling tomatoes in the market because you
lack the charisma or s£dûçt!veb©dy of a normal woman
meant to plea-sure a man.”

I was angry now. “Then let me go back to sleep.” I said and
began to adjust to lie down again when he r0ûghly pu-ll-ed my
arm.
“Are you mad?” He sh0t. “Did I permit you to sleep? You see
me this way…” He gestured at his £r£¢tion. “And all you want
to do is ignore it and go back to sleep?! May thun-der strike
you dead there!” He cursed.
I swallowed ha-rd . “But what am I supposed to do? I can’t
simply sit up and listen to you compare me to a p–n star!”
“You are only useful for a few reasons. Go bring the jelly and
coat it around your an-us.”
My eyes wi-de-ned now and all traces of lingering grogginess
disappeared. “What! You want to have an-alS-x with me?!” I
spat in disgust.
“And so?” He sounded apathetic. “What is wrong with that?!”
“Everything!” I spat. “How can you say that you want to have
an-alS-x with me?!”
“Oh…” He gave me a disgr-untled look. “So what are you trying
to say then?”
“I’m not going to do it.” I stared and angrily averted my face.

“You are not going to do it?”
“No!” I vehemently answered.
“Do you realize that I’m your husband and your b©dy is mine
to do what I plea-se with?”
“And it is against God’s wish too that I allow you sodomize my
b©dy! it’s only proper that a man pene-trates his wife the right
way.” I protested.
“The right way, uh? And where is it written in the Bible that I
can’t go throu-gh the back if I choose to?”
“Me, I don’t know…” I grumbled. “All I know is there’s no way
I’m letting you inside my an-us.”
“So you are going to deny me my right?” He sounded more
pissed now but his voice was still calm but harsh.

I mumbled some words un-der my breath and kept my face
averted with my jaw and and chin placed in my hand,
supported by my elbow which was on my th!gh then I heard
him say in a warning tone: “Victoria, do this thing now before
things will get out of hand.”
“I have told you, I can’t and I won’t do it. You just can’t keep
ma-king me do everything you see in p–n movies, I’m your
wife not some prostitute!” I said resolutely then angrily la-id
back on my side, turning my back to him, eager to go back to
sleep and forget that my husband ever demanded such
abominable act from me. I could hear him exhaling repeatedly
in anger as he shook his right leg continuously which he often
does whenever he was agitated. I tried to ignore him but I was
also apprehensive. What if he decided to beat me up this
night? What if he decided to gr-ab the Vaseline and f0rç£
himself into my sacred orifice, what then would I do?

In trepidation, I soon fell asleep and I forgot all about my
worries until when I felt a warm torrent of liquid hit my face. I
jo-lted up, g@sping for breath and running my hands over my
face but the warm torrent only shifted to aim at my face again.
It didn’t smell like water at all and when I shielded my face
with my arm, wondering where the liquid was coming from,
and much to my shock, I realized that it was my husband,
standing above me on the be-d and urinating on my face.
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THE AGONY OF MARRIAGE

EPISODE 2

That day, I packed what I could and dashed to my parents house. When they saw me, my father’s countenance alre-ady showed that he was not plea-sed, having noticed the bag.

He asked me to sit in the living room then asked me what had s
£nt me running back or if I had offended my husband and he
had angrily kicked me out. From the way he sounded, he was
re-ady to accompany me back to seek his forgiveness.
“What did you do?” He asked me. “Did he throw you out?”
“No.” I mumbled.
“Does he starve you?”
“No, papa.” I answered.

“Does he beat you?”
I hesitated and my mother suddenly cut in. “Beating kwa,
what’s ordinary beating? Papa Victoria, plea-se some men only
beat a woman to show just how much in love with her they
are.”

I stared at my mother in disbelieve but I was not re-ady to go
down an argument lane with her, her wrong perception of how
love was shown by a man to a woman was the very least of
my worries now. My father simply gr-unted and continued. “So
what did he do?” He asked again.
“He…h…” I stuttered, too ashamed to say the word.

“Don’t you have mouth?” My mother suddenly snapped at me.
“Can’t you talk? You left your husband and c@m£ down here
not minding that he’s all alone and a woman nee-ds to take
care of him. Has he even eaten?”
“Mama, Daniel urinated on me this morning.” I mused.

My father sat up now. “Urinated how? Does he bed-wet?”
“No papa, he urinated on me just like that when he should have used the toilet.”
My parents exchanged puzzled glances and my mother asked this time, gesticulating with her hands. “You mean Daniel brought out his John Thomas and re-leased urine on you?”

“Yes Mama.” I could s-en-se their agitation and I just couldn’t
wait to see their anger against my husband.

Instead, my father sighed and leaned back into his chair. He
looked pensive for a moment and when he finally spoke, he
did without looking at me. “Go back to him.”

I couldn’t believe my ears. “Papa?!”
“Yes, you heard your father!” My mother cut in harshly. “Go
back to your husband!”
I was panicking now. “Mama, didn’t you hear what I said, I said Daniel urinated on me.” I said each word carefully so that
it sunk in just in case they didn’t un-derstand me the first time.

“And so? What’s the big deal? When you married that good
man, you said for better for worse! Are you the first woman whom her husband would urinate on? Why are you trying to
disgrace this family? Why Adanna? Better take your bags and
go back to your husband’s house because there’s no room for
you here! That man is a blessing to our family, anything he does to you, take it that way after all, he has the money to
pacify you afterwards.”

I was shocked and I didn’t know when I blurted. “But papa, he
wants to have an-alS-x with me!”
“Victoria.” My father called calmly.
“Yes papa.” I mumbled.
“Victoria.”
“Papa.”

“Victoria.” He called a third time.
“Yes papa.” I said, frowning de-eply.
“How many times did I call you?”
“Three times papa.”

“I don’t know what analS-x is supposed to be and I really don’t care. All I know is the Bible said a good wife must be
submissive to her husband and if you want to be a good wife,
then you must do anything and everything your husband wants
you to. After all he’s your husband and he’s entitled to do
anything with your b©dy. If he doesn’t uses it, who else will?
My in-law has promised me a car this December and I’ll not
be plea-sed with you if he should change his mind about that
car simply because of your stubbornness. Victoria, all I can say
is that you take your bag back to your husband’s house
because as far as I’m concerned, there’s no room for you
here.” Without another word, he rose and left.
When he was gone, my mother quic-kly moved to the seat he had just vacated. “Have you missed your period?” She asked me.

I frowned at her. “What kind of question is that?”
She gave me a disgr-untled look and mimicked me. “Don’t you
know that all your mates are alre-ady pregnant by now? What
are you waiting for? Don’t you know that to secure your place
in a man’s house, you have to get pregnant? Do you want him
to as-sume that you are barren and throw you out?”
Honestly, I had been secretly taking pills to prevent my taking
in for my husband. The last thing I wanted to do was raising a
child for that monster. “Mama, plea-se, I’m not in the mood.” I
said dismissively and turned away.
“You are not in the mood? Are you mad? Why do you take
everything with such levity? Do you realized that Daniel is the
best in-law yet? He’s Gods£nt! Don’t jeopardize this good
opportunity for us or I myself will make sure I bury you with my
own hands. By next month, you must get pregnant! In fact, you
must conceive twins! If you have any doubts, don’t worry, all
I’ve to do is go down to the village and visit the dibia.”
“Mama, if the dibia was so good, why didn’t you go for a
charm that will make papa rich instead of selling me off into a
loveless marriage?!” I retorted.
“You are very stupid.” She told me. “You think if I was as
educated as you at your age I would have settled for your
father? See, Daniel has bought me all the good things of life
which your father has been unable and will never be able to
get for me. I have tasted riches because of Daniel and I’m not
about to st©p any time soon, so if you know what is good for
you, discard any useless thoughts about love and focus on
ma-king your husband a happy man. I don’t know why God
gave me such a dull daughter to be my first. You are just not
sharp at all! You didn’t take after me in ways you were
ssupposed to! I know that if it were your sister, Linda, she
would have made me very proud!”
I glared at my mother. “If Linda was so good, why didn’t you
make her marry Daniel then?”
“Simply because Daniel chose a dull one and we had no
choice than to give him what he wanted. It still baffles me why
you are yet to love this man. When there’s money, love should
be easy and yet simply because he urinated on you, you c@m
£ running back.”
Then and there, I had had enough of my mother. I rose, gr@bb
£d my bag and walked away without another word. She called
out to me but I ignored her. When I got home, my husband
was waiting in the lower balcony. He was leaning forward with
his elbows on the railings and he was busy with his phone,
probably chatting up with one of his numerous girlfriends as
usual. As I got down the car and started for the main door,
pu-lling my bag behind me, he sm-irked and said:

“I knew you’d come back. Your hungry parents can’t ba-re to
lose a wonderful and generous person like me. I know your
father is still looking forward to the car. I pray he gets crippled
from it and that your mother with her incessant demand for
money so she could buy the latest clothes and jewelries for
her women as-sociation meeting, I pray the next jewelry she’s
expecting chokes her to death. Your family of stupid gold
diggers!” He hurled at me.
Tears sprang to my eyes but I said nothing and simply walked
into the house. I wondered if my parents were aware of the
degrading words he used about them if they would still want
me to remain married to him. But Daniel was right after all, my
parents were gold diggers. I was in the kitchen preparing
semovita and vegetable soup when I heard footsteps. I turned
to look over my shoulder and saw him leaning against the
door jam of the kitchen door completely n-ked and his eyes
were fixed down on the screen of his phone which was in his
right hand while his other hand was stro-king himself.
I stiffened now and swallowed ha-rd and quic-kly pretended
not to notice him as I stirred my steaming soup in the pot. I
could hear a white female’s voice m0@n ing loud from his
phone and I could tell he was watching a p©rnogra-phic
video. He had a ton of them of different races and types.

“What are you doing?” He asked me without taking his eyes
off the screen of his phone.
“Cooking.” I managed to say then began to move around doing
a lot of unnecessary things to pretend that I was very busy.
“St©p whatever you are doing and undress.” He ordered. I
pretended not to hear him and after a minute, he looked up
and frowned. “Are you deaf?”
I st©pped now and slowly turned to look at him. “Daniel, plea-
se this can wait, I’m almost done.”

“It’s like you are mad!” He said coldly and suddenly approached and turned off the g@s. “You are my wife! If you’ll
not let me go up that wretched hole that you are so protective
of, the least you can do is at least let me have my S-xual
rights any time I want it! Undress!”
I slowly began to unZi-p my dress and soon I took it off and
tossed it on the floor. “Can we at least be civil about this and
go to the be-droom?” I suggested.
He snorted. “This girl here is having kitchen S-x and that’s
what I want.” He stated and suddenly gr@bb£d my head and
shoved me down to my knees. I was scared to have S-x with
him. Besides, hating our S-xual life, I had contracted S-xually
transmitted disease from him on three occasions and I had
had to go for treatment but I still had yeast infection which
c@m£ at intervals and then disappeared for a while.

Right there in the kitchen he f0rç£d me and did whatever he
wanted to do with me to satisfy his selfish de-sires without
considering the way I would feel. I felt broken and even hated
myself for marrying him in the first place. There was nothing
like thinking how he can make me happy or satisfy me. He
even complained I was to dry after he did whatever he liked
with me.

As he was doing it, all I felt all throu-gh was pain and I
couldn’t wait for it to end. When he eventually did, I got up,
hurried to the bathroom to take my birth control pill then
dashed into the bathroom to vigorously wash my the affected
p@rt which after I had a warm bath to wash his t©uçh off me.
Oh what a marriage full of pains and sadness!
What damages my parents has caused me!.
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To Be Continued……

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