His s*xual Addiction Episode 46
💄HIS S-xUAL ADDICTION
{ His Personal Maid }💄
By, Cisca. H.
Chapter 46: FORGIVEN.
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” Avery, can we talk?”
She bite on her carrot, ” Okay, I’m listening.”
” Avery, it’s about Gideon.”
She rolled her eyes, ” Stella, I don’t wanna talk about this right now. ”
” Me neither, but we have to. I know I had told you to move on and forget about what happened but we can’t just pretend like everything is alright. ”
” Of course, everything is alright, Stella. Whatever that went on between Gideon and I is a by gone. I don’t wanna think about him or anything right now, can we change the topic now.. please. ”
” Avery… ”
” Stella. ”
” For once try to listen to me. ”
” You know I always listen to you, Stella, I never stop listening to your advices but this time, it’s different. Gideon is a cheat, a monster and… ”
” The father of your child. ” She cuts in. ” Bearing grudges against him won’t resolve what happened. Let by gone be by gone, face the future and accept what happened as your past.
I will keep saying this over and over again, The Master did some thing unspeakable and we all know that. But he accepts his faults and wants to move on with you.
He loves you, Avery, he made you believe that you can be loved. He’s a cheat, not to you but to Madam Dacia. He’s a monster, not because he chose to be it. If there’s anyone to hate him, it’s Dacia.
All this while he played games with you, Madam Dacia isn’t aware of it. She’s been living with him for almost two years now yet, he hasn’t gotten her pregnant. But you just met him few weeks ago, he took you and made you this way.
Isn’t that enough to prove how much he loves you? He really cares for you, Avery, you need to see that in him. If not for yourself, but for the baby. Please, don’t deprive the child from her father. Don’t share the anger you have for him with her.
She doesn’t deserve any of this, she doesn’t deserve to be fatherless. She needs you as well as she needs her father. Gideon might be a monster but I still know there’s this part of him that is a human. ”
She stood up to go, ” I don’t know what else to say, but I hope you reconsider what I have said. Don’t forget to eat up the fruits, don’t keep the baby starving. ”
She nodded her head.
Stella exited the room.
Avery exhaled heavily, tears rolled down her cheeks dropping to the ground. She covered her mouth from crying loud.
Though she had tried to move on without him, it was damn so difficult for her to. Despite how much she tried to push him off her mind, he was still there like she made no effort.
Meanwhile, all those memories they had shares flashed in her head. Starting from the night they had met each other, so many reasons she wants to hate him but…
She just can’t do it.
” Why did you do this to me, Gideon. Why did you let me live in your lies? Do I deserve any of it? ”
She looked at her stomach, doing that only made her cry the more. The part where he slept with her refreshed in her mind, she missed that very day.
The day which had left to her condition now. That was the same day she vowed never to forget, she just can’t do it even if she has to try a thousand times.
She knew that no matter what, this was her future she must face… Alone.
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The sun was out of its nest, filling the day with it’s brightness. She decided to go for a walk, to clear her troubled thoughts.
She went to the garden, the same one she was with Gideon on the day she had attempted to kill herself. She sat on the same bench they had sit, remembering every thing that had happened.
She held the herb he had used to treat her wound, folding it in her palm as more hot tears left her w-t eyes.
She felt someone was with her. Slowly, she moved her head. Seeing the figure was The Master, she angrily stood up, walking to his direction.
” Avery, please I’m s…” She offered him a hærd slap on his cheek.
” That was for lying.”
He touched his affected cheek, ” You have every right to be angry with me but please, don’t hate me. I know I lied to you, I hid the truth from you, and there’s no excuse to explain my actions.
I don’t wanna stay away from you, Avery, not for your blood, not for anything but… I just can’t stay a second without you. I’m a monster, I accept it cause that’s what I am but please, I’m begging you, don’t hate me. ”
She walked steps away from him, backing him. ” I should have hated you for so many reasons, but I made a promise to our child, I won’t let her grow without her father. ” She touched her stomach.
She sniffed, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. ” I loved you, Gideon, only you. I gave you my trust, my love, my body and all those while all you did was to lie to me?
I don’t care what or who you are, all I wanted was the truth! I wanted your love, your trust! ”
He hugged her from behind, holding her so tight to himself. ” You proved to me that I can live without hurting anyone. Loving you gave me hope. I thought I knew love being with Dacia, but now I see I was wrong.
I never knew what love meant until I met you. You made me know things I don’t, and that’s why no matter how much you keep hating me, I’ll never stop from falling in love with you. ”
She touched his hands, ” You know it pains… to loose you. Promise me, promise me you will never lie to me. Promise me. ”
” I promise. ” He sincerely said.” I promise. ”
” I forgive you, Gideon and…” She turns to look at him. ” And… you aren’t a monster.”
He looked down, embarrassed. ” I am. I almost killed you, Avery, a lot of times. A normal human would never do that. ”
” But you didn’t, so that still proves you aren’t. Does Madam Dacia know about us?”
” Why do you ask? ”
” I was thinking…”
” Don’t worry about her, she’s shouldn’t be our problem now. I’ve got some where to show you. ”
” Where are you taking me to?”
” Just close your eyes, I want you to see it for yourself. ” She shut her eyes while he covered it with his palms. He led the way as they went through the hidden tunnel.
” How long do we have to get there?”
” Don’t worry, we’re almost there.” He said in her ear.
They got there, and he took his hands off her eyes. ” Open it.” He said to her.
She slowly opened her eyes, staring around the paradise-like garden. She let out a gasp as her eyes admired every side of the big garden.
She had thought of the other garden to be the best, but she was wrong… This is.
” Somewhere like this exist here?” She asked in amazement.
” This is my favorite place since I built this place. I always brought Dacia here when we were still a thing. ”
She looked at him. ” Why did you stop?”
” I don’t know. ” He admitted. ” Since the night I met you, I don’t know what came over me it just happened. I started to lose interest in her, it just happened.”
” You know, why don’t we talk about you?” She said.
” What about me?” He asked.
” I still don’t know if I should believe your name is Gideon, or is that part of your lies too? ”
He chuckled, ” It is. ”
” So tell me, what’s your real name then?”
” Stanley. Stanley Rutherford.”
” Hmmm, Stanley. That’s a nice name. ”
His gaze fell on her belly, not sure if he should touch it or not. He felt guilty, and he hated himself for hurting both Avery and his child.
She was innocent to be left behind, he should have stayed with her since day of. But he has promised himself never to leave them for anything or anyone.
Avery got hold of his hands, placing it in her stomach. ” That’s your child in there… Our child.”
He knelt down with one feet, leaning his right ear on her stomach. He listened. The baby was actively kicking, this only made him smile.
” She’s happy. ” He said. ” She’s gonna become a great daughter.”
Avery gently rubbed his hair, ” Just like her father. ”
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To Be Continued…
Cisca Writes ❤️