Bad boy’s crush episode 41

❤BAD
BOY’S
CRUSH❤

💍Make a choice Bella!!😏Chloe or Nicc!!?? 😡

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(Bleeding hearts💔😡😭)

🎶Do you ever feel like you belong in the sky
If I told you we can go, would you spread with your wings and fly

🎵I can take you there,
I can take you there

🔈No more pain, no more sorrows
Not today, not tomorrow
No more stress in the head no more wishing you were there

🎶We can go away to another place
Pretty here we go now hold on
We will feel no pain when we go

Pretty here we go now hold on
We will feel no pain, no more pain no more pain when we go…

Chloe’s POV

When did I start loving her? Yes! I remember! The very first time I set my eyes on her walking into the school gate but that’s nearly three months ago

I thought she had no worries, nothing bothering her and she’s so simple like I thought but she wasn’t!
She wasn’t all that simple

Her smile, her laughter, her pretty face, her long hair, her mode of dressing, mode of walking enchanted me
She bewitched me so much that I don’t think I can live without her but then…

I have to cut it all up half way
I have to, it doesn’t make sense forcing someone to love you while you can make her happy by giving her what she really wants
She wants Nicc and not me so why am I suffering myself?

📲Wh.. What do you mean?

📲I need a break from you Bella
I said to her and that instant my heart which was in so much turmoil and anger felt it immediately

My tear duct didn’t waste time sending tears to my eyes and for the first time in many years
I began to weep like a baby, my heart was hurting, my body was hurting even my eyes was hurting!!

Its just too much for me to bear,
Why won’t she like me? I thought she does or maybe she had begun to like me but she didn’t one bit
I didn’t do this coz of Nicc or Audrey but I was scared I will get dumped in the future

I’m scared of it, I will have to leave her alone for sometime, she needs it likewise me too
And I need a span away from her too
All of us really want it!!!

Bella’s POV

Tears rolled away, I couldn’t breath for a moment which made me have double mind and think maybe I’m dead!
Why! Why will he do that to me?

Its barely a month we started dating and we’re breaking up already!
I sobbed and sobbed till the next morning which got my eyes so heavy by the next morning

I went into my bathroom to wash my face, thank God today was Saturday
I picked out my tooth brush lined it with the tooth paste sluggishly before dumping the brush inside my mouth chewing on it instead of brushing

Why will he break up with me? He said he will do all the loving himself and won’t complain
Why is he complaining all of a sudden?
Why am I so angry and painful about a break up if I don’t love him?

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I don’t know! I can’t read or understand my feelings anymore!
Arrghhh! More tears came to my face
Mucus streamed down my nose almost getting into my mouth if not that I left my mouth covered sobbing silently

Few minutes later, I came into my room again
I slumped into my bed really weak from not sleeping the previous night
I sighed heavily closing my eyes for a bit allowing sleep to overtake me…..

Chloe’s POV

“Good morning dad”I greeted sitting over at the dining table for a meal
“Yes son”he replied paying less attention to me as his full concentration was on the food he was eating

“Hey, you cried? Your eyes are so swollen “Nicc said sarcastically but I ignored him
Their eyes came to my face

“You cried Chloe? “Dad asked me but I still kept mute
I digged in my spoon into the food with no appetite for it
“Of course he did cry, he’s having heart issues”Nicc butted in again

I threw him a glare struggling with the spoon which I just sent to my lips with some food on it
“Really? “Dad asked him and he nodded before winking at me

I scoffed, dropping the spoon on the table
I announced my leave off the table
“Take care dad! “With that I left the house
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Bella’s POV

“Bella! “Mom called me as she strolled into my room
I got up from my bed really weak
“Oh my God! “She ran to my side making me lean on her body

“What’s wrong with you? Brad told me you haven’t left your room since yesterday
Dad is worried, you didn’t even attend church service with us”

“Mom, “I called weakly
“What is it? ”
“I’m so sad, I hate myself so much “I began to sob again and she patted my shoulder

“What’s wrong again? Did he hit you? Did he cheat on you? Of cuz, you know he’s a player… You should know that… ”

“That’s not it mom, we broke up or rather he said he needs a break from me”I hicupped still clinging to her
She sighed
“What happened? ”
“I can’t love him mom “I shook my head breaking into fresh sobs again

“You love him, you just don’t want to give that love a chance ”
“I don’t and I know how I feel”
“Then why are you crying and keeping yourself indoors for two whole days now? ”

I kept mute
“Answer me Bella, you feel heartbroken right? ”
I nodded my head
“You feel cheated on? ”
I nodded again at her question
“You feel like you weren’t caring enough? ”
I nodded again

She hissed at me holding my cheeks and staring at me peering deeply into my face
“Let me tell you this Bella, you love him
I see how happy you always are whenever he’s around you”

Do I?

“Look Bella, you keep rushing to your room to dress properly whenever he comes around
You are always worrying ”

Do I worry too?
My eyes lit up immediately listening to my mom once again
“Love him Bella, spoil him with your own love,”

“He might not want me again “I voiced out my fears
I’m still not sure if I love him, I can’t love him… Myself keep on whispering to me
“Seduce him Bella, make him want you again huh
Stop crying “she hugged me patting my back gently

I can’t do this still, its not clear to me, the only thing I understand in all of this is that I feel embittered cuz he have to act that way two nights ago
Why will he do that? Did I offend him?

But he said he won’t complain and he will do all the loving , he told me love can be one sided right?
What then happened all of a sudden and he wants a break from me?

“Its okay Bella, fix it”she whispered into my ears
I nodded my head gathering fresh tears in my eyes….

🎶Oooooowwwwwwwwhhh

🎶Let’s go to space, being new and the stars are close
Dance on top the moon and we plan where we can go

🎶we can fly away
And live forever

🎶Do you feel like the stars are your home?…

I dialed his number and paged him but he didn’t pick up my calls even though am sure I paged him upto ten times
I gave up trying

I sighed before giving him a text message
💬Let’s talk this out Chloe

He saw it but didn’t reply,my heart shattered
It was then I realized how much he needed a break from me

I didn’t mind still, I texted him again
💬What’s wrong?
Seen and no reply… I bit my lower lip texting him again
💬You want to see me? You miss me?
I miss you❤
Seen and no reply still… I gasped holding my self from bursting up again in tears

💬Chloe, I want to kiss you
Seen and no reply
I kept on texting ;
💬Happy Sunday Chloe

💬Chloe, can we go on a date tomorrow?
💬Stop being angry with me please
I’m hurting
💬I’m sorry Chloe if I upset you so much

Seen and no reply!!

I dumped my phone lying back again on my bed
I summoned up courage one last time and paged him
It went through

📲Chloe
I called his name softly
He didn’t say a word to me at all
📲Its me Bella
I continued
📲What did I do to make you angry? I can fix it

📲Do you love me?
That’s what he asked
I gulped hard, no words were forthcoming from my lips
📲Chloe…
📲Then stop bugging me for a while Bella!!!

He hung up!
Am I bugging him? He just told me that!!
In a fury, I deleted his number from my phone….

Tbc

You both should be calming down a bit na😒😒
Take it slow slow abeg
Mtcheeew