Love triangle episode 28

LOVE TRIANGLE (mixed feelings)

EPISODE 28

*oh my God Daisy! You’re k-ssing Ben* my subconscious tells me and I immediately backed away and jumped up from the bed.. “i-i I’m sorry” I say and walked out of the room slamming the door pretty hærd.. I held my chest and breathe in and out so quickly, why did I do that! I just act so stupid sometimes.. What the hell is wrong with me, I feel like scre-ming so loud, but if I should scre-m it would probably be louder than the rain and I’ll probably scare everyone.. I sat down on the tiled, cold floor and stare at my fingers,

*oh Daisy.. Don’t tell me you’re have feelings for ben* I tell my self and gro-ned quietly, this is not good, what would Ben think of me, I don’t think I can face him anymore.. I stayed there quietly listening to the rain as it pours h-rder and h-rder..

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*BEN’S POV*

Daisy k-ssing me was shocking, but then she broke it, apologized and then ran away, okay to be sincere I’m a little confused here..

Why did she k-ss me when she doesn’t even have any feelings for me.. Even if she does I don’t think she’s the kind of person that express it with a k-ss. .. But why did she k-ss me .. I stared at the ceiling and sighed heavily, I listened to the rain and the sound of my heart beat.. She makes me go ga-ga.. Why did she k-ss me?? I want to know like real bad!! If I had known that she wanted to k-ss me, I wouldn’t have let it end..

But where is she right now. I asked my self and stood up from the bed, maybe she’s in the living room, I hope she’s okay… I sat down back on the bed and watched as my ceiling fan roll faster than ever, no wonder I was feeling so cold.. I wanted to stand up and turn off the fan but I was too lazy to do so.. So lazily I watched the fan roll and roll until my eyes got heavier and I slowly drifted to sleep…

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There was me, there was Lucas and there was Daisy, the three of us standing still in an empty room, the ground seemed cold and I was barefooted, I looked in front of me and there was Daisy and Lucas smiling at each other in a loving way, they look so perfect together holding, they’re not always this perfect to me when it comes to two of them in a relationsh¡p.. But now they look so good together seeing how Lucas held her tiny wa-ist made me cringe and what shocked me the most was the way he k-ssed her and how her cheeks flushed when they ended the k-ss, I wanted to drag Lucas and beat him to death well because I never like him cause he’s too clingy with Daisy and it pricks me in the chest.. I wanted to hold his neck and choke him to death but I couldn’t move It was like I was glued to the ground.. Daisy turned to me with a bright smile and said

“Ben, Luke and I are getting married!” her voice sounded very far away and I laughed

“yeah you’re kidding” I said and she suddenly frowns “I am not kidding Ben, look” she said and raised her fingers at my face exposing her diamond ring ..

“but Daisy! I’m the one you love not him, please don’t do this” I said and she giggled.. Or should I say cackled “oh Ben, you’re still as dumb as ever, we’re not meant for each other just know that you’re nothing more than JUST a friend or even a brother, you’re like family Benjamin, don’t be silly!” she said with a sly smile..

*you’re like family* *you’re nothing more than just a friend* *or even a brother* the words echoed in my head like a horrific music and It suddenly felt like I’ve lost control of myself and then they both start to laugh at me awkwardly… And then I woke up..

Breathing like a lost puppy, I turned sideways and suddenly recognize my room and also the sound of the rain became more clear and breathed a sigh of relief, it was just a dream!. I moved my hair back and sat down on the bed, I remembered my dream and scoffed..

“what a weird dream” I said to my self and stood up.. Daisy immediately came to my mind and I suddenly where she is and ran outside my room to see her sleeping quietly on the cold floor, I breathed a sigh of relief and lifted her up in my arms bridal-style.. Her body felt cold and a bit w-t And I took her back to my room and place her on the bed tucking her perfectly under the warm blankets.. I laid beside her and k-ssed her cheek..

“goodnight” I said even though she’s in deep sleep.. I closed my eyes but only to open them again because of the sudden soft hands that held my wa-ist.. I looked down and saw daisy’s hand laying comfortable on my wa-ist and her head jolted down on my chest, my heart beat increased and I smiled and held her hand, I wish she’s awake and knows what she’s doing, but she’s just asleep and looking for the warmest place to hang on with..

I closed my eyes and listening to the rhythm of the rain and also the rhythm of my heart beat.. And daisy’s breathing, now this is the kind of sound I want to hear everytime I wish to fall asleep cause it’s just so soothing and sweet.. The girl I love is sleeping beside me with her head on my chest.. What more can I ask for.. But there is actually one thing I’d like to ask.. Does she feel the same way that I feel about her??

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The next morning I woke up and opened my eyes to see Daisy still sleeping she wasn’t holding me anymore but was facing up the rain had already stop and every seemed very quiet and cool, I came down from the bed and walked out, I head to the bathroom to pee, and after that I brushed my teeth and came back to the room, I saw Daisy sitting on the bed and sneezing and coughing on my blanket..

“hey Daisy… Are you okay?” I asked and moved closer to her, but seeing me she looked somewhat frightened and scoot back a little..

“I’m.. I’m fine!!…” she said and sneezed again.. Oh no, she caught a cold..

“okay.. Seems like you caught a cold last night” I said and she nods “yeah I think so too” she said and sniffed..

“I’m sorry, I feel like this is kind of my fault, for letting you sleep on the cold floor outside my room yesterday” I said, but she just kept quiet. .. “look!.. Ben about yesterday” she said and turned to me slowly and we both made eye contact.. “what about yesterday?” I asked

“can we forget that ever happened?” she said lowly and looked away,

“what ar—

“the k-ss! Can you forget that I did that and can you forgive me for being so immature,?” she said and gazed at me once again.

How can I forget that,when it was legit.. Seems like she really hated doing that, she even wants me to forgive her for k-ssing me.. Not cool Daisy..

“sure it was nothing you don’t have anything to worry about, and there’s no need to be forgiveness in this.. So forget about it, it was nothing” I said and swallowed my saliva, it was actually something..

“Okay. Thank you” she said and stood up, but then sneezed.. “please sit down quietly I’ll make you some green tea and Get some pills for your cold” I said and she nods, while I smiled and walked away…

*DAISY’S POV*

Ben was totally fine with the k-ss last night, thank God! It was really hærd for me to breathe when he was in the room.. But it’s okay he said it was nothing but why do I feel kind of sad cause he said it was nothing, why do I want him to feel like it was something! Ugh.. I’m going crazy..

He came back later with the tea and some pills and I took them but still I felt the same, cold, my nose running, sleepy eyes, itchy throat and a slight headache.. I complained all these to Ben and he said it takes time before the medicine starts to react.. That I need to be patient

I didn’t take a bath there, I mean why would I. I just grabbed my bag, wore my shoes and Ben drove me home, the sweet smell of home made my body feel safe a little and I welcomed that feeling … Mom wasn’t home yet, so after I thanked Ben enough he left and I went to my room, I quickly took a hot bath and after wearing the most thickest sweater in my closet and the most thickest sweatp-nts, I sat down on my bed and soaked my leg in warm water cause I feel too cold, I took one of my novel and start reading to keel myself busy… Just as I got to page thirty, I heard a knock on my door, since I was covered in my blanket and also since my legs were dipped in warm water I was lazy to stand up so I muttered a little “come-in” , the door creaked open and Lucas walked in with a bright smile..

“oh hey Lucas” I said with a smile

“hi” he replied and came close to me and sat down at the cabin beside my reading desk which was opposite my bed… He looked at my outfit from head to toe and gave out a confused look.. While I giggled “I’m kinda cold” I said and he nods..

“looks like the rain caught you yesterday,” he said and we both laughed, and I don’t really get whats funny

“so why are you here?” I asked

“we have plans today.. But unfortunately the rain had to spoil everything” he said and sighed, I didn’t even feel like going anywhere today..

“well maybe next time” I say just to make him less sad and he smiled and nods .. We both remained quiet looking back and forth at each other and seriously I hate this kind of silence..

“Daisy?” he called, finally someone is saying something I looked at him And he continued,

“about that day that i-i told you I want you to be my g-girlfriend have you thought about it?” he asked, okay I don’t really like this question but I have to be honest..

“to be honest Lucas, I haven’t really thought about it but right this moment I think I do! I can’t be your girlfriend Lucas, I’m sorry I see you as just a friend nothing else, I’m sorry, I think I’m in love with someone else…. ”